saved my life.
Then I felt something kick my leg, looked up to see a young girl on the ground. She’d tripped over my foot, but jumped up like an acrobat in training, brushed off her overalls.
“Ta-da!” she squealed, like she’d meant to do it all along.
“Alyssa!” Her mother came jogging up, holding a New York City map and a Dean amp; DeLuca bag. “I’m sorry,” the woman said. “Kids can be clumsy.”
“Not a problem,” I said. I leaned down so my face was close to Alyssa’s, Amanda’s arms still clenched around my neck. “Careful there, Alyssa, you don’t want to disturb these guys.” I pointed to the spiders.
“Why not?” she asked, her little mouth confused, but spread in a mischievous grin.
“Because if you don’t watch out, they might…” Then I began tickling Amanda, until she squirmed and squealed out of my arms. Alyssa was clapping and jumping, giggling like a baby.
“Or else they tickle you?” she asked.
“Exactly.”
Her mother smiled at me, took Alyssa’s hand and led her away.
“What can I say,” I said, pecking Amanda on the lips. “Kids love me.”
“I think she was sweet on you,” Amanda said, her jeweled eyes laying me open. “Do I have anything to be jealous about?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. I’ve decided to forgo my gorgeous, mature girlfriend in lieu of a much younger woman whose parents have a more stable bank account and a good sandbox.”
She kissed me, placed her hand on my chest where the bullet had torn through my skin.
“How does it feel?” she asked.
“Still burns sometimes, but not as bad. Doc says it’ll hurt more in the winter. That gives me about three months of summer sun, and after that you’ll have to keep me warm.”
“I don’t think that will be a problem.”
“So what’s the emergency? Sounded important.”
“It is,” she said. She took the notebook from my hand, kissed it, then reached into her pocket. When she looked up her face was serious, more serious than I’d seen in a long time.
“I want you to have this,” Amanda said. “I’ve never given one to anybody before, but…” Her voice trailed off. “You deserve to see it.”
Into my palm, she placed a notebook of her own. The cover looked familiar. I opened it up. There were two words written at the top of the page. Carl Bernstein.
“Remember that night in my car, how you wanted to know what I could possibly have learned in such a short amount of time?” I nodded, knew that night vividly. “Well, now I want you to know what I thought about you that day. Go ahead, look.”
I read it.
Carl Bernstein
Early to midtwenties. No baggage other than a backpack, all alone. There’s a look in his eyes like something I’ve never seen, a tenderness that seems to come from out of nowhere. Like he’s scared, vulnerable. He acts like I’ve saved the life of somebody I’ve just met.
I scanned the rest of the page. When I was through, I stood up, gathered Amanda into my arms and swung her around, our lips never parting, until my rib hurt and I had to put her down.
Amanda leaned down and kissed my shirt, right where the slug had entered my body. She rose back up and grinned. “I think scars are actually kind of manly. And you know what I like most about them?”
“What?” I asked.
“You never know exactly what’s below them.” She smiled. “Now come on, hero, you have a story to write.” We both laughed and walked down the street, arm in arm. Amanda laid her head on my shoulder. Kissing her forehead, I held her tight.
Never to look back.
Epilogue
The cold wind snapped and bit Michael DiForio’s face as he stepped off the curb. An aide he’d never met stepped into an ankle-deep puddle as he opened the door to the Oldsmobile. Fucking new guys, DiForio thought. All utterly worthless.
They’d had to take on extra help after Barnes massacred four men in that run-down building on 80th Street. The new faces only added to the disharmony, only made their family weaker. And over the last few weeks, Michael’s family barely had the strength to continue.
In the last three weeks, nearly all of DiForio’s protection had ceased communication, fell off the face of the damn earth. Most had simply stopped responding to phone calls, others would whisper stop calling and hang up. That’s why the new faces. That’s why the whole thing had gone up in smoke.
According to a Lieutenant at the 53rd Precinct, several weeks after Henry Parker’s vindication on three counts of first-degree murder, every officer, politician and newsman on the DiForio payroll received a mysterious package in the mail. Inside each package was a reprint of a photograph that Michael recognized as the handiwork of the late Hans Gustofson. Accompanying these photos was a letter, warning that unless all illegal activities were ceased immediately, the pictures in question would be released to the press.
Half the cops were scared shitless. The others all had a “change of heart.” The photo album had disappeared completely. And countless hours and dollars had been thrown out the window.
We can’t work for you anymore, Michael. We swore an oath to the city.
Goddamn fucking saints going back on their word after they’d already taken Michael for thousands. Cut him off, just like that. That goddamn Parker was behind it. He had to be.
Michael’s first order of business was to find Henry Parker and end him. The kid had ruined so much, Michael wasn’t sure how much was salvageable. Regardless, vengeance had to be dealt, and swiftly. Michael had to regain control.
Blanket slid into the backseat next to DiForio. A portly driver who reeked of fried onions got behind the wheel. Blanket gestured to the new man, who gave Michael a nervous nod.
“Boss, this is Kenny. Kenny’ll be driving you for the time being until we take on more help.” DiForio gave Kenny a quick nod, nothing more.
Kenny turned the ignition and began to ease out of the driveway. He braked abruptly, then started up again, sending Michael lurching forward. Kenny clearly hadn’t done much driving outside of the pizza truck or wherever they’d found his sorry ass. Kenny pulled out of the complex, zipping along at four miles an hour, like a teenager afraid to piss off his driving instructor.
Henry Parker. A twenty-four-year-old kid, had all but ruined him.
The album was gone. Gustofson and Fredrickson were dead, as was Shelton Barnes. Leonard Denton, a reliable soldier for years, was dead. Luis and Christine Guzman were in protective custody. So many soldiers dead. The rest deserting like rats from a ship.
DiForio had known all along about Denton’s history, figured sooner or later it would catch up to him. Talk about shitty timing, even if he wanted to take out Parker right now-which he did, oh, God, how he did-goddamn video surveillance was on him like the clap on a prostitute.
The papers didn’t mention a funeral for the third man, didn’t even identify the man’s name. Didn’t matter. He wasn’t worth a funeral. And for the second time, Michael DiForio had killed Shelton Barnes. And this time, he wasn’t coming back.
“Hey, Ken, whatever the fuck your name is, you want to step on it?”
“Ken’s new, Mike,” Blanket replied. “You’ll get used to him.”
“I’ll be late for my own fucking funeral the way he drives. Hey, Ken, you see that movie about a bomb on the bus? You go a mile an hour under fifty the rest of the way and I’ll cut your fucking ears off.”
Ken nodded. The mood he was in, Michael just might keep his word.
Ken pressed his foot down on the gas and DiForio watched the speedometer climb to five, then ten, fifteen.
