smelled nice from the bottles of stuff that Jake, the barber, uses on his customers.
He saw me with my fish and stopped in front of me. He looked at me and looked at the fish and he rubbed his fat hands together. Then he said, like he was talking to a child, 'Why, Jimmy, where did you get all those fish?' He sounded a little bit, too, like I might not have a right to them and probably had used some lowdown trick to get them.
'Out in the hole on Alf's place,' I told him.
All at once, without even trying to do it, I saw him the same way I had seen the dandelion?his stomach and intestines and something that must have been his liver?and up above them all, surrounded by a doughy mass of pink, a pulsating thing that I knew must be his heart.
I guess that's the first time anybody ever really hated someone else's guts.
I shot out my hands?well, not my hands, for one was clutching the cane pole and the other was busy with the fish?but it felt almost exactly as if I'd put them out and grabbed his heart and squeezed it hard.
He gasped once, then sighed and wilted, like all the starch had gone out of him, and I had to jump out of the way so he wouldn't bump into me when he fell.
He never moved after he hit the ground.
Jake came running out of his barber shop.
'What happened to him?' he asked me.
'He just fell over,' I said.
Jake looked at him. 'It's a heart attack. I'd know it anywhere. I'll run for Doc.'
He took off up the street for Doc Mason while other people came hurrying out of the places along the street.
There was Ben from the cheese factory and Mike from the pool hall and a couple of farmers who were in the general store.
I got out of there and went on home and Ma was pleased with the fish.
'They'll taste real good,' she said, looking at them. 'How did you come to catch that many, Jim?'
'They were biting good,' I said.
'Well, you hurry up and clean them. We'll have to eat some right away and I'll take some over to Preacher Martin's and I'll rub salt in the others and put them in the cellar where it's good and cool. They'll keep for several days.'
Just then, Mrs. Lawson ran across the street and told Ma about Banker Patton.
'He was talking to Jim when it happened,' she told Ma.
Ma said to me, 'Why didn't you tell me, Jim?'
'I never got around to it,' I said. 'I was showing you these fish.'
So the two of them went on talking about Banker Patton and I went out to the woodshed and cleaned the fish. Bounce sat alongside me and watched me do it and I swear he was as happy over those fish as I was, just like he might have had a hand in catching them.
'It was a nice day, Bounce,' I said and Bounce said he'd thought so, too. He recalled running up and down the stream and how he'd chased a frog and the good smell there was when he stuck his nose down to the ground and sniffed.
Now I don't want you to think I'm trying to make you believe Bounce actually talked, because he didn't. But it was just as if he'd said those very words.
People all the time are laughing at me and making cracks about me and trying to bait me because I'm the village idiot, but there are times when the village idiot has it over all of them.
They would have been scared they were going crazy if a dog talked to them, but I didn't think it was strange at all. I just thought how much nicer it was now that Bounce could talk and how I wouldn't have to guess at what he wanted to say. I never thought it was queer at all, because I always figured Bounce could talk if he only tried, being a smart dog.
So Bounce and I sat there and talked while I cleaned the fish.
When I came out of the woodshed, Mrs. Lawson had gone home and Ma was in the kitchen, getting a skillet ready to cook some of the fish.
'Jim, you…' she hesitated, then went on, 'Jim, you didn't have anything to do with what happened to Banker Patton, did you? You didn't push him or hit him or anything?'
'I never even touched him,' I said and that was true. I certainly hadn't touched him.
In the afternoon, I went out and worked in the garden. Ma does some housework now and then and that brings in some money, but we couldn't get along if it wasn't for the garden. I used to work some, but since the fight I had with Alf over him not paying me, she don't let me work for anyone. She says if I take care of the garden and catch some fish, I'm helping out enough.
Working in the garden, I found a different use for my new way of seeing. There were worms in the cabbages and I could see every one of them and I killed them all by squeezing them, the way I'd squeezed Banker Patton. I found a cloudy sort of stuff on some of the tomato plants and I suppose it was some kind of virus, because it was so small I could hardly see it at first. So I magnified it and could see it fine, and I made it go away. I didn't squeeze it like I did the worms. I just made it go away.
It was fun working in the garden, when you could look down into the ground and see how the parsnips and radishes were coming and could kill the cutworms you found there, and know just how the soil was and if everything was all right.
We'd had fish for lunch and we had fish again for supper, and after supper I went for a walk.
Before I knew it, I was walking by Banker Patton's place and, going past, I felt the grief inside the house. I stood out on the sidewalk and let the grief come into me. I suppose that outside any house in town, I could have felt just as easily whatever was going on inside, but I hadn't known I could and I hadn't tried. It was only because the grief in the Patton house was so deep and strong that I noticed it.
The banker's oldest daughter was upstairs in her room and I could feel her crying. The other daughter was sitting with her mother in the living-room and neither of them was crying, but they seemed lost and lonely. There were other people in the house, but they weren't very sad. Some neighbours, probably, who'd come in to keep the family company.
I felt sorry for the three of them and I wanted to help them.
Not that I'd done anything wrong in killing Banker Patton, but I felt sorry for those women, because, after all, it wasn't their fault the way Banker Patton was, so I stood there, wishing I could help them.
And all at once I felt that perhaps I could and I tried first with the daughter who was upstairs in her room. I reached out to her and I told her happy thoughts. It wasn't easy to start with, but pretty soon I got the hang of it and it wasn't hard to make her happy. Then I made the other two happy and went on my way, feeling better about what I'd done to the family.
I listened in on the houses I passed. Most of them were happy, or at least contented, though I found a couple that were sad.
Automatically, I reached out my mind and gave them happiness. It wasn't that I felt I should do something good for any particular person. To tell the truth, I don't remember which houses I made happy. I just thought if I was able to do a thing that, I should do it. It wasn't right for someone to have that kind of power and refuse to use it.
Ma was sitting up for me when I got home. She was looking kind of worried, the way she always does when I disappear for a long time and she don't know where I am.
I went up to my room and got into bed and lay awake for a long time, wondering how come I could do all the things I could and how, suddenly, today I was able to do them when I'd never been able to before. But finally I went to sleep.
