He pulled a white paper dust mask over his nose and mouth, slipped on his Ray-bans, took a deep, filtered breath, and headed off.
It meant going past the rubble of the warehouse again. The surviving crewmembers were too intent on their work to notice Marty, which is what he was hoping. He diverted his gaze, afraid someone would see him watching and try to draft him into the hopeless enterprise.
The three bodies the surviving crewmembers had recovered so far were laid out on the cracked asphalt under the tent that was supposed to protect the caterer’s junk food from the sun. It was amazing the tent was still standing. But the table had fallen, the donuts, candy, fruit, and drinks splattered on the street in a swath of crushed ice.
A woman Marty recognized as one of the hairdressers sobbed beside the body of Clarissa Blake, one of the twenty-something stars of the show. The hairdresser was soaking a napkin with Evian, trying to wipe the blood and dirt off Clarissa’s unnaturally pale face, the only part of her celebrated body that was still identifiable. It was as if someone placed a perfect Clarissa Blake mask on a deflated inflatable girl. Thinking of it like that, it didn’t seem real any more, just a grotesque rubber prop on a horror movie set.
Again, he glanced away quickly, not wanting to be drawn into the morbid scene or think too deeply about it. Clarissa Blake was dead, nothing Marty could do to change that. And bottled water was far too valuable now to be wasting on cleaning the dead. It could be days, maybe weeks, before drinking water was easy to come by.
The thought made Marty swoop down and grab a couple Evians off the ground, jamming them into his jacket pockets as he went. The little bottles were still cold.
Marty walked up the middle of Sante Fe Avenue, wanting to put as much distance between himself and anything that could collapse on him as possible. The most important thing now was to avoid tall buildings and power lines, tunnels and overpasses, staying out in the open as much as possible, even if it meant veering a mile or two off-course. It would be really stupid if he survived the quake only to get squashed by chunk of concrete two minutes later.
Marty didn’t know downtown LA well; in fact, he probably hadn’t been here more than half-a-dozen times in ten years, but he’d seen it from the sky, flying into LAX from New York or Hawaii. From above, the skyscrapers looked like a tangle of weeds breaking through a crack in a parking lot. It wouldn’t be hard to keep away from them. He’d head north, cut across the Civic Center on 1st Street, then follow the course of the Hollywood Freeway back into the valley.
Having a solid plan, and a gym bag full of emergency supplies, made him feel in control of the situation. It was a relief to know that the shifting tectonic plates of the earth’s crust could be tamed by clear thinking, bottled spring water, and a Thomas Brothers map.
There usually wasn’t much traffic on Sante Fe any more, an industrial neighborhood with no more industry. So there were only a few cars on the street now, spread haphazardly along the roadway, banged-up Hot Wheels thrown on the floor by a bored child ready to play something else.
Marty approached a Crown Vic, resting on its side on a jagged slab of bulging asphalt, its wheels spinning slowly. The obese, middle-aged driver was still alive, belted into his seat and wide-eyed with shock, resting his head on the blood-speckled airbag like a pillow, listening to the radio.
“They’re dead… they’re all dead. There’s fire everywhere. I can’t get out. Harvey… he’s burning. He’s behind the glass and he’s burning. He’s all on fire. Oh, God. Oh, shit. If he doesn’t stop banging against the glass, it’s going to break! Stop! Can’t you see it’s cracking? Stop! Goddamn it, Harvey! Please!”
The driver didn’t seem to hear it, or if he did, he was mistaking it for soothing music. Marty wasn’t blessed with such blissful delusions. The terror was seeping out of the radio’s speakers like smoke and he didn’t want to breathe it.
He kept right on walking past the car, trying not to listen to the frantic newscaster and yet unable to stop himself.
“Oh God, it’s fucking breaking! Oh God. Oh fuck. I don’t want to die! Somebody help me!”
Marty quickened his pace, stumbling over cracks and rocks, until he couldn’t hear the voice any more, the newscaster’s pleading muffled by the sobbing, moaning, and cries of pain coming from a parking lot up ahead.
Several dozen workers were behind a wrought-iron fence topped with curls of razor wire, huddled as far as they could get from the building they’d just escaped, its pre-fab concrete walls caving in under a collapsed roof. They hugged each other, covered in plaster and gore, lost in their sorrow and fear.
Don’t look, Marty told himself. Keep moving.
He knew there were going to be a lot more sights like this. Dioramas on a gruesome theme park ride. He couldn’t let any of them get to him. The only person he had to care about was Beth. That was his moral imperative as a good husband.
So he was absolutely doing the right thing. Letting himself get distracted from his moral imperative by the misery of others would be the real sin.
Up ahead, the 4th Street bridge arched over Sante Fe Avenue on its way across the LA River to Boyle Heights. The concrete bridge was still standing, unlike its big sister two blocks south, but as Marty got closer, he could see it was severely cracked, raining a fine powder on the street. Perhaps it was only cosmetic damage, but it wasn’t worth the risk.
Marty took the first side street that came along. It wasn’t much wider than an alley, bordered by gutted, decomposing factories, and blocked mid-way through by an ugly car accident. A big-rig truck had driven over one of those boxy old Volvos, then rolled over and slammed through the wall of a derelict loading dock.
His best guess was that the two vehicles were about to pass one another in the instant before the quake and veered head-on at each other.
He stopped for a moment, worried, feeling beads of sweat roll down his back.
What was bothering him?
There was no fire, and if he hugged the sidewalk on the opposite side of the street, he could slip past the accident easily and continue on to Alameda Street, where he was bound to see worse pile-ups than this.
Much worse. And just think about what the Harbor Freeway is going to look like, he told himself. You’re going to have to cross that soon enough. This is nothing.
He braced himself for the worst and pushed on, his own footsteps sounding unnaturally loud, crunching on bits of glass and crumbs of concrete. The air smelled of mulch, like a freshly planted garden, even through his perspiration-soaked dust mask.
As he edged past the accident, he couldn’t help looking at the carnage. Every Los Angeleno had the same, undeniable urge; it was why even an overheated Chevette parked on the freeway shoulder could cause a traffic snarl going back twenty miles.
The cab of the truck was imbedded in the warehouse, sparing him the sight of the driver. The cargo trailer was cracked open, spilling bags of potting soil, which had burst open on impact, spraying dark black dirt everywhere. Now he knew where the smell came from.
The Volvo was squashed nearly flat and covered in dirt. Even the dullest, safest car made was no match for a Mack truck. The two vehicles bled gasoline, oil, and coolant, which pooled against the curb near Marty’s feet.
Something crackled.
He peered over the Volvo and saw a severed electrical line jerking on the ground, spitting sparks. The truck had taken down a power-pole across the street. The live wire was far away from him and the leaking gasoline. Even so, he would be glad to put some distance between himself and the power line, which he eyed as if it were a living thing, a predator waiting to attack.
And that’s when something did, grabbing him by the ankle.
He screamed and instinctively tried to jump away, tripping himself and hitting the ground hard, provoking another scream, only this one wasn’t his own. It was a scream of agony from inside the car.
Marty scrambled away, looking back to see a dirt-caked arm sticking out of the Volvo, clutching desperately at the air. It was like a hand shooting out of a grave.
“Help me, please,” a woman’s voice pleaded from inside the crumpled Volvo.
He could run. Just keep going. No one would ever know.
“I can’t breathe,” she whimpered.
Marty was crawling to the car before he was even aware he’d made a decision, taking her hand and peering into the opening it came from. It was as if he were staring in the mouth of some metal monster, a great white
