with one hand against the other. He glanced over his shoulder to check on her. Emily let her head fall back and closed her eyes, then opened them a slit. He turned. When she saw what he was holding, her bladder let go. He followed her eyes, saw her staring at the Swiss Army knife in his hand. He shrugged. “It’s all I got,” he said.
The letup in the storm was short-lived. By the time the search party (everybody at the Core who could wield a shovel or a flashlight; every cop and fireman and spelunker on the island) hit the road, the rain was driving so hard it stung like hail when it hit bare skin.
Still no wind, though-you had to be thankful for that, Chief Coffee told Dawson. They were in the lead, in the front seats of the department’s only four-wheel-drive vehicle, a modified Jeep Cherokee with a light bar, a radio, and a steel mesh cage welded into place behind the front seat, enclosing the entire rear compartment, backseat, fold-down seats, cargo space, and all.
Holly, Marley, and Dawn were in the backseat. Holly had of course argued vehemently against the Chief’s proposal that Dawn come along to help them locate the mouth of the tunnel. But Dawson might or might not be able to bring them to the exact spot, Coffee argued-it had been months, it had been daytime, it had been the dry season. If she could get them to the general area, however, Dawn might be able to lead them the rest of the way.
In the end, it wasn’t Coffee’s words that persuaded Holly, but the mute appeal in Dawson’s eyes. All right, all right, she told them, but on two conditions: Dawn volunteers, no pressure, and I go with her.
Marley’s presence was accounted for simply enough: the only way to keep him from coming along would have been to lock him in his room, and even then she’d probably have had to chain his ankles to the bed frame.
The sharp stench of urine filled Emily’s nostrils. She could hear it drip drip dripping onto the ground. To anger and terror, add shame-for wetting herself, for being naked, for the way her weighty, aching breasts had flopped sideways off her chest like water wings. She knew, of course, why Bennie had tied her to the cross, but it was the machete she’d been picturing in her mind-or trying not to picture. A downward flash, a moment of pain. Or maybe impact, not even pain.
How silly of her-they had of course left the machete in the lime grove, in the dead man’s hand. But a pocketknife? Was he planning to saw her hand off with a pocketknife?
Or maybe he was only trying to frighten her-maybe it was all just a sick joke. “Bennie, please. Bennie, you’re making a mistake.”
He tested the knife’s edge against the callused tissue at the base of his palm, nodded in satisfaction, tossed away the chunk of rock upon which he’d been sharpening the blade.
“Bennie, we can get out of here, we can go on, just you and me, the two of us. Apgard will help us. I’ll take you back to Nias.”
He tested the knotted brassiere to make sure it would hold, realized there was too much play in the elastic. He tightened the knot, tested it again.
She closed her eyes again. “Just don’t cut it off. Not with a knife, Bennie, please, not with a-”
Led by the Jeep Cherokee, the procession of vehicles-cop cars, ambulances, Miami Mark’s flatbed sheep truck, a fire truck, the fire department’s disaster van-followed the Circle Road east, north, west, through the rain. As they neared Smuggler’s Cove, Dawson had Chief Coffee turn on the Cherokee’s searchlight and aim it to the left. Once she’d spotted the divi-divi that marked the turn, all he had to do was hang the left and follow the deep ruts the Land Rover had dug, coming and going.
The four-wheel-drive Cherokee made it to the end of the track while the other vehicles were still slipping and sliding in the mud. The occupants of the least successful off-roaders gave it up, nosed their vehicles off the track, helped push the more promising vehicles along, jumped on hoods and roofs and trunks and hung on for dear life, whipped at by overhanging vines and branches, until it was time to jump off and push again.
The lead party didn’t wait for them. Coffee, Dawson, Holly, and Dawn set off uphill. Marley waited behind to direct the late-comers. The chief carried Dawn most of the way. The path was easy to make out, having been hacked and trodden recently, but difficult to traverse. Mudslides seemed a definite possibility. The Chief sent Dawn back with Holly; he and Dawson continued on alone, their rubber boots caked and heavy with mud.
Julian, closer to sixty than he was to fifty, stopped for a breather, standing doubled over in the middle of the trail, his hands on his knees. Dawson had been hiking this forest for years-she slogged on until the spreading trunk of the elephant’s ear tree rose gray and forbidding by the side of the trail. From here, shining her lantern up the hill, she could see the raw slash where a portion of the hillside had collapsed. Under there, she told herself-he’s under there someplace.
Like a brave little girl at the dentist’s office, Emily did not scream. She gasped, then sucked in a long, hissing breath as Bennie drew the blade of the Swiss Army knife across her wrist, pressing hard, digging deep, severing flesh, tendon, muscle, artery, until the blood spurted and the blade bit into bone. She opened her eyes, saw him standing over her. She turned her head to the right. He wasn’t going to saw the hand off after all. That was good, she thought, as he grabbed her chin firmly in one hand, turned her face up to his again, pinched her nostrils together with the other hand.
Too soon, she wanted to tell him, as he brought his face down to hers, his mouth opening wider, wider. Because Emily knew, from the strength and rhythm of the beating of her heart and the throbbing in her arm and the pulsing of her blood, just how long it would take her to die.
She closed her eyes, turning her attention not to the pain but only to the rhythm and strength of the throbbing, with such fierce concentration that her whole being dissolved into it. There was mercy in that: for the last few moments of her life, until the little man standing over sucked down her dying breath, the naked woman on the cross was no longer Emily-mind, Emily-body, or even Emily-spirit, but only that throbbing pulse, that slowly beating heart, that hot dark rush of blood.
6
Pender awoke in the darkest dark he’d ever known. Impenetrable blackness-he’d left the flashlight on and the batteries had worn down. He couldn’t see his nose. He’d have felt disembodied if it weren’t for the throbbing in his head.
He forced himself to move slowly, changing the batteries with painstaking deliberation, to prove to himself that he was in charge of…something…himself, his mounting panic, something. But Pender knew, even as the beam from the flashlight did its narrow best to light up the cave, that he was in charge of nothing at that point, least of all his life.
Lying still, conserving oxygen, looking up at the hundreds of tiny, curved stalactites hanging from the ceiling, an old picture book memory surfaced for Pender: somebody sowed dragon’s teeth in the ground, and they sprang up as warriors.
He rolled onto his side, went back to reading the manuscript beside his makeshift pallet. The adventures of P and E and B. It didn’t have a title. Call it
And what a motive: the victim’s dying breath. Pender was less surprised than most would have been. He’d consulted on the Richard Chase investigation. Chase, the so-called Vampire of Sacramento, killed for blood. Pender had also worked on cases where people killed for thrills, for lust, for body parts to add to their collections. This was a new one to him, but it was a difference in degree, not in kind. In Pender’s opinion, in the long run serial killers killed for the sake of killing, they enjoyed holding the power of life and death, and the rest was window dressing.
Before falling asleep, Pender had read up to the part where the trio of psychos were in California, city unspecified, experimenting to find the most efficient way to “dispatch” their “subjects.” (Considering the topic, the prose of the unnamed author-presumably Phil-was surprisingly bloodless, except during the frequent sex scenes.)
Now he read how they’d tried piercing the heart, only to breathe in bloody flume. Internal injuries proved unpredictable. Some died on the spot, others lived hours and might have lived days, if permitted. Then B told them (in pidgin English, dreadfully rendered by the author) that in the old days, after the Dutch had outlawed head-
