You killed my daughter. Her name was Rebecca. She was only twelve.
A nod. Thirteen years ago Andrea turns up in Oldcastle again. She s pregnant. She s got herself a husband and a new house in Shortstaine; only she s not Andrea McKenzie any more, she s Andrea Taylor. And Andrea Taylor s seen Father s obituary in the paper McKenzie laughed. All those years and she comes back to tell us Mother has to go in a home: we have to sell the house so she can get her share. Said the old bastard owed her for everything he did. Owed her? What about us?
Alice gave a long shuddering breath then stepped back, scrubbed a sleeve across her face. Brought her chin up. So you decided to get your own back make her suffer for abandoning you, make her life as bad as yours. You started abducting her Alice fiddled with her hair. Amber O Neil looked like her, didn t she? Enough to make it feel right: you turned her into Andrea and punished her for abandoning you. And it felt so good you went out and did it again, only Hannah Kelly didn t have Andrea s hair, so you dyed it for her. Made her fit the mould. Then you did it again, and again, turning them into Andrea so you could shave their heads and burn them and carve lines into their skin, so you could torture and mutilate and
I didn t. He kept his eyes on the floor.
I just took the photographs. Lisa did everything. She you saw what she s like: she made me.
And then you used the birthday cards to punish the parents. You made them wait and worry for a whole year what did they do wrong, why did their little girl run away and then you rubbed their noses in it: look what happened to your daughter! You turned the girls into Andrea as she was back then, when she abandoned you. Then you turned their parents into Andrea as she is now, torturing her with the birthday cards. Two for one. Practising. Building up the fantasy. Waiting until Megan was old enough to do it all for real.
I stared at him: sitting on the floor, holding onto his dead sister. Is that it, McKenzie? Is that all Rebecca was to you, a dress rehearsal?
He shook his head. It wasn t like that, it A little shrug. I don t know.
Alice turned her back on him. Henry was right: it was all about Megan Taylor. Thirteen girls killed on their thirteenth birthday. She nudged a fallen bottle of bleach with her toe.
Oh, I m not saying they would ve just given up the thrill of torturing Megan and Andrea would have worn off eventually and they d just keep on going, more girls, year after year.
I let my head thunk back against the wall. They didn t take Katie.
No.
But I saw the card: Katie tied to a chair in the Birthday Boy s room
I ground the heel of my hand into my eyes. Then where is she?
Excellent work, Ash, excellent. DCI Weber rubbed his hands together. Then frowned. Well, perhaps not the dead body they ll make us have an enquiry about that but everything else He clapped a hand down on my shoulder. Are you all right? You look a bit peaky.
The mortuary doors banged open and Alf backed into the room, ponytail swinging from side to side as he pulled a hospital gurney after him. Lisa McKenzie lay on the shiny metal surface, glassy eyes staring blindly. He wheeled her over to one of the cutting tables.
You know, that has to be the shortest trip to the mortuary in existence.
Weber checked his watch. Right press conference in half an hour, and as ACC Drummond is playing hard to get, I m up with DCS Dickie and the Chief Constable. He wants you there to take the credit.
I gritted my teeth, leaned on my walking stick and limped out the door. Fuck him.
Weber hurried after me. Look, about Frank McKenzie s ear
He fell down the stairs.
Right, stairs, yes. Only he claims you threatened him with a gun, then shot him.
He s a psycho, ask Dr McDonald.
The corridor was cordoned off with POLICE tape a group of SOC-suited figures clustered on the other side, in the gloom, waiting for the OK to get started.
Weber stopped at the mortuary door. So I should tell the SEB they won t find any gunshot residue on him or the walls or a bullet or anything?
Tell them what you like.
Alice was waiting for me at the main doors. She stared at the toes of her little red shoes. Did they say anything about
They ll have an enquiry, but you re in the clear you hadn t hit her with that pipe I d be dead by now. Probably give you a medal or something.
She smiled, then hooked an arm through mine, doing a little hop-jump to get in step as I hobbled out into the drizzly evening.
Do you want me to pinch a wheelchair, I mean you re all sweaty and it s a big walk back to the car?
Taxi. I pointed at the rank on the other side of the entrance.
This is good news, you know that they didn t take Katie. The obsession with killing the victims on their thirteenth birthday thing is specific to their psychosexual behaviour, whoever took Katie doesn t have that, the fact that they aped the Birthday Boy s modus operandi suggests they re more interested in you than her.
I limped across to the rank. So it s my fault.
We need to work through everyone who s got reason to hate you, does anyone have reason to She coughed.
Yes, well, let s make a list.
I don t need a list. I know who it is.
Drummond s BMW purred into the Westing s car park. Monday wasn t a race night, but the whole place was lit up. Alice parked by the entrance. Hauled on the handbrake. Right.
You re you re staying here. Bloody seatbelt wouldn t unfasten, the plastic was all slippery under my fingers. Sweat trickled down my back. My right foot burned.
Ash, look at yourself, you can barely move.
I blinked at her. I m fine
No, no you re not. She bit her bottom lip, then reached into her leather satchel and pulled out Eugene s pencil case. Still got one wrapper left.
Silence.
I reached for the junkie starter kit, it shook so much the zip wouldn t work. I can t.
Alice nodded. Took the case back, opened it up, and laid the contents out across the dashboard. Then unfolded the instructions.
OK Deep breath. If ten-year-old Neds can work it out, so can I.
Warmth oozed through me, squeezing the pain away until there was nothing left but a vague tingle. I breathed out. Then in. Someone was singing deep inside my head.
Ash? A gentle slap on my cheek. Ash, I ve only given you a third, OK? That should be enough for an analgesic Ash?
I scrubbed a hand across my numb face. Rubbed some life back into my brain. Right. The walking stick was rough beneath my fingers, the surface all scratched and dented from battering the pictures off ACC Drummond s walls. If I m not back in
No chance. She clambered out into the rain, looked back at me. Do you really think I ve done all this just to sit out here in the car like a good little girl? I want to be there when you get Katie back.
Fair enough.
It wasn t bucketing down, but it was steady enough: droplets bouncing off the neon sign like tiny fireworks. I went around to the boot and slammed my palm on the lid. Still there, Drummond?
Some scuffing noises.
Must ve hurt when Alice took all those speed bumps at full tilt. Good.
I limped for the entrance tunnel, Alice walking slowly beside me.
Should we not have handed Drummond over to Detective Chief Inspector Weber?
No.
Arabella was still in her little cage, still reading about vampires perving on teenage girls. She didn t look up.
We re closed.
