the rest of my natural life. I’ll stay now until Sidney is able to take hold. Then I’m going to live my own life. It will be a little late, but the Kennedys live a long time.”
The day of Harriet’s leaving had seemed far away to Anna Page. Sidney was still her baby, a pretty, rather leggy girl, in her first year at the High School, prone to saunter home with three or four knickerbockered boys in her train, reading “The Duchess” stealthily, and begging for longer dresses. She had given up her dolls, but she still made clothes for them out of scraps from Harriet’s sewing-room. In the parlance of the Street, Harriet “sewed”— and sewed well.
She had taken Anna into business with her, but the burden of the partnership had always been on Harriet. To give her credit, she had not complained. She was past forty by that time, and her youth had slipped by in that back room with its dingy wallpaper covered with paper patterns.
On the day after the arrival of the roomer, Harriet Kennedy came down to breakfast a little late. Katie, the general housework girl, had tied a small white apron over her generous gingham one, and was serving breakfast. From the kitchen came the dump of an iron, and cheerful singing. Sidney was ironing napkins. Mrs. Page, who had taken advantage of Harriet’s tardiness to read the obituary column in the morning paper, dropped it.
But Harriet did not sit down. It was her custom to jerk her chair out and drop into it, as if she grudged every hour spent on food. Sidney, not hearing the jerk, paused with her iron in air.
“Sidney.”
“Yes, Aunt Harriet.”
“Will you come in, please?”
Katie took the iron from her.
“You go. She’s all dressed up, and she doesn’t want any coffee.”
So Sidney went in. It was to her that Harriet made her speech:—
“Sidney, when your father died, I promised to look after both you and your mother until you were able to take care of yourself. That was five years ago. Of course, even before that I had helped to support you.”
“If you would only have your coffee, Harriet!”
Mrs. Page sat with her hand on the handle of the old silver-plated coffee-pot. Harriet ignored her.
“You are a young woman now. You have health and energy, and you have youth, which I haven’t. I’m past forty. In the next twenty years, at the outside, I’ve got not only to support myself, but to save something to keep me after that, if I live. I’ll probably live to be ninety. I don’t want to live forever, but I’ve always played in hard luck.”
Sidney returned her gaze steadily.
“I see. Well, Aunt Harriet, you’re quite right. You’ve been a saint to us, but if you want to go away—”
“Harriet!” wailed Mrs. Page, “you’re not thinking—”
“Please, mother.”
Harriet’s eyes softened as she looked at the girl
“We can manage,” said Sidney quietly. “We’ll miss you, but it’s time we learned to depend on ourselves.”
After that, in a torrent, came Harriet’s declaration of independence. And, mixed in with its pathetic jumble of recriminations, hostility to her sister’s dead husband, and resentment for her lost years, came poor Harriet’s hopes and ambitions, the tragic plea of a woman who must substitute for the optimism and energy of youth the grim determination of middle age.
“I can do good work,” she finished. “I’m full of ideas, if I could get a chance to work them out. But there’s no chance here. There isn’t a woman on the Street who knows real clothes when she sees them. They don’t even know how to wear their corsets. They send me bundles of hideous stuff, with needles and shields and imitation silk for lining, and when I turn out something worth while out of the mess they think the dress is queer!”
Mrs. Page could not get back of Harriet’s revolt to its cause. To her, Harriet was not an artist pleading for her art; she was a sister and a bread-winner deserting her trust.
“I’m sure,” she said stiffly, “we paid you back every cent we borrowed. If you stayed here after George died, it was because you offered to.”
Her chin worked. She fumbled for the handkerchief at her belt. But Sidney went around the table and flung a young arm over her aunt’s shoulders.
“Why didn’t you say all that a year ago? We’ve been selfish, but we’re not as bad as you think. And if any one in this world is entitled to success you are. Of course we’ll manage.”
Harriet’s iron repression almost gave way. She covered her emotion with details:—
“Mrs. Lorenz is going to let me make Christine some things, and if they’re all right I may make her trousseau.”
“Trousseau—for Christine!”
“She’s not engaged, but her mother says it’s only a matter of a short time. I’m going to take two rooms in the business part of town, and put a couch in the backroom to sleep on.”
Sidney’s mind flew to Christine and her bright future, to a trousseau bought with the Lorenz money, to Christine settled down, a married woman, with Palmer Howe. She came back with an effort. Harriet had two triangular red spots in her sallow cheeks.
“I can get a few good models—that’s the only way to start. And if you care to do hand work for me, Anna, I’ll send it to you, and pay you the regular rates. There isn’t the call for it there used to be, but just a touch gives dash.”
All of Mrs. Page’s grievances had worked their way to the surface. Sidney and Harriet had made her world, such as it was, and her world was in revolt. She flung out her hands.
