that, and kissed him on the cheek and told him she loved him. Markham told her he loved her, too.
He missed her terribly; had felt closer to her in that one moment than he had to anyone in the last ten years. And as he stared from the card to the plaque above his bedroom door, the FBI agent felt suddenly like he couldn’t breathe.
A flash of Edmund Lambert’s tattoo—of his bloody chest and the temple doors at Kutha, the doorway to Hell.
Markham reached up and pulled the plaque from the wall—tossed it into the closet, put on his Windbreaker, and dashed outside.
The fresh air felt good, and he breathed it greedily as he walked down to the pond. He could hear the ducks rustling in the thickets and wondered if he was disturbing them. He didn’t care to look up at the stars just yet; preferred instead to gaze out over the water to the lights that dotted the opposite shore. Lights from town houses just like his own; lights from lives that couldn’t be more different.
He thought of Andy Schaap and the life he left behind; he thought of his people at Quantico, of their lives and the distance from him that had already settled in their eyes. But he felt nothing for them. Like the lives across the water, like the stars above his head, they were all so far away from him.
Markham saw a light go out in one of the windows and immediately thought of Edmund Lambert—of the look in his eyes when he spoke to the stars and breathed his final breath. To whom did the Impaler speak—
He sighed and gave in—gazed up at the stars and began searching for the constellation Leo. Despite the crescent moon he could not find it—
He sat down in the grass by the thicket; could hear the ducks shifting and gurgling in the darkness and was thankful for their company. But it was not enough.
He lay back on his elbows, closed his eyes, and tried to imagine the beach—tried to imagine the stars as they had looked on that night a thousand years ago when he and Michelle had made love for the first time. But in his mind he always ended up on the beach alone—no Michelle, no Cassiopeia—nothing but sand and waves and stars. And those stars looked different tonight, too. For tonight, and for many more nights to come, the sky that was his mind had room for only the nine and the three.
“Come back,” he whispered.
To whom Sam Markham spoke, well, that was anybody’s guess now, too.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I would like to thank my editor, John Scognamiglio at Kensington Publishing Corp., and my agent, William Reiss at John Hawkins & Associates, for their assistance in developing
For their advice and counsel, I am especially beholden to: Milo Dowling, retired FBI agent; Reid Parker, technical director here at ECU; Chris Christman, hunter extraordinaire; Yesenia Ayala, for her Spanish expertise; and Marylaura Pa-palas, for her lightning-fast French translations.
To the members of my family who slugged through
And finally, even though he spilled tea all over my original manuscript, a hearty “thank-you” goes out to Michael Combs for never letting me off the hook. I owe you one, my friend.