A Knife to Remember

not sure.'

“And you were never in Miss Harwell's dressing room?'

“Are you kidding? A slob like me? Hanging around the likes of her?'

“Do you think somebody put it there on purpose to implicate you?'

“I dunno. Maybe. Or maybe she found it wherever I left it and just set it out meaning to ask whose it was and forgot. Or somebody else picked it up and left it there by accident. The police asked me all this and seemed real pissed that I didn't have any good ideas about it.'

“Butch, I'm really sorry about this. It's not fair to you.'

“Yeah, but Jake woulda said, 'You ain't got Fair in your contract.' He had a lot of stuff like that he said. I'm really gonna miss him. That's why it makes me so mad, people acting like I killed him. And then thinking I mighta done anything bad to Miss Harwell — that's crazy! Did you watch that scene yesterday?'

“Only from a distance.'

“Well, let me tell you, she was—' he groped around, trying to come up with the right word, and finally produced one that surprised Jane. 'Stunning. She was stunning.'

“Let's sit down a minute, Butch. You haven't got a cigarette on you, have you? I left mine inside.'

“God, no. I had to give up smoking when I started working for Jake.'

“Oh, yeah. There's no worse crusader than an ex-smoker, is there?'

“What do you mean? Jake never smoked.' 'Oh? I thought he did—' something clicked in the back of Jane's brain.

“Naw, his mom died of lung cancer when he was a kid. He never smoked and never let anybody who worked for him smoke either.'

“But why did I think—?'

“Quiet on the set!' someone behind Jane bellowed.

At the same moment, the intern came plunging through between the pieces of scenery and said, 'Butch —'

“Rolling,' the bullhorn announced.

The set was utterly silent. The intern froze in place and gestured to Butch. Butch responded with a quick movement of his fingers.

Jane put a hand over her mouth to keep from exclaiming. Hand signals! Signing! That's why she thought Jake was an ex-smoker. The way his hand kept fidgeting at lunch. But it wasn't nerves. It was signing! In complete silence, he'd been 'talking' to someone.

The next couple of minutes seemed to last for hours. Jane's mind lurched and wheeled, circling memories, picking some, rejecting others, fitting pieces together, trying to make pieces fit that refused to.

“Cut!”

Without another word to Butch, Jane leaped out of her lawn chair and sprinted to where she thought she'd seen Shelley standing a few minutes before. But Shelley was gone. 'Maisie!' Jane said, spotting a familiar face. 'Have you seen Shelley?'

“I think she's talking to somebody over by the props truck.”

Jane headed that way and met Shelley coming back. 'Quick! We have to find Mel and talk to him. I just realized something!'

“He's at the dressing room trailer.”

He was interviewing someone and they had to wait a few minutes. 'What is this?' Shelley asked in a whisper.

“Not here,' Jane said. 'Inside. Privately.”

An electrician emerged from the trailer and Jane darted inside. 'Mel, I've got to talk to you. At my house where nobody else can hear us.”

She all but dragged him across the field.

Once they were all inside and well away from anyone who might overhear, Jane explained. 'I don't know if anybody mentioned this to you, Mel, but Jake made his workers all learn to sign.'

“You hauled me in here to tell me that?'

“Yes. It's important. He was doing it at that lunch the day he was killed. I noticed, but then I forgot about it. It was after he'd finished eating and he kept fidgeting his fingers, as if he were antsy for a cigarette to handle. I just figured he was a recently reformed smoker and didn't give it any more thought. But you see? He was giving someone a message!”

Mel wasn't convinced. 'What if he was? We'll never know what it was. I don't see how it helps us—”

Jane had suddenly stepped back, her eyes wide! 'But we might—! The tape!'

“Jane, have you gone over the edge,' Shelley said. 'What are you babbling about? What tape?'

“Somebody was taping the lunch! Roberto found out about it and had a fit. He ripped the tape out of the camcorder and gave it to me to throw away!'

“What did you do with it?' Mel asked, getting interested.

“I have no idea! Oh, hell! What did I do with it?'

“Don't get hysterical,' Mel said sharply. 'Just calm down and think it through. He handed you the tape and —?'

“He didn't really hand it to me, he sort of threw it at me. And I–I stuffed it into the big front pocket of the sweatshirt I was wearing. Then — then Lynette started that horrible story about her and Steve! I just don't know! Maybe I dropped it.”

She closed her eyes, trying to bring back the terrible memory of the next few minutes. 'I came inside. Upstairs. I tried to talk to Mike, but he was mad and stomped out. I went in my room—”

She opened her eyes again and without a word turned and ran upstairs. A few seconds later, she came running back down with the tape cassette held high. 'I kicked it under the bed. Shelley, turn on the television.”

She shoved the tape into the maw of the VCR. The three of them leaned forward, nearly ear to ear, watching as the luncheon replayed. It seemed endless. People came and went, passed the camera, blotting out the people at the table momentarily. Roberto's endless story went on and on.

“Fast forward the thing,' Mel ordered. 'No. Stop! There.”

The photographer had a good long shot of the table. Jake's hand was clearly visible.

“That's signing, all right,' Mel said. 'Hold it, I've got to call the office.' He returned a minute later. 'One of the secretaries signs. She's on her way over. You haven't cleaned your kitchen real well lately, have you?”

Jane looked at him with surprise. 'Mel, I've got dust bunnies so old they're collecting social security. Of course I haven't cleaned my kitchen 'real well' lately. Why?'

“Because this tape may explain who was in your house and why.'

“I don't get—'

“They were looking for this tape, Jane. Somebody knew what Jake had said and didn't want a record of it. They must have left fingerprints when they wrecked the place hunting.'

“Or maybe Jake himself wanted it,' Shelley said.

“Whoever it was, I'm going to have to fingerprint the kitchen and then start fingerprinting everybody out there. We hadn't done that because there weren't prints on the knife to compare to and the only ones on the tea mug were Harwell's and Longabach's, which were supposed to be on it. It's going to be a long afternoon, ladies. And we don't yet know if this damned tape will be any help at all.”

24

They ran the tape several times. The secretary Mel had summoned translated for them.

“He's talking to Lynette, of course,' Jane said. 'They go way back together and he must have known she had a brother who was deaf and assumed she'd understand the signing. It certainly explains Butch's medallion, doesn't it?'

“It might,' Mel said. 'But we can't be sure. It's not proof. Conjecture won't get me anyplace except pointed in the right direction.'

“But you can find out whether what he was say- ing is true, can't you? Subpoena records—?' Jane asked.

Mel nodded. 'But even then — maybe nobody cared that much if it was known.'