Cleopatra’s Daughter

body. We watched for what felt like an eternity. Then, at last, he stood up. His lips were red with my mother’s blood, and I knew from his face that we were orphans.

Alexander asked quietly, “Will our mother be buried in her mausoleum?”

Octavian raised his chin. “Of course. She was the Queen of Egypt.” But there was no remorse on his face, not even surprise.

“Will you really keep the children alive?” Agrippa asked.

Octavian’s eyes swept over me the way they had swept over my mother’s treasure. “The girl is pretty. In a few years, some senator will need to be silenced. She’ll be of marriageable age and make him happy. And neither of the boys has reached fifteen years. Keeping them alive will seem merciful.”

“And Rome?” Juba wanted to know.

“In a few months, when affairs are settled here, we’ll sail.”

CHAPTER THREE

ALEXANDRIA

July 1, 29 BC

THE VESSEL that was to bear us toward Rome was my mother’s thalamegos, a ship so large that its pillared courtyards had once hosted my father’s mock battles on horseback. From the docks, I could hear the Roman soldiers exclaiming in delight over every small detail on board: the fountains and potted palms in the grottos, the ivory-paneled bedrooms with their gilded images of Isis, the cedar chairs and embroidered couches. But even though all of our trunks were packed, Octavian wouldn’t leave before the taking of the auspices.

Alexander and I stood together on the dock while Octavian held up a frightened quail. Juba passed Agrippa a newly whetted knife, and with a deft flick of the wrist, Agrippa slit the neck of the terrified bird. The quail’s blood dripped between Octavian’s fingers, staining them red before trickling onto the planks. The five of us looked to the augur, whose head was covered by a heavy linen cloth.

“What does it mean?” Octavian demanded.

The augur held up his hand and shook his head. “It must make a pattern first.”

Next to me, Juba smiled. “He thinks that by reading the splattering of some blood he’ll be able to tell us whether the gods plan to send this ship to the bottom of the sea,” he said in Parthian. “Of course, if the augur’s wrong, there’ll be no one alive to challenge him.”

“How do you know Parthian?” my brother whispered.

“I’m Caesar’s spy among the people. I wouldn’t be very successful if I didn’t know a few languages, would I?”

I suspected he was being sarcastic when he said “a few,” and suddenly I felt sick. “So you’ve been telling Caesar what we’ve been saying?”

“Why would I do that when nothing you’ve said has been of any interest? But the walls in Rome have ears, Princess.”

“Your ears.”

“And many others.”

Octavian was watching our exchange with interest.

“So you send men to their deaths,” I said to Juba. “To prison.”

“Only if they’re assassins. Why, you’re not planning to assassinate Caesar, are you?” His voice was mocking, but his dark eyes were serious.

“What’s happening?” Agrippa asked.

Juba’s eyes lingered on mine for a moment, then he turned and said pointedly, “I am simply warning the queen’s children that in Rome, many things will be different. I think they understand.” He smiled, but his words were directed at me.

The augur raised his hands to the sky.

“Well? What is it?” Octavian snapped.

“The signs are favorable,” the priest announced, and Octavian exhaled audibly. “Neptune blesses this voyage.”

Agrippa passed the augur a bag of coins. Then the three men escorted Octavian down the dock before I dared to whisper, “He’s heard everything.”

“There’s nothing we’ve said that’s been suspicious. Just questions.”

But Juba had looked into my eyes and known what I wanted to do. Octavian had murdered Antyllus and Caesarion. He had given my mother and father no choice but to take their own lives. Even Charmion and Iras were dead. After eleven months, it still hurt to swallow when I thought of them all resting in their marble sarcophagi inside my mother’s mausoleum. Seven days after Octavian’s speech in the Gymnasium, their funeral processions had wound through the streets of Alexandria, collecting so many mourners that the Roman army had needed every last soldier to keep order in the city. Now everyone was gone. Everything but a few chests of silks had been taken from us. And when my brothers each turned fifteen, what would happen to them? Death was inevitable, perhaps preferable to what we would suffer in Rome. And if death was inevitable….

We watched the soldiers as they tried to force a horse from the sand onto the wooden dock. The horse wouldn’t move. The men tried whistling to it. Octavian slapped its rear, and when one of the soldiers raised a whip to beat it, Ptolemy covered his eyes.

“Stop!” Alexander shouted. He crossed the pier and approached the men. “He’s just afraid of the water,” Alexander told them.

Some of the soldiers laughed. A fat soldier shouted to the one with the whip, “So beat the horse until it moves.”

“No!” Alexander said angrily. “He still won’t move.”

The man with the whip crossed his arms over his chest. “Why not?”

The fat one sneered. “Are you going to listen to an eleven-year-old boy?”

“He should,” I said quickly. “He knows horses better than anyone else.”

“So why won’t the horse move?” Octavian demanded.

Alexander’s hair was wet with sea spray, and in the bright summer sun his skin had turned to bronze. He was handsome, and some of the soldiers were leering. “Because he isn’t the lead horse. My father trained the lead. If you bring him, he’ll board your ship, and if the others are watching, they will, too.”

Agrippa turned to look at the herd of horses shifting nervously on the shore. “Which one is the leader?”

My brother pointed to a large bay mount. “Heraclius.”

Octavian glanced at my brother. “Fine. Then bring him up.”

Alexander walked confidently toward the pack, and the soldiers’ murmuring died down. Upon seeing him, the horse immediately lowered his head, sniffing my brother’s outstretched hand for the treats he normally brought. My brother whispered something into Heraclius’s ear, stroking his wide flank with one hand as he took the horse’s reins in the other. Slowly, whispering all the time, he walked onto the dock, and Heraclius followed obediently.

“You can bring the others now,” Alexander said, and when none of the horses put up a struggle, Octavian studied my brother.

“I remember your father was a great man for horses,” he remarked.

Alexander looked away. “Yes.”

Octavian nodded. “Has everything been loaded from the mausoleum?” he asked Juba, and my father’s memory returned to dust.

“Every last talent.”

But the soldier with the paunch squinted in the sun. “Not the girl’s necklace. And what about the children’s crowns?”

“They’re simple bands of pearls,” Juba said testily. “Perhaps you’d like to take their clothes as well?”

“The children may keep whatever they’re wearing. I want to leave,” Octavian announced.

Alexander reached out to take my arm, but I stepped away.