'Humans, too, have hidden depths, for good or ill.' Ralgha paused. 'But there are better things to discuss than philosophy, such as old friends and comrades in arms. How is your mate, that fine pilot and comrade, Angel?'
Blair looked away again, his smile fading. He had been trying not to think about Angel. 'I don't know, Hobbes,' he said reluctantly. 'I haven't heard from her in months. She's been assigned to some damn covert op, and even Paladin's keeping quiet about it.'
'I . . . am sorry if I have stirred up bad feelings,' Ralgha said. 'But you know as well as I do that Angel can take care of herself. She will return to you in time, if the War God so wills it.'
'Yeah.' Blair nodded, but the sinking feeling in his stomach would not go away. Jeannette Devereaux (callsign Angel) began with Blair aboard the old Tiger's Claw, first as a fellow pilot, then a friend, and then . . . more, much more. But when Blair was offered the wing commander's slot aboard the Concordia, Angel transferred to Brigadier General James Taggart's Covert Operations Division. Blair never understood or accepted the decision, prompted so she said, by her regard for Taggart (who had flown with them on the Tiger's Claw under the running name of Paladin). Covert Ops seemed such a complete departure for Angel, who was usually so cool and rational, so completely dedicated to the science rather than the emotions of warfare.
But she joined Taggart's outfit, and though Blair continued to see her (when possible), they had drifted apart. Finally, just after the Battle of Earth and Blair's long confinement in the military hospital, she simply vanished. Paladin admitted she was on a mission when Blair confronted him, but nothing more. Covert Ops drew the most difficult and dangerous assignments in the Confed fleet. By now, she might well be dead . . . .
Blair forced himself to put aside that bitter thought. 'Look, Hobbes,' he said slowly, 'I don't want to cut this short. I'd like nothing better than to grab a couple of jugs of booze in the Rec Room and toast the old days with you, but I've got a pile of stuff to wade through before I can declare it quitting time.'
'I understand, my friend,' Ralgha said, rising slowly. He gave Blair a slight bow, the Kilrathi gesture of respect. 'When the Captain makes my transfer official, perhaps I can take up some of the burden as your Exec.'
'Tomorrow will do fine, Hobbes. And . . . thanks.'
The Kilrathi pilot had not even reached the door when there was another knock. Ralgha ushered in the newcomer as he left, leaving Blair face-to-face with a familiar figure, another reminder of missions past.
The man had changed little over the years. He was a little heavier than Blair remembered him, and there was a touch of gray in his dark hair. But he still had the same air of brooding intensity and fire in his eyes.
'Maniac Marshall,' Blair said slowly. 'So you managed to stay alive somehow. Who'd have guessed it?'
'Colonel Blair.' Major Todd Marshall looked anything but glad to see him, and the feeling was entirely mutual. Marshall was another of the old Tigers Claw hands. In fact, he and Blair had a history together. As classmates in the Academy, they had been rivals in everything from the flight competitions in their final year as midshipmen to gaining the attentions of a particular young lady.
Marshall earned his running name in the Academy from his slapdash, hell-for-leather flying style. Always volatile and eager for glory, Maniac never fit in quite as well as Blair. He barely squeaked through graduation whereas Blair earned honors. While aboard Tiger's Claw, Marshall proved an unpopular wingman who was considered unreliable, even dangerous, by the rest of his squadron. He blamed Blair from the start for always managing to come out ahead in kills, awards, and promotions. Blair had been delighted when the two were posted in different ships after their tour aboard Tiger's Claw.
Now Marshall was a major, and Blair was a colonel and the high command or some vengeful god of fate had thrown them together again.
'It's been a long time, Major.' Blair didn't bother to stand, but gestured toward the chair Hobbes had vacated. 'Sit down and tell me what I can do for you.'
'Radio Rollins said you wanted to see your Exec,' Marshall said as he took the chair. He smiled, but the expression held no warmth at all. 'I guess that's me.'
