‘Fuckers.’ As he started off again he continued to curse his friends. The ground was wet and treacherous; he wondered if he would be better staying still but immediately brushed the thought aside in favour of keeping moving. He had managed only another few yards when the cloud covering receded and the moonlight came out again. As he looked ahead to the newly lit field, he stopped still. He felt as if he’d been struck in the chest.
‘What the fuck is that?’
There was a pale, white object sticking out of the ground. It looked familiar to him, but in such an unfamiliar setting he couldn’t be sure.
Ben slit his eyes, tried to get a better view. The object remained elusive. He edged a step or two closer, tilted his head towards the light but he still couldn’t see it clearly enough. As he took further paces, another cloud passed over the moon and the light weakened once again. His vision diminished and he was suddenly aware of a heady scent. The smell caught in the back of his nostrils and throat, it was like something from the science labs at school, he thought.
His hand shot up to his mouth, it was an involuntary action. Was he going to gag? he wondered. His stomach grew heavy, he sensed the bile rising. Then the light returned and he was facing two bright yellow eyes.
Ben’s heart stilled.
He screamed out.
The sky brightened some more and the fox he had been staring at took off for the long grass. When he regained his composure he realised the pale, white object he had seen was indeed familiar: it was a woman’s leg.
‘Ben, you all right?’ It was Garry.
‘Ben… Ben…’ And the girls.
The car headlights were shone into the field. Ben took another look at the pale, white leg. It was attached to a pale, white body.
He looked away quickly.
Ben’s shoulders tensed, his throat constricted.
As his stomach heaved, he bent over and vomited on the ground.
Ben was still retching when the girls appeared, running towards him through the lit-up grass.
‘Ben… what is it?’
He tried to straighten himself in time, to stop them from seeing what was there, but he was too late.
The girls’ loud, frightened screams were for real this time.
Chapter 1
The fluorescent green of the alarm clock stung DI Rob Brennan’s eyes as he awoke, but it was the ringing phone by the bedside that did the real damage. He reached out, knocked it off its cradle and heard it clatter to the ground. His next instinct was to turn round and see if his wife was still asleep beside him, but she wasn’t there; he remembered now.
Brennan eased himself upright, leaned over the edge of the bed and retrieved the receiver; his voice rasped as he spoke, ‘Yes, Brennan.’
‘Hello, sorry to wake you…’ It was DS Stevie McGuire — the lad still hadn’t learned how to handle him, thought Brennan. He didn’t like people who opened conversations with the word ‘sorry’.
‘What is it?’
The line crackled a little. There was a pause, Stevie preparing his words carefully — he knew that much then. ‘Boss, there’s been a call…’
‘There better have been more than a bloody call if you’re getting me out of my kip at this hour, Stevie.’
The DS coughed gently, was he thinking of another apology? ‘Yes, well… There was a call and we had uniform check it out. By all accounts it’s not pretty.’
Brennan’s interest was aroused. He massaged the back of his neck with his hand and then he rose from the bed, walked towards the window and stuck his fingers in the blinds. It was still dark out. ‘Go on.’
‘The early reports are a female, looks sexually motivated.’
‘Have you been to the scene?’ Brennan knew he hadn’t; if he had he wouldn’t be relaying the uniforms’ report. He was reaching, making assumptions.
‘No.’ Stevie sounded defensive now. ‘The victim’s half naked, bound and tied.’
‘So it looks sexually motivated, Stevie.’ He let the implication hang.
‘Yes, sir.’
Brennan removed his fingers from the blinds, turned towards the bed. The wind outside worried the window latch. ‘Where is she?’
‘Just off the bypass… Straiton will be about the nearest if you’re mapping it.’
‘She’s in the wilds?’
McGuire’s tone softened, he seemed to be relaxing again. ‘A field
… The boffins are setting up, or on their way there now.’
Brennan gouged a knuckle into his eye, rubbed. He was awake now, but not fully functioning. It was cold in the room, it would be colder outside; the chill air would wake him, he thought, if the job didn’t get there first. ‘OK, Stevie, pick me up in fifteen.’
‘Yes, sir.’
He hung up.
Brennan returned the phone to its cradle and looked at the pillow lying beside his; it didn’t look slept on. His thoughts zigzagged for a moment. He turned away, flicked the light switch on, immediately his eyes creased in a defensive move as the shadeless bulb burned. He let his vision adjust for a moment or two and then he headed towards the wardrobe. He stood firm footed as he tried to grasp what his next move should be. He grabbed the first shirt he came to — pale blue, button-down collar — and matched it with the first pair of trousers he found — grey, chino-style — they had been put away with the belt still in the loops and were saggy kneed; he dressed quickly.
In the bathroom the strip light was even brighter. Brennan ran a cold palm down his chin but knew a shave, even a quick run over with the electric razor, was out of the question. He looked at his stubble, it had started to lighten, there were white spikes poking through; he wondered why the greying hadn’t reached the hair on his head yet. In a moment the passing thought was expunged from his mind; he had more serious matters to consider now. The demands of the job always came first and he felt vaguely guilty to have let himself forget that, even for a second. There was a woman lying dead in a field — that was his focus now.
Outside the bathroom, Brennan stood in the top landing staring at his daughter’s bedroom door. A light flickered on the inch or so of exposed jamb — she had fallen asleep with the television on again. He’d told her about that a dozen times but had always been ignored. He sighed; there was another talk he needed to have with Sophie — one he didn’t want to have — and he wondered how she would react.
Brennan grabbed his jacket and overcoat from the banister, headed downstairs. He looked at his watch as he went, it read 3:42. McGuire would be arriving in under five minutes. In the hallway outside the kitchen door Brennan put on his jacket, fastened the buttons, then fitted himself into his overcoat. He felt bulky as he thrashed about looking for his cigarettes. He tried all his pockets; they weren’t there.
‘Fucking hell,’ he mumbled.
Brennan turned the handle on the kitchen door, walked in. He saw his wife straight away; she was sitting with her face towards the wall, smoking one of his cigarettes. He looked at her for a moment, tried to discern some kind of meaning from the tableau but could find none.
‘Joyce…’
She had heard him come in, couldn’t have failed to, but she refused to acknowledge him. He stared on, she was still for a moment longer and then she brought the filter tip of the cigarette up to her lips and inhaled deeply. Brennan continued watching her for a few seconds longer and then retreated through the door, closing it gently.
In the hallway, he shook his head and made for the front door. He opened up and stepped outside. At the end
