Raistlin stretched and rose from the table, leaning against the mantel. Sturm shifted in his chair, his young thoughts muddled and bitter.
'As to those who left, who joined the peasant army, the gods know what befell most of them. I have heard that many served their new allegiance bravely and well. But those who remained were still confident. For you see, my father had told them-told the Knights and the Knights only, his close group of followers sworn to the Oath and the Measure-that old Agion Pathwarden, in his seventies then but full of vigor and vinegar, was coming to lift the siege with fifty Knights, almost all the fighting garrison of Castle di Caela, just an afternoon's ride to the south. They could wait it out, of that they were certain.
'Certain until a messenger came from the peasant commander-an old druidess whose name my mother could not remember-that Lord Agion and his company had been betrayed. Someone in Father's garrison had sneaked word to the peasants as to the secret, roundabout road Lord Agion would take from Castle di Caela to Castle Brightblade. They were ambushed in the foothills, grievously outnumbered. Not a Knight survived, though they all died fighting. They say that Agion was among the first to fall.'
Sturm closed his eyes.
'Did they ever find the traitor?' Caramon asked, always one for justice and retribution. Sturm nodded slowly.
'So they say. And the best were all on the hunt-Gunthar, Boniface, Alfred MarKenin. Father had told them to let it go, but they hounded until Boniface flushed the turncoat. The man was a new Knight-from Lemish, predictably. Lord Boniface accused him, the man denied and denied, and of course it was trial by combat next. But the coward slithered away that very night. It is said that the peasants hanged him themselves; Gunthar saw a body on the gibbet when he passed through their lines.
'Father sent word to the old druidess on the morrow. Despite the druidess's natural skills as a general and a strategist, the peasants maintained that she was just and fair-just and fair to a fault. Since those whom he had trusted had betrayed him, Father ventured his faith into other grounds. He told her, that druidess, that he wanted no further bloodshed between Solamnics, whether they were of the Order or against it. That if such were impossible, that the spilled blood be his alone. To assure such a warring peace, he handed himself over to the peasantry in exchange for their promise of safe passage for the Lords Alfred and Boniface, for Gunthar and for the remaining garrison of Castle Brightblade.
'Or so they say,' Sturm muttered, his gaze angry on the glistening shield. 'For that night he walked into the blinding snow, and none who survived that time ever saw him again.'
The common room of the inn fell into respectful silence. Otik paused in sweeping the hearth and leaned against his broom, and the young girl he had hired to spread fresh rushes on the floor ceased her midnight labor and crouched by the bar, knowing somehow that this pained, intimate talk demanded her stillness.
'Did I tell you that Lord Angriff went to his fate laughing?' Sturm asked with an odd smile. 'That as easily as if he were disrobing for the night, he handed his shield and breastplate to his good friend Lord Boniface?'
Sturm closed his eyes. His voice cracked as he continued the story.
' 'They are no use to me where I go,' he said, 'these instruments of Knighthood. And why are you troubled?' he asked them. 'Why do dark thoughts arise in your hearts?' It was all they could do to keep from weeping, Mother said, for they knew that he went to his death and that they would never see the likes of him again.
'So he embraced his companions that afternoon and passed from their midst, soon lost in the swirling countryside beyond the walls of Castle Brightblade. Two men followed him into the blinding snow. They disobeyed my father's commands because of the love they bore him, and for a moment, the weeping men of the garrison saw my father and the two who followed him as a triad of dark spots in the depth of the blizzard, and then again at the very edge of sight, where the snow-shrouded torches of the peasants looked like low and distant stars, and the three of them seemed to enter the thin, dark ranks of the enemy, never falling, but as though they walked blindly into an impenetrable thicket.'
Sturm shivered. 'It is out of that thicket that the son of Angriff Brightblade has emerged, my friends. I shall find Lord Angriff Brightblade, or what has become of him, though the Jaws of Hiddukel stand in the way, full intending to undo me.'
'Which they well may do, lad,' Raistlin said quietly. 'Which they well may do.'
Sturm swallowed nervously. 'Whether they do or no, 'tis time I should test them. Would that I had your wits in my service, Raistlin Majere. Or Caramon's strength. The High Clerist's Tower is a fierce place for a backwoods boy.'
'You are no weakling, Sturm!' Caramon encouraged loudly, startling the little girl by the bar, who scurried into the shadows, trailing rushes. 'You can ride, too, and use a sword far better than I can. It's just that… just…'
'I'm no swordsman,' Sturm asserted. 'Not really. Not like my father was, nor like they're accustomed to seeing in the north. Nor half as brave, nor nearly the horseman. Ask my mother. Ask our Solamnic friends, who travel south just to tell me these things.'
Caramon opened his mouth as if to answer, then leaned back in his chair disgustedly. Words once again had mastered him. Somewhere below them, on the road that wound through the vallenwoods of Solace, the whicker of a horse rose out of the whistling night wind, and the harsh shout of a rider followed it.
'What we both are trying to say,' Raistlin urged, turning away from his thoughts and regarding Sturm with a bright, unsettling stare, 'is that if you hear such things in Solace, you'll hear worse in the Vingaards. This is too early, Sturm. The North is ravenous, and the Order… well, the Order is as you have told us.'
'It must be now, Raistlin,' Sturm argued, lifting the cup to his lips, tasting the tepid, smoky brew. 'It must be now because, above the Code and Measure and my mother's last stories, I can stand it no longer.'
'What's that?' Caramon asked, his mind already elsewhere. But the story continued in his thoughts: the incomparable Angriff Brightblade, master swordsman and hero and noble Knight, who had the nerve to vanish magnificently at the siege of Castle Brightblade.
Who had the nerve to leave behind a son and too many questions.
'I have to know,' Sturm announced dramatically. 'I have to find my father. Yes, yes, he may be dead. But up there, he's a memory instead of… well, instead of a legend.'
Raistlin sighed. With a strange, broken smile, he turned back to the fire.
'Everything my father has done,' Sturm explained, 'in the lists, in the Nerakan Wars, in keeping castle and family-'
'Tramples on your young days,' Raistlin interrupted. He coughed, no doubt a winter cold, and swirled the lukewarm tea in his cup. 'This hunt for fathers,' he observed ironically, 'is a haunted thing. You have to put a face on the one who is killing you.'
Caramon nodded slowly, though he did not really understand. His gaze followed that of his brother. The twins sat in silence, staring at the red embers.
Yes, it is haunted, Sturm thought angrily, looking at the two of them, content in their strangely balanced fellowship. But you will never understand. Neither of you. For no matter what befalls, you have each other to… to…
To show you who you are.
And no one is killing me.
Baffled in the thicket of his own thoughts, Sturm rose from the table. The twins scarcely noticed his departure as he walked into the bracing Abanasinian night. Caramon waved softly over his shoulder, and the last Sturm saw of his friends, they were sitting side by side, framed by firelight and yoked by shadows, each lost in his opposite dreams.
Chapter 4
Now, with the journey north and a season in Solamnia behind him, all Sturm had kept of that moment was its expectation and gloom.
