thought, in Victor’s words, this was truly fucked.
He got to his feet, how he didn’t know, and displayed his investigator’s ID.
“He’s with us?” A policeman dropped his fist. “He fooled me.”
In minutes the battle was over. Skinheads slipped over the fence and disappeared. Police circulated among the casualties, gathering IDs. Arkady saw split lips and bloody noses, but the real damage had been to the spirits of the demonstrators. All afternoon they had relived and rekindled the passion of their youth, stood again with Yeltsin on a tank, again defied the apparatus of the KGB. Those heady days were gone, deflated, and all they had reaped was bruises.
Arkady’s eye was swollen shut and from Anya’s reaction he was glad he couldn’t see himself. She, on the other hand, looked as if she had been on nothing more dangerous than a roller coaster. Obolensky had slipped away. The poet Maxim was also gone. Too bad. It had been like having a yeti fight on your side.
A police captain bellowed, “Assembly without a permit, spreading malicious rumors, obstructing officers of the law.”
“Who were assaulting innocent civilians,” Arkady said.
“Did they have a permit to assemble? Yes or no? See, that’s where the trouble starts, with people who think they are special and above the law.”
“People who were being beaten,” Arkady said. Somehow, by virtue of his rank, he had become spokesman for the demonstrators.
“Troublemakers who viciously attacked police with bricks and stones. Who did you say your chief was?”
“Prosecutor Zurin.”
“Good man.”
“One in a million. I apologize, Captain. I haven’t made myself clear. The people here are the victims and they need medical care.”
“Once we have affairs sorted out. The first thing is to gather up all the cameras. All the cameras and cell phones.”
“In a trash bag?”
“That way we’ll be able to view and objectively evaluate any violations. Such as-”
Arkady winced because it hurt to laugh. “Do these people look as if they could assault anyone?”
“They’re writers, artists, intellectual whores. Who knows what they’ll get up to.”
The trash bag returned and the captain held it open for Anya. “Now yours.”
Arkady knew that she wanted to drive a dagger into the captain’s heart. At the same time, she was paralyzed by the threat of losing her camera.
“She’s with me,” Arkady said.
“Don’t be ridiculous, she’s not an investigator or militia.”
“On special orders from Prosecutor Zurin.”
“Really. I tell you what, Renko, let’s call the prosecutor’s office. Let’s ask him.”
“I doubt he’s in his office now.”
“I know his cell phone number.”
“You’re friends?”
“Yes.”
Arkady had walked into a trap of his own devising. He was light-headed and heard a fluty wheeze in his chest. None of this was good.
A phone at the other end rang and rang until it finally produced a message. The captain clicked off. “The prosecutor is at his golf club and doesn’t want to be disturbed.”
The issue was still undecided when a massive sedan slid out of the dark. It was a dumbfounding sight, Maxim Dal in a silver ZIL, an armored Soviet-era limousine with double headlights, tail fins and whitewall tires. It had to be at least fifty years old. In an authoritative voice Dal ordered Anya and Arkady to get in.
It was like boarding a spaceship from the past.
3
Anya made a terrible nurse. When she tried to cook, Arkady smelled food burning and heard her swearing at pots and pans. When she wrote in his apartment, he smelled her cigarettes and listened to her swear at her laptop. But he was surprised by Anya’s patience. He would have expected her, like a cat, to move on. Although she had assignments-a fashion shoot, a photo essay on the Mafia-she dropped in several times a day to see how he was. “You’d miss me if I didn’t. You’re a secret romantic,” she said.
“I’m a cynic. I believe in car wrecks, airline disasters, missing children, self-immolation, suffocation with pillows.”
“What is it you don’t believe in?”
“I don’t believe in saints. They get people killed.”
“It’s no big deal,” Victor said when he visited. “Seems to me that you’re making a lot of fuss for a couple of busted ribs. What the devil is the matter with you anyway?”
“Punctured lung.” A couple of days with a valve in his chest and the lung would reinflate itself on its own.
“It’s like visiting Our Lady of the Camellias. Do you mind?” Victor held up a pack of cigarettes.
For once, Arkady didn’t crave one.
“So it’s suicide.”
“Or murder,” Arkady said.
“No, I heard it on the radio. The prosecutor determined that Tatiana Petrovna threw herself out her window. They say she was depressed. Of course she was depressed. Who isn’t depressed? Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear is depressed. The planet is depressed. That’s what global warming is.”
Arkady wished he had such insights. His mind was hung up on details. What of the neighbor? Who heard her screams? Screaming what?
Arkady felt painkillers lift him up to a dull euphoria. He could tell Zhenya had stopped by because a large chocolate chess piece wrapped in a bow sat on his nightstand. Arkady was a light sleeper but Zhenya was as elusive as a snow leopard.
A man confined to a few rooms becomes a meteorologist. Through the windowpane he charts clouds, tracks the stately passing of a thunderhead, notices the first streaks of rain. The bedroom wall becomes a screen on which he projects, “What if?” What if he had saved this woman? Or been saved? A person in this situation welcomes the clash and bang of a storm. Anything to interrupt a review of his life: Arkady Kyrilovich Renko, Senior Investigator for Very Important Cases, member of the Young Pioneers and a generation of “gilded youth” and, as luck would have it, an expert in self-destruction. His father, a military man, blew his head off. His mother, more genteel, weighted herself with stones and drowned. Arkady had dabbled in the act himself but been distracted at a critical moment and with that his suicide fever had passed. Still, with all this experience and expertise, he considered himself a fair judge of suicide. He defended the honor of people who killed themselves, the commitment that suicide demanded, the isolation and sweat, the willingness to follow through and open a second bottle of sleeping pills or make a deeper slice across the wrist. They had earned the title, and he was offended by the imposture of murder as something it was not. Tatiana Petrovna would no more have killed herself than flown to the moon.
When the tube was removed from Arkady’s chest, the doctor had said, “We will put on a clean bandage every day and tape you up. The hole will heal itself. Your ribs will heal too, if you let them. No twisting, lifting, cigarettes or sudden moves. Think of yourself as a broken cup.”
“I do.”
• • •
Arkady had asked Victor to go through police files and make a list of Tatiana Petrovna’s enemies.
“Incidentally, you look like hell,” Victor said.
“Thank you.”
