She supposed they suited her. She was always on the move too, wasn’t she? And always nervous, always on edge.
She felt someone looking at her and glanced up, afraid that it was Cray, but it was only the bartender, yards away, polishing a glass. He’d smiled at her when she entered, inviting conversation. She had ignored him, anxious to take her seat before Cray saw her. Apparently her indifference had left him undeterred.
She couldn’t imagine why he was interested in her. She had never thought of herself as particularly attractive. Her eyes were pretty — men liked blue eyes — but her mouth was too small, and her cheeks were too round, and she had too many freckles.
At nineteen she’d been cute, she supposed. Justin had thought so when he married her. Still, nineteen had been long ago. She was thirty-one now and felt older, and whenever she looked in a mirror, she wondered just who it was she saw.
Her gaze shifted away from the bartender. She glanced at Cray again.
He had half turned in his chair, reaching behind him, his hand in his back pocket, and she realized he was taking out his wallet. Apparently he wasn’t staying for dinner. He meant to pay for his drinks and leave.
To follow him would be too obvious. She had to exit first.
Elizabeth fumbled in her purse, found a bill that was either a five or a ten, dropped it on the table. If it was a ten, she was overpaying by a rather serious margin for her glass of ginger ale, but there was no time to worry about it. No time, even though ordinarily she would almost rather die than throw away money, having so little to spare.
She eased her chair away from the table, afraid to scrape the legs on the bare floor and draw Cray’s attention. Then swiftly she crossed the room to the exit, merely nodding at the bartender when he waved good- bye.
On the TV behind him, the football game continued. The Panthers were slaughtering the Saints. Not a good sign.
Elizabeth entered the lobby, then paused, pretending to adjust her purse while she glanced over her shoulder. Through the glass door she saw Cray rising from his chair, scattering bills on the table.
He would be out here in a moment.
Once in the lobby, he might leave via the front door, which led to the driveway, or via the rear door, which opened onto the terrace. There were other possibilities. He might go to the gift shop or find a rest room. She had to wait and see, but she would be too conspicuous just standing here.
“Help you, ma’am?”
The question startled her. She glanced at the front desk and saw the clerk watching her with a courteously unreadable expression.
Cray must be approaching the exit. He would be right on top of her in seconds.
She had to do something.
“Yes,” she answered. “At least I hope you can.”
She walked quickly to the desk, having no idea what she was about to say.
The clerk smiled. “We’re here to serve. What can I do for you?”
“Well, I was just wondering… Does the hotel have a tennis club? I mean, a private club for local residents to join?”
She wondered where that inquiry had come from. She’d never played tennis in her life, and there was no private club of any kind that she could possibly afford to join.
The clerk nodded. “As a matter of fact, we do. I may have a brochure here someplace.”
He shuffled through some documents, and she leaned close, averting her face from the door to the bar.
When she heard a rustle of displaced air, she knew the door had opened.
Cray was in the lobby with her. She forced herself not to look up, not to betray the slightest concern.
“Sorry,” the clerk said. “I seem to have mislaid it. But you can get the information at the tennis center. They’re open until nine.”
“I’ll do that.”
At the edge of her vision, the door to the rear terrace opened, and a figure in black passed through.
He’d gone outside.
Once he left the immediate area, he could go anywhere on the resort’s spacious grounds, and she might never track him down.
She stepped away from the desk, saying a quick thank-you.
“Do you need directions?” the clerk asked.
“I think I know where to find it.” Hurrying for the terrace.
“That’s the wrong way, ma’am.”
“I can find it.” Move, move.
“But that’s the wrong—”
She pushed open the door and emerged onto the terrace, and at the desk, the clerk shook his head slowly.
He was not actually a clerk. His proper title was night manager. He saw all sorts of people come and go. Sometimes he thought of writing a book about it. He had a degree in English literature from the University of Arizona, for all the good it had done him.
Most of the people who stopped at the desk could be sized up easily enough, but the woman in the straw hat intrigued him, and not just because she was pretty and her voice was the type he liked — hushed and shy and faintly smoky, a bedroom voice.
She had been lying, of course. She had no interest in the tennis club. He doubted she could afford it. She was wearing a yellow blouse and a white skirt, a summer outfit not quite appropriate for late September, even in the desert heat. The blouse was faded, and the skirt had begun to fray at the hem.
He was a writer, or at least he liked to think so, and he had been told that writers noticed such things.
But none of that was the reason she intrigued him.
It was some quality in her eyes, her face, something that lay behind her quick smile and bright demeanor. Something like… desperation.
And as he recalled from one of his many English classes, the root word of
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Elizabeth emerged from the lobby into the balmy night, sure that Cray would be moving fast, nearly out of sight.
But he surprised her. He stood at the railing, absorbed in the view of the city.
She stopped outside the door, once again at a loss for anything inconspicuous to do.
Damn. She just wasn’t very good at this.
Sneaking around, hiding from sight, spying on a man like Cray — there were people who could do such things, but Elizabeth Palmer was not one of them.
At any moment Cray might turn, and then he would see her. He couldn’t do anything to her, not in a public place, but once he knew she was after him, she would not be safe again, ever.
All right. Think.
There were two routes he could take when he was done admiring the view. He could return to the lobby or
