a woman.
“Molly,” she heard.
They kept calling her name from the forest, the birds and monkeys and ghost warriors, enunciating all the varieties she might answer to, Molly, Maw-li, Moll-lee. They were helping her remember her name in the next life. That was her hope, that they would be kind and welcoming. On the other hand, they had summoned her to carry home her father and them, and she had failed. There was no reason to believe in their mercy.
She caught herself whispering a Hail Mary to the Buddhas.
“Molly.” The voice was just outside the door, and it wasn’t Duncan’s.
She lay still. Her heart galloped. If only Duncan would come.
The doorway darkened. He was an emaciated thing made of rags. Part man, part bone, he entered.
She closed her eyes. The tip of bone ticked closer.
“Molly,” he commanded.
He’d come for her eyes, not to take, but to give. She belonged to the city now. Would he use a spoon? What shade of green would her jade eyes be?
He heard her whisper, or maybe smelled it. “You’re alive,” he said.
She opened her eyes. His leg was a stick, not bone, lashed to his thigh with vines.
She thrust with the knife. It was a feeble act, and he stepped on her wrist and took the knife away. She knew better than to fight. Lie still. Let him do it.
“Lie still,” the ghost said.
He stood overhead like a butcher sizing up meat. She searched for his eyes to connect with, but the rain smeared her vision.
She wanted to let go, to cast herself into the animals and scamper and fly and slither away. But suddenly she was anchored in her flesh. She couldn’t leave her body. She struggled, a small motion, a whimper.
He tugged at a pouch. A dozen or more round jade balls spilled onto the floor. The eyes rolled against her cheek, and she moaned and looked away. The city was preparing her, last rites, its funeral mask. But she was still alive, or had she passed to the other side? How to tell?
“Don’t fight,” he said. “You’re having a dream. Can you hear me?”
He lifted her shirt and looked underneath. She squeezed her eyes shut and the rain wept down her face. Would the eyes hurt as much going in as coming out? How loud would she scream? Where were her gecko and butterfly?
“Drink.” He held a leaf to her mouth as a funnel. The rain trickled onto her tongue. A kindness before the maiming.
“You’re leaving,” said the voice. “Take the others with you. They no longer belong. Do you understand?”
“No.” They were dead. How could they not belong? Limbo had borders?
“They were lost and the city took them in.” The voice chased like water through her mind. “It gave them shelter from the storm. Why them, barbarians? Compassion, perhaps, or God’s curiosity, I can’t say. The city took them in as children. It gave them sight. It showed them the path. But they refused to see. Do you know how many great warriors came and laid aside their armor here? Not these men. All except Duncan. He saw something, I think.”
“They were only boys,” she whispered to the rain.
“Blind they came”—the words were strict—“now blind they go. I’ve gone to each of them and taken back the dream.”
On one knee, he worked Kleat’s knife. She felt the steel blade worm along her breastbone. With a tug, he split the shirt and peeled it away like skin. One leg at a time, he sawed away her pants.
She was so afraid. But, oh, the rain felt glorious. It bathed her burning flesh. It warmed her like a blanket. Her lips opened to the water.
His hands began moving over her, working away. She didn’t dare look. For all she knew, he had opened her and was squatting to one side devouring her organs. Were the monkeys gathering for their share?
He pried open her eyelids and rain crashed into her brain.
“A little while longer,” the ghost soothed her, plucking away leeches. “Everything will be clear.”
Then he propped twigs under a large leaf to make a lean-to over her face and draped big banana leaves over her body and limbs. She was sinking.
“You’re free. You freed them.” He held up one of the jade balls. “But these stay. Take nothing but the bones. Forget the city. Remember the dream.”
Blackness rose up.
She returned to consciousness just as he was leaving. The stick leg sounded like a clock walking away. Then she smelled the rich fragrance. Under another leaf, he had planted a handful of incense sticks. Slow smoke leaked up to the Buddhas. Only then did she recognize him.
“Samnang?” she whispered.
But he was gone, into the ruins.
46.
When she woke again, the rain was clattering on her shield of leaves and the incense sticks were ash. Her bloodstained clothes lay in a heap. She was naked and encased in black mud. Night was falling.
They were shouting her name again. They were everywhere out there. Their voices were climbing the stairs.
A light flashed in the doorway. Dark forms clustered behind it. More lights appeared. They wore sheets like Halloween ghosts. Ponchos, she realized.
“Molly?” The voice boomed through the room.
She watched from under her chrysalis of leaves, perfectly invisible to them.
“She’s not up here,” one said.
“But he told us a tower.”
“It’s empty. We got the wrong tower.”
“We should have gotten him to draw a map of the place.”
“Too late now. It’s a miracle he lasted as long as he did. You saw what he looked like when they brought him in. Gut shot, bleeding out. The fuckers even took his leg.”
“What the hell did she get mixed up with?”
“Bad company, man.”
One had a cough. Others were winded. Their voices thundered, as if her last few days had passed in whispers.
The room lit green with distant lightning, then went dark. The sky rumbled.
“We don’t belong here,” a voice complained. “The captain gave us two hours. Night’s coming. You could get lost in this place.”
“Sam said she’d be here. Here’s the city. Here’s the tower.”
“That was yesterday. She could have gone anywhere since then. We’ll try again in the morning. It will look different in the morning.”
It was like swimming up from a deep recess. Sam? The captain? She knew these voices. RE-1 had come for her.
And now they were leaving. Molly tried to speak. But her tongue had turned to leather. There wasn’t enough breath in her lungs for even one word.
Their lights twitched away. It was over. She would never last the night.
But then the bones sighed beside her. “Boys,” they whispered.
Somehow they heard through the thunder. It caught them. Their lights swung around. One splashed on the
