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Ray Bradbury

Fever Dream

They put him between fresh, clean, laundered sheets and there was always a newly squeezed glass of thick orange juice on the table under the dim pink lamp. All Charles had to do was call and Mom or Dad would stick their heads into his room to see how sick he was.

He was fifteen, Charles was. It was mid September, with the land beginning to burn with autumn. He lay in the bed for three days before the terror overcame him.

His hand began to change. His right hand. He looked at it and it was hot and sweating there on the counterpane, alone. It fluttered, it moved a bit. Then it lay there, changing colour.

That afternoon the doctor came again and tapped his thin chest like a little drum. «How are you?» asked the doctor, smiling. «I know, don't tell me: „My cold is fine, Doctor, but I feel lousy!“ Ha!» He laughed at his own oft- repeated joke.

Charles lay there and for him that terrible and ancient jest was becoming a reality. The joke fixed itself in his mind. His mind touched and drew away from it in a pale terror. The doctor did not know how cruel he was with his jokes. «Doctor,» whispered Charles, lying flat and colourless. «My hand, it doesn't belong to me any more. This morning it changed into something else. I want you to change it back. Doctor, Doctor!»

The doctor showed his teeth and patted his hand. «It looks fine to me, son. You just had a little fever dream.»

«But it changed, Doctor, oh, Doctor,» cried Charles, pitifully holding up his pale wild hand. «It did!»

The doctor winked. «I'll give you a pink pill for that.» He popped a tablet on to Charles's tongue. «Swallow.»

«Will it make my hand change back and become me, again?»

«Yes, yes.»

The house was silent when the doctor drove off down the road in his carriage under the quiet, blue September sky. A clock ticked far below in the kitchen world. Charles lay looking at his hand.

It did not change back. It was still something else.

The wind blew outside. Leaves fell against the cool window.

At four o'clock his other hand changed. It seemed almost to become a fever, a chemical, a virus. It pulsed and shifted cell by cell. It beat like a warm heart. The finger-nails turned blue and then red. It took about an hour for it to change and when it was finished, it looked just like any ordinary hand. But it was not ordinary. It no longer was him any more. He lay in a fascinated horror and then fell into an exhausted sleep.

Mother brought the soup up at six. He wouldn't touch it. «I haven't any hands,» he said, eyes shut.

«Your hands are perfectly good,» said Mother.

«No,» he wailed. «My hands are gone. I feel like I have stumps. Oh, Mama, Mama, hold me, hold me, I'm scared!»

She had to feed him herself.

«Mama,» he said, «get the doctor, please, again, I'm so sick.»

«The doctor'll be here tonight at eight,» she said, and went out.

At seven, with night dark and close around the house, Charles was sitting up in bed when he felt the thing happening to first one leg then the other. «Mama! Come quick!» he screamed.

But when Mama came the thing was no longer happening. When she went downstairs, he simply lay without fighting as his legs beat and beat, grew warm, red hot, and the room filled with the warmth of his feverish change. The glow crept up from his toes to his ankles and then to his knees.

«May I come in?» The doctor smiled in the doorway.

«Doctor!» cried Charles. «Hurry, take off my blankets!»

The doctor lifted the blankets tolerantly. «There you are. Whole and healthy. Sweating, though. A little fever. I told you not to move around, bad boy.» He pinched the moist pink cheek. «Did the pills help? Did your hand change back?»

«No, no, now it's my other hand and my legs!»

«Well, well, I'll have to give you three more pills, one each limb, eh, my little peach?» laughed the doctor.

«Will they help me? Please, please. What've I got?»

«A mild case of scarlet fever, complicated by a slight cold.»

«Is it a germ that lives and has more little germs in me?»


«Are you sure it's scarlet fever? You haven't taken any tests!»

«I guess I know a certain fever when I see one,» said the doctor, checking the boy's pulse with cool authority.

Charles lay there, not speaking until the doctor was crisp-packing his black kit. Then in the silent room, the boy's ice made a small, weak pattern, his eyes alight with remembrance. «1 read a book once. About petrified trees, wood turning to stone. About how trees fell and rotted and miners got in and built up and they look just like trees, but they're not, they're stone.» He stopped. In the quiet warm room his breathing sounded.

«Well?» asked the doctor.

«I've been thinking,» said Charles, after a time. «Do germs ever get big? I mean in biology class they told us about Quelled animals, amoebas and things, and how, millions of ears ago, they got together until there was a bunch and they made the first body. And more and more cells got together and got bigger and finally maybe there was a fish and final-here we are, and all we are is a bunch of cells that decided get together, to help each other out. Isn't that right?»

Charles wet his feverish lips.

«What's all this about?» The doctor bent over him.

«I've got to tell you this. Doctor, oh, I've got to!» he cried. «What would happen, oh just pretend, please pretend, at just like in the old days, a lot of microbes got together and wanted to make a bunch, and reproduced and made more ?»

His white hands were on his chest now, crawling towards throat.

«And they decided to take over a person!» cried Charles. «Take over a person?»

«Yes, become a person. Me, my hands, my feet! What if a disease somehow knew how to kill a person and yet live after him?»

He screamed.

The hands were on his neck.

The doctor moved forward, shouting.

At nine o'clock the doctor was escorted out to his carriage by the mother and father, who handed him up his bag. They conversed in the cool night wind for a few minutes. «Just be sure his hands are kept strapped to his legs,» said the doctor. «I don't want him hurting himself!»

«Will he be all right, Doctor?» The mother held to his arm a moment.

He patted her shoulder. «Haven't I been your family physician for thirty years? It's the fever, he imagines things.»

«But those bruises on his throat, he almost choked himself.»

«Just you keep him strapped; he'll be all right in the morning.»

The horse and carriage moved off down the dark September road.

At three in the morning, Charles was still awake in his small back room. The bed was damp under his head and his back. He was very warm. Now he no longer had any arms or legs, and his body was beginning to change. He did not move on the bed, but looked at the vast blank ceiling space with insane concentration. For a while he had screamed and thrashed but now he was weak and hoarse from it, and his mother had gotten up a number of times to soothe his brow with a wet towel. Now he was silent, his hands strapped to his legs.

He felt the walls of his body change, the organs shift, the lungs catch fire. The room was lighted up as with flickering of a hearthplace.

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