Turn of Mind

Yes, I know. I’m surprised you found it necessary to interfere. I didn’t ask for a consult.

There is a dark young man wearing a T-shirt and blue jeans standing at the counter, surrounded by people.

There she is, he says. He addresses you directly. You said you would borrow the money. Now the fare has increased. It would be even more if I were keeping the meter running now. I turned it off. Can you please pay me? It is now sixty-five dollars.

I don’t know what you’re talking about, you say.

I picked you up at Fullerton and Sheffield. In the rain. You left your purse at home. You said you would borrow the money.

The dark-skinned doctor is now standing behind you. Is there a problem? he asks.

This lady owes me sixty-five dollars. I don’t know why she is lying. If she really is a doctor, she can afford it. If I lose this fare my boss will take it out on me.

The dark-skinned doctor reaches into his pocket. I have fifty dollars. Will that be enough?

The cab driver considers. A phone rings, he picks up his cell phone and flips it open, and speaks in an unintelligible tongue.

Okay. Fine. But I am very upset with this. You’re lucky I don’t call the police.

I’m glad that’s settled, you say, and return to the clinical area.

You are examining a five-year-old complaining of a stomachache when someone knocks on your door. Come in, you call. In walks a heavyset woman, short dark hair. A blazer. She is holding something in her hand.

Dr. White.

Yes?

You are scribbling instructions to the lab, trying to concentrate. The child’s mother is asking questions in a language you don’t understand, the child is whining, and your stomach is complaining from hunger.

Please get the nurse. I need a translator.

Dr. White, you’ll need to come with me, please.

I’m not done.

You consulted the clock.

I’m here until four pm. I can see you then.

Dr. White, I am Detective Luton of the Chicago police.

Yes? You don’t look up.

You and I have met before.

Not that I can remember, you say. You finish writing, hand the slip to the mother, and open the door to usher her and her child out. Then you turn to face the woman directly. No, you say, we have never met.

I understand that you believe that. But we actually have what you could call a relationship. At least I consider it so. Her brown eyes are so dark that the pupils are almost indistinguishable from the irises. She seems to be on edge, yet is speaking in an even voice.

What is this about?

A number of things. The most immediate is that you’re practicing medicine without a license, since yours expired. Then there’s some other outstanding business.

Such as? You lean against the examining table, cross your arms and your ankles. A posture that inevitably intimidated your residents. This woman doesn’t appear in the least disconcerted.

There’s the fact that you went AWOL from your residence yesterday afternoon. Your children have been frantic. The police have been looking for you for more than thirty hours. Funny, we never thought of looking here.

Why the police? you ask. I am an adult. Where I go and what I do is my own business.

I’m afraid not, the woman said.

That’s ridiculous. I just saw Amanda this morning, you say. We had breakfast together. At Ann Sather’s, on Belmont. Every Friday, it’s our time.

Amanda O’Toole has been dead for more than seven months now, Dr. White.

Impossible. She was sitting opposite me eating Swedish pancakes this morning, you say. She complained about the coffee to the waitress, as usual. Then left an overly generous tip. A very typical meal on a very typical day at the end of a very typical week.

You need to come with me, Dr. White.

Faces are crowding up behind the woman’s from the hallway. Faces curious and not particularly friendly. You unfold your arms, stand up straight. All right. But you are interfering with some important work. A lot of the people you saw waiting in the front office won’t get seen today because of you.

To this the woman says nothing, but gestures toward the door. You hesitate before exiting the room in front of