attempted to talk.
“Big party,” he said, nodding toward the hotel.
The whole law firm was assembled up there. Almost two hundred people milling around. Talking in groups. Detaching themselves and moving on. Handshakes and air kisses. A line of enormous barbecues had been set out. Members of staff dressed in white were laying out a barbecue buffet on a long table covered with a linen cloth. They scurried between the hotel kitchen and the table like white mice in their ridiculously tall chef’s hats.
“Yes,” replied Rebecka, and hoisted her crocodile skin bag onto her shoulder. “But I’ve got through worse things.”
He laughed and pulled away, the prow lifting out of the water. A black cat slunk silently down from the jetty and disappeared into the tall grass.
Rebecka set off. The island looked tired after the summer. Well trodden, dried out, worn out.
This is where they’ve walked, she thought. All the families with children, carrying their picnic blankets, all the well dressed, tipsy people from the boats.
The grass was short and turning yellow. The trees dusty and thirsty. She could imagine what it would look like in the forest. No doubt there were heaps of bottles, cans, used condoms and human feces under the blueberry bushes and ferns.
The track up to the hotel was as hard as concrete. Like the cracked back of a prehistoric lizard. She was a lizard herself. Just landed in her spaceship. Wearing human clothing on her way into the trial by fire. Trying to imitate human behavior. Look at people around her and do the same. Hope the disguise wouldn’t gape at the neck.
She had almost reached the gardens.
Come on, she said to herself. You can do this.
After she’d killed those men in Kiruna she’d carried on with her job at the law firm of Meijer & Ditzinger as usual. Things had gone well, she thought. In fact they’d gone completely to hell. She hadn’t thought about the blood and the bodies. When she looked back now to the time before she was signed off on sick leave, she couldn’t actually remember thinking at all. She’d thought she was working. But in the end all she was doing was moving paper from one pile to another. True, she was sleeping badly. And wasn’t really there, somehow. It could take an eternity just to get ready in the morning and get to work. The catastrophe came from behind. She didn’t see it before it landed right on top of her. It was just a simple merger and acquisition case. The client had been wondering about the period of notice on a local rental agreement. And she’d given completely the wrong answer. All the files with all the contracts right under her nose, but she hadn’t understood what they said. The client, a French mail order company, had demanded compensation from the firm.
She remembered how Mans Wenngren, her boss, had looked at her. His face blood red behind the desk. She’d tried to resign, but he wouldn’t agree.
“It would look terrible for the firm,” he’d said. “Everybody would think you’d been pushed out. That we were letting down a colleague with psychological… who isn’t very well.”
She’d staggered out of the office that same afternoon. And when she stood on Birger Jarlsgatan in the autumn darkness with the lights of the expensive cars swishing past and the tastefully decorated shop windows and the pubs down on Stureplan, she was suddenly overcome by a strong feeling that she’d never be able to go back to Meijer & Ditzinger. She’d felt as though she wanted to get as far away from them as possible. But it didn’t turn out like that.
She was signed off on sick leave. For a week at a time, first of all. Then for a month at a time. The doctor had told her to do whatever she enjoyed. If there was anything she liked about her job, she should carry on doing that.
The firm’s criminal caseload had begun to increase significantly after Kiruna. Her name and picture had been kept out of the papers, but the name of the firm had appeared frequently in the media. And it had produced results. People got in touch and wanted to be represented by “that girl who was up in Kiruna.” They got the standard response that the firm could provide a more experienced criminal lawyer, but that girl could sit in and assist. In this way the firm got a foothold in the big trials that were reported in the press. During that time there were two gang rapes, a murder with robbery and a complicated bribery and corruption case.
The partners suggested she should carry on sitting in on the cases while she was on sick leave. It didn’t happen very often. And it was a good way of keeping in touch with the job. And she didn’t need to do any preparation. Just sit in. But only if she wanted to, of course.
She’d agreed because she didn’t think she had any choice. She’d embarrassed the firm, got them involved in a compensation claim and lost a client. It was impossible to say no. She owed them, and she nodded and smiled.
At least she managed to get herself out of bed on the days she was sitting in court. Usually it was the accused who drew the first glances from the jury and the judge, but now she was the main attraction in the circus. She kept her eyes fixed on the desk in front of her and let them look. Criminals, magistrates, prosecutors, jurors. She could almost hear them thinking: “so that’s her…”
She’d arrived at the gardens in front of the hotel. Here the grass was suddenly fresh and green. They must have had the sprinklers going like mad during the dry summer. The scent of the last dog-roses of summer drifted inland on the evening breeze. The air was pleasantly warm. The younger women were wearing sleeveless linen dresses. The slightly older ones covered their upper arms with light cotton cardigans from I Blues and Max Mara. The men had left their ties at home. They trotted back and forth in their Gant trousers with drinks for the ladies. Checked out the charcoal in the barbecue and chatted knowledgeably with the kitchen staff.
She scanned the crowd. No Maria Taube. No Mans Wenngren.
And one of the partners was heading toward her-Erik Ryden. On with the smile. “Is that her?”
Petra Wilhelmsson watched Rebecka Martinsson coming up the track toward the hotel. Petra had only just started with the firm. She was leaning against the railing outside the entrance. On one side of her stood Johan Grill, also new to the firm, and on the other side stood Krister Ahlberg, a criminal lawyer in his thirties.
“Yes, that’s her,” confirmed Krister Ahlberg. “The firm’s very own little Modesty Blaise.”
He emptied his glass and placed it on the railing with a little bang. Petra shook her head slowly.
“To think she killed somebody,” she said.
“Three people, actually,” said Krister.
“God, it makes my hair stand on end! Look!” said Petra, holding her arm up to show the two gentlemen in her company.
Krister Ahlberg and Johan Grill looked carefully at her arm. It was brown and slender. A few very fine hairs had been bleached almost white by the summer sun.
“I don’t mean because she’s a girl,” Petra went on, “but she just doesn’t look the type to…”
“And she wasn’t. She had a nervous breakdown in the end. And she can’t cope with the job. Sits in on the big name criminal trials sometimes. And I’m the one that does all the work then gets left behind in the office with the cell phone switched on just in case something comes up. But she’s the star.”
“Is she a star?” asked Johan Grill. “They never wrote anything about her, did they?”
“No, but in legal circles everybody knows who she is. Sweden’s legal circle isn’t very big, as you’ll soon find out.”
Krister Ahlberg measured out a centimeter between the thumb and forefinger of his right hand. He noticed that Petra’s glass was empty, and wondered if he ought to offer to get her a refill. But that would mean leaving little Petra alone with Johan.
“God,” said Petra, “I wonder what it feels like to kill somebody.”
“I’ll introduce you,” said Krister. “We don’t work in the same department, but we went on a course together on commercial contract law. We’ll just wait until Erik Ryden’s let her out of his clutches.”
Erik Ryden took Rebecka in his arms and welcomed her. He was a stocky man, and his duties as host were making him perspire. His body was steaming like a bog in August, surrounded by a miasma of Chanel Pour Monsieur and alcohol. Her right hand patted him several times on the back.
“Glad you could come,” he said with his broadest smile.
