significant.'

'I--Patera, I want to tell you first about meeting you. It won't

take long. and it may be more important, maybe a lot more

important. You still think about the day you came to our manteion,

I know. You've mentioned it several times.'

He nodded.

'Patera Pike was there, and you loved and respected him, but a

man wants a woman to talk to. Most men do, anyway, and you did.

You'd been raised by your mother, and we could see how you

missed her.'

'I still do,' Silk admitted.

'Don't feel bad about that, Patera. No one should ever be

ashamed of love.'

Maytera Marble paused to collect her thoughts; her rapid scan

was back, and she reveled in it. 'We were three sibyls, I was about to

say. Maytera Mint was still young and pretty, but so shy that she ran

from you whenever she could. When she couldn't, she would hardly

speak. Maybe she guessed what had happened to me long ago. I've

sometimes thought that, and you were young and good-looking, as

you still are.'

He began a question, but thought better of it.

'I won't tell you who Bloody's father was, Patera. I've never told

anybody and I won't tell now. But I will tell you this. He never

knew. I don't think he even suspected.'

Silk filled his lungs with the cool, clean breeze from the window.

'I slept with a woman last night, Maytera. With Hyacinth, the

woman Blood asked about.'

'I'm sorry you told me.'

'I wanted to. I've wanted--I want so badly, still, to tell people

who don't know, although a great many people know already. His

Cognizance and Master Xiphias and Generalissimo Oosik.'

'And me.' Maytera Marble's forefinger tapped her metal chest

through her habit. 'I knew. Or rather, I guessed, as anybody would,

and I wish that you'd left it like that. Some things aren't improved

by talking about them.'

Oreb broke off his inverted examination of Thelxiepeia's features

to applaud Maytera Marble. 'Smart girl!'

'We were three sibyls, as I said. But Maytera Mint wasn't there

for you Patera, so I was the only ones left. I was old. I don't think

you ever grasped how old. My faces had gone long before you were

born. You never realized they weren't there, did you?'

'What are you talking about? Your face is where it ought to be,

Maytera. I'm looking at it.'

'This?' She drummed her fingers on it, a quick metallic _tap-tap-tap_.

'This is my faceplate, really. I used to have a face like yours. I

would say like Dahlia's, but she was before your time. Like Teasel's

or Nettle's, and there were things in it, little bits of alnico, that let

me really smile or frown when I moved them with the coils behind

my faceplate. But all that's gone except for the coils.'

'It's a beautiful face,' Silk insisted, 'because it's yours.'

'My other face wasn't, and what it was showed in your own every

time you saw it. I resented that, and you resented my resentment

and turned to me to ease your loneliness. But we were much more

alike than you realized, not that I've ever cared, myself, for

machines like this. I never thought they could be people, really, no

matter how many times they said they were. Now I'm just a message

written on those teeny gold doodads you see in cards. But I'm still

me, a person, because I always was.'

Silk fumbled Remora's ruined robe for a handkerchief, and

finding none blotted his eyes on his sleeve.

'I didn't tell you that to make you feel sorry for me, Patera.

Neither of me were easy to love, no more than I am now. You were

able to love one just the same, and not very many men could have,

not even many augurs. I thought that if you knew how you came to

love and not like me, it might help you some other time with some

other woman.'

'It will, I know.' Silk sighed. 'Thank you, Maytera. With myself,

most of all.'

'Let's not talk about it any more. What do you think of the

Ayuntamiento's terms? Still what you told Loris?'

Silk made a last dab at his eyes, feeling the grit in the cloth,

knowing that he was dirtying his already-soiled face and not caring.

'I suppose so.'

Maytera Marble nodded. 'They're perfectly hopeless. Not a single

thing for Trivigaunte, and why should the Guard hand over its

senior officers, why should Generalissimo Oosik allow it? But if we

offered trials, regular ones with judges--'

'Man back!' A big hand glittering with rings had appeared on the

windowsill. It was followed by a yellow-sleeved arm and a whiff of

musk rose.

'That's why you wanted to stay here.' Silk stood up a trifle

unsteadily, helped by the cane, and crossed the room to the

window. 'So your son could join us.'

'Why no, Patera. Not at all.'

Leaning over the sill, Silk spoke to Blood. 'Here, hold onto my

hand. I'll help you up.'

'Thanks,' Blood said. 'I should have brought a stool or something.'

'Take mine, too, Bloody.' Maytera Marble braced one foot on the

sill in imitation of Silk.

Flushed redder than ever with exertion, Blood's face rose on the

other side of the window. With a grunt and a heave, he tumbled into

the room.

'Now for my granddaughter. She'll be easy after Bloody.'

Bending over the sill again, Maytera Marble clasped skeletally

thin hands and lifted in an emaciated young woman with a seared

cheek.

'Poor girl!'

Silk nodded his agreement as he returned to his chair. 'Hello,

Mucor. Sit down, please, so that I may sit. We're neither of us

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