'That was you,' Blair said bluntly. 'But I've just asked the Captain to restore Hobbes to flight status, and he outranks you, I'm afraid. He'll be Exec and double as CO of Gold Squadron.'
Marshall's face fell. 'That damned kitty . . .' He stopped as he caught the look on Blair's face. 'All right, all right. Can't go around maligning a fellow officer, and all that, right? But I never could understand what you saw in that cat, and that's the plain and simple truth.'
'That's simple enough. He's a wingman I can trust.'
Maniac gave a derisive snort. 'Trust someone who'll kill his own kind? There's a great piece of command wisdom for you.'
'At least I've never known Hobbes to break formation on me the way you did at Gimle. I need to know that I can count on a wingman to back me up, and not go hunting for glory, then yell for help when he gets in too deep . . .' Blair shrugged. He had gone over this same speech with Maniac time and again, but it had never done any good. He didn't imagine the man was going to change now. 'When it comes right down to it, Major, I can choose whoever I want as my wingman. That's one of the privileges of rank, you know.'
'Yeah,' Marshall said, his tone hollow, bitter. 'Yeah, those gold tracers on your collar look real sharp, Colonel Blair, sir. Bet you have to stay up pretty late at night to keep them polished so pretty.
'No, I don't,' Blair said coldly. 'I assign majors to do it for me.'
'The difference in our rank, sir, is just a formality,' Marshall said, standing up. 'We both know who's the better man in the cockpit.'
'That's right. We both do. And that's what has been eating at you ever since the Academy, isn't it, Major?'
Maniac's look was one of pure hatred. 'Will there be anything else . . . sir? Or may I be dismissed?'
'That's all, ' Blair said, turning away to look through the window into the hangar. He waited until the door slid shut behind Marshall, then he wearily sat down.
Blair leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, trying to calm himself after the angry confrontation. He had wanted to sit down with the wing XO to get an idea of the unit's strengths and weaknesses in equipment personnel, and experience. But seeing Marshall after so many years had driven it all out of his mind, and he had let his personal feelings overcome his judgment. Maniac always had a talent for bringing out the worst in him.
Blair turned back to his desktop computer and called up the wing's personnel files on his screen. He picked Marshall's records first. Studying them, he began to understand the man's belligerence a little better.
He'd been the Exec under Colonel Dulbrunin with enough seniority to hope for a promotion to lieutenant colonel and to become Victory's wing commander. No doubt the arrival of Hobbes had been a blow. Blair was sure now that Marshall was behind the ill feelings toward the Kilrathi renegade, since Hobbes had snatched his chance at commanding the wing.
Then Hobbes bowed out, and Blair arrived aboard to dash Marshall's hopes again. No wonder the man was feeling bitter . . . .
Another detail caught his eye. Marshall was also the CO of Gold Squadron. Blair had decided to have Hobbes take over that command, too. It was one more blow to Maniac's fragile ego.
He could reconsider the decision, of course, and let Marshall keep his squadron. But if Hobbes was going to be Blair's wingman, the two of them would have to fly with the same squadron, and Blair still felt more comfortable sticking with the heavy fighters in Gold Squadron. Should he reshuffle the roster to put Marshall in command of another squadron? Maniac certainly had the seniority, even if Blair doubted he had the temperament for squadron command.
But which squadron could Maniac handle best? He was not suited to command bombers, and point defense work required a leader who could subordinate himself totally to the needs of the fleet. Marshall would probably be happiest in command of the interceptors of Blue Squadron, but Blair shuddered at the thought of putting Victory's crucial long-range strike fighters in Maniac's hands. Patrol duties would take Blue Squadron out of reach of higher authority, and it needed a man with a good head on his shoulders who knew when to fight when to break away, and when to get word of a distant contact with the enemy back to the carrier. No, Major Marshall wasn't really suitable for any other squadrons. Colonel Dulbrunin probably made the same decision when making his original assignments. The kind of utility combat work which heavy fighters drew was the sort of operation Maniac was least likely to knock off course if he lost his head in a fight.
