'You should try,' Caryn answered. 'It will help clear your mind.'
Instead, Jessica began to pace.
Caryn caught her arm, and only a few seconds later, sleep enveloped her. Later the thought occurred to her that despite Caryn's usual passivity, she was still a strong witch. She had easily induced sleep in Jessica's strained mind.
CHAPTER 23
As SOON AS SHE WOKE, Jessica sought out her hostesses. Avoiding Dominique Vida, she quickly found Caryn in her room.
'Do you know of anyone in your line called Monica? ' she demanded, closing the door behind her.
'Yes,' Caryn said after a moment of hesitation. 'She was my aunt, my mother's sister.'
'Was?'
'She died. Mother never told me how.' Caryn frowned. 'Why, Jessica. What's wrong?”
Jessica didn't answer, her mind focused on her own questions. 'Have you ever heard of someone called Jazlyn Raisa?' Jessica was determined to understand her own birth, even if that was the only part of her life she did understand.
'Jazlyn Raisa…No. But maybe my mother would.'
Jessica nodded quickly.
'Jessica, what is this about? '
She shook off the question, impatient to find Hasana and hear the truth.
As Jessica entered the kitchen, Hasana looked up from whatever she was cooking. She seemed to sense Jessica's urgency.
'Jessica, do you need something?'
'Jazlyn Raisa,' Jessica answered without prelude. 'I want to know about her.'
Hasana s face betrayed her mistrust. She paused, taking a breath, and then asked, 'What do you know about Raisa? '
'She was a vampire, a direct fledging of Siete,' Jessica answered. 'And your sister offered to give her back her life.'
Hasana's eyes narrowed. 'I didn't believe it was possible, but Monica insisted she could do it. She died trying, and I heard nothing more about it.'
'She succeeded,' Jessica filled in.
'Raisa didn't deserve it,' Hasana growled. 'If you know so much, why are you asking me?'
' Jazlyn was pregnant when Siete changed her,' Jessica explained, and she saw shock fill Hasana's expression. 'I want to know what would have happened to the child when Jazlyn became human again.'
The idea seemed far-fetched. Though Jessica knew plenty about her vampires, she knew nothing about anyone who had ever become human again besides what her dreams had told of Jazlyn. Only a witch would know if a baby carried in a vampiric womb would regain its life with its mother.
'I didn't know there was a child,' Hasana whispered. 'Now I understand. Monica wouldn't have risked her life to save a vampire. But a baby…Monica must have believed that it would survive.'
'What happened to the child? ' Jessica shouted. She had to force herself not to grab Hasana by the shoulders and try to shake the information from her.
'I didn't know there was one,' Hasana repeated, shaking her head apologetically. Jessica turned away and returned to the room she'd been given, needing to think.
Her mother. The term brought a moment of pain. The woman who had raised her was dead; now she had been replaced by a phantom who had never wanted Jessica. Jazlyn Raisa.
Jessica paced softly in her room, trying to organize her thoughts.
Siete was the first of the vampires. He was ancient, even compared to Fala and Jager and Silver, and his mind was powerful enough that he could easily know everything that Jessica had written. His blood ran through her veins as surely as it had run through her mother's, and her link to him was no doubt as strong as the link he had with his fledglings. The difference was that she was human and had no shields against his mind. So when she slept or simply drifted, she shared his dreams and his thoughts.
The puzzle had come together finally.
Jessica's gaze fell on her computer. Without making a conscious decision to do so, she sat down and booted it up, wanting to hear the comforting hum.
The familiar compulsion struck her. But ignoring the book she had been working on, she began another, though she had no idea how this one was going to end.
Several hours and many pages passed before the flow of thoughts ceased. Who, she wondered, would finish it if she died?
CHAPTER 24