Secrets of a Scandalous Marriage

And he had. In the end, he had. He’d seen to it that her defense was the best it could be, he’d saved her from the mob, taken her to his country house, offered for her … And she’d rejected him.

No, she would not read that pamphlet. She couldn’t. Not now. Perhaps not ever.

* * *

Two days later, Lily arrived at Lady Catherine’s town house and rapped on Kate’s door. Kate let her in, regarding her friend with a weary sigh.

“You must come riding in the park with me today,” Lily announced.

Kate sighed again. “I’m just not up to it. Not to mention it’s freezing.”

Lily rested one hand on her hip. “I refuse to take no for an answer. You’ve been shut up in this room for days, seeing no one, doing nothing. The brisk air will be good for you.”

Kate pushed up her chin. “I’ve been doing something. I’ve been writing in my journal.”

“Not good enough. I insist you get out. You’ll go mad in here.”

“What if someone sees me?” Kate replied.

“The devil take them.” Lily tossed her hand in the air. “If they say a word against you, they’ll have to answer to me … and my riding crop.”

Kate couldn’t help but smile at that, though she shook her head.

Lily tapped her foot on the rug. “I’ll wait while you put on your pelisse.”

“Lily, truly, I don’t want—”

Lily arched a brow. “You’re coming and that’s it. I’ll brook no further discussion on the subject.”

Kate made her way toward the wardrobe, grumbling. “Obviously, you’re the one who’s gone mad, but very well.”

Lily’s voice contained a smile. “Don’t worry. There are few people in the park this time of year at any rate, far too cold.”

Kate grudgingly pulled on her wrap. She had to admit, it would be nice to get out of the room. “Very well, let’s go.”

Lily looped her arm through Kate’s and led her toward the door. “Excellent. Now that that’s settled, I’ve been on tenterhooks. What did you think of Medford’s pamphlet?”

Kate stopped short. “I haven’t read it. I couldn’t.”

Lily turned to Kate, her eyes wide. “You must be jesting.”

Kate returned her stare. “No. I’m not. Besides, I already know what it says.”

Letting go of Kate’s arm, Lily marched over to the side table and swiped up the pamphlet. “Let’s go.” She motioned toward the door, shooing Kate out.

Kate rolled her eyes. “What are you planning to do … force me to read it?”

Lily pulled the door shut behind them. “If I must.”

* * *

As it turned out, Lily had been right. Very few people were in the park at this time of year. And for good reason. The cold was biting. But the brisk air felt good on Kate’s face for a change, and the bashful January sun had decided to make an appearance today. Kate raised her cheeks to the light and closed her eyes, breathing in the crisp afternoon air, while Lily maneuvered the curricle with a sure hand.

“Have you seen him?” Kate finally asked, breaking the silence between them. Then she cursed herself. Apparently, she couldn’t go fifteen minutes without mentioning James.

Lily gave her a sly smile. “Medford?”

Kate nodded. “Yes. How is he?” She twisted her skirts with her gloved hands.

Lily let out a long sigh. “The truth is, I’ve never seen him look so poorly and I told him as much.”

Kate’s hand flew to her throat and she clutched at the fastening to her pelisse. “Really?”

“Yes, really.” Lily nodded.

Kate bit her lip. “I know I should go to the Continent, but I just can’t seem to make myself leave.”

“May I give you a bit of advice?” Lily watched her from the corner of her eye.

“Yes, of course.”

“You might begin by reading the pamphlet.” Lily inclined her head toward where the folded paper lay on the seat next to them, exactly where Lily had placed it when they’d climbed aboard the vehicle.

Kate turned her face away. “I told you. I can’t.”

“Do you intend to take my advice or don’t you?” Lily asked in a singsong voice.

“Lily.” Kate couldn’t keep the exasperation from her voice. She rolled her eyes. “I know what it says.”

“Read it,” Lily prompted, pointing at the pamphlet with her riding crop. She gave a stern shake of her head.

“Lily, I don’t—”

This time Lily rolled her eyes. “Will you stop being so stubborn and read it?”

Kate set her jaw. She didn’t want to relive those feelings, that pain, the moment when she’d found George’s body. They were all there in stark detail. And she didn’t want to revisit that dark place. Not today, perhaps not ever. Why was Lily so intent upon forcing her to?

Kate plucked the pamphlet off the seat, glanced down at it, and steeled herself.

“SECRETS OF A SCANDALOUS GENTLEMAN.”

She blinked and looked twice. That wasn’t supposed to be the title. Not at all. Her eyes scanned the first several words.

“The truth is that this pamphlet was supposed to be the confessions of Kate Townsende, the dowager Duchess of Markingham.”

Kate’s heart beat faster.

“But it is not that. It is a confession still, but not the duchess’s confession. In fact, it is mine.”

Kate swallowed hard. “James, no,” she whispered.

“I am James Bancroft, Viscount Medford, and I am the owner and publisher of the press that published this pamphlet. My work includes Secrets of a Wedding Night and Secrets of a Runaway Bride. I’ve delighted in bringing you, the good people of London, scandal in the form of salacious pamphlets. I had intended to bring you the duchess’s story. But someone very young yet very wise taught me something recently, and now I understand that publishing scandal is not my true purpose.”

Kate’s eyes filled with tears.

“By now, you have learned that the duchess has been exonerated on all charges of murder. I personally reviewed every bit of the evidence and know that she is innocent, but then I’ve known that for quite some time.”

Kate pressed her hand to her chest. Lily gave her a sideways smile.

“The duchess was wrongly accused of murder and wrongly accused of a great many things in the minds and hearts of all of us. Only such ignorant hatred could cause an angry mob to destroy my town house. Only ignorance and judgment could incite such violence.”

Kate swallowed the lump that had formed in her throat. She couldn’t read fast enough.

“I write this not to convince you of her innocence, because I know you will each make your own decisions on that score. I write this instead to inform you with no uncertainty that I stand with her.”

Kate gasped. Tears dropped from her eyes, landing in fat little splashes on the page and smearing the ink. She frantically brushed them away and continued to read.

“You see? The secret I am revealing here is not that I am the publisher of scandal, though no doubt that will come as a surprise to many of you. The secret, in fact, is that I am in love with Kate Townsende, madly in love, and my only hope is that she will become my wife.”

Kate glanced up at Lily. She could barely speak. The lump was permanently lodged in her throat. “Where is he?” she sobbed.

Lily gave her an empathetic smile. “I believe he’s at his town house. The one on Regent Street where he’s been staying while the other is repaired.”

“We must go.” Kate choked on the words.