'You don't think diplomacy would be more effective?' I'm not a diplomat. I'm me. Who are you?'
Instead of answering this difficult question, Sarah leaned back comfortably against the wall and closed her eyes. They listened to music for a long time as the Airheads breezed back onto the wing. 'I'd feel relaxed,' said Sarah, 'except I'm actually kind of guilty about missing the Candle Passing.'
'That's ridiculous.'
'You're right. You can say that and be totally sure of yourself, can't you? I admire you, Hyacinth.'
'I like you, Sarah,' said Hyacinth, and that summed it up.
In the Physics Library, Casimir Radon read about quantum mechanics. The digital watch on the wrist of the sleeping post-doc across the table read 8:00. That meant it was time to go upstairs and visit Professor Emeritus Walter Abraham Sharon, who worked odd hours. Casimir was not leaving just yet, though. He had found that Sharon was not the swiftest man in the world, and though the professor was by no means annoyed when Casimir showed up on time, Casimir preferred to come ten minutes late. Anyway, in the informal atmosphere of the Physics Department, appointments were viewed with a certain Heisenbergian skepticism, as though being in the right place at the right time would involve breaking a natural law and was therefore impossible to begin with. Outside the picture windows of the library, the ghettos of the City were filled with smoky light, and occasionally a meteor streaked past and crashed in flames in the access lot below. They were not actual meteors, but merely various objects soaked in lighter fluid, ignited and thrown from a floor in E Tower above, trailing fire and debris as they zoomed earthward.
Casimir found this perversely comforting. It was just the sort of insanity he hadn't been able to get away from during his first week at American Megaversity. Soon the miserable Casimir had taken me up on my offer to stop by at any time, showing up at my door just before midnight, wanting to cry but not about to. I took coffee, he took vodka, and soon we understood each other a little better. As he explained it, no one here had the least consideration for others, or the least ability to think for themselves, and this combination was hard to take after having been an adult. Nor had academics given him any solace; owing to the medieval tempo of the bureaucracy, he was still mired in kindergarten-level physics. Of course he could speed these courses up just by being there. Whenever a professor asked a question, rhetorical or not, Casimir shouted the answer immediately. This earned him the hatred and awe of his classmates, but it was his only source of satisfaction. As he waited for his situation to become sensible, he sat in on the classes he really wanted to take, in effect taking a double load.
'Because I'm sure Sharon is going to bring me justice,' Casimir had declared, raising his voice above a grumble for the first time. 'This guy makes sense! He's like you, and I can't understand how he ended up in this place. I never thought I'd be surprised by someone just because he is a sensible and a good guy, but in this place it's a miracle. He c. out me, asks questions about my life— it's as though discovering what's best for me is a research project we're working on as a team. I can't believe a great man like him would care.' Long, somber pause. 'But I don't think even he can make up for what's wrong with this place. How about you, Bud? You're normal. What are you doing here?' Lacking an answer, I changed the subject to basketball.
A trio of meteors streaked across the picture windows and it was 8:10. Casimir returned his book and exited into the dark shiny hail. He was now at the upper limit of the Burrows, the bloc of the Plex that housed the natural sciences. Two floors above him, on the sixth and top floor of the base, was Emeritus Row, the plush offices of the academic superstars. He made his way there leisurely, knowing he was welcome.
Emeritus Row was dark and silent, illuminated only by the streak of warm yellow splashed away from Sharon's door. Casimir removed his glacier glasses. 'Come in,' came the melodious answer to his knock, and Casimir Radon entered his favorite room in the world.
Sharon looked at him with raised eyebrows. 'Veil! You haff made a decision?'
'I think so.'
'Let's have it! Leaving or staying? For the sake of physics I hope the latter.'
Casimir abruptly realized he had not really made up his mind. He shoved his hands into his pockets and breathed deeply, a little surprised by all this. He could not keep a smile from his face, though, and could not ignore the hominess of Sharon's chaotic office. He announced that he was going to stay.
'Good, good,' Sharon said absently. 'Clear a place to sit.' He gestured at a chair and Casimir set about removing thirty Pounds of high-energy physics from it. Sharon said, 'So you've decided to cross the Rubicon, eh?'
Casimir sat down, thought about it, and said with a half grin, 'Or the Styx, whichever the case may be.'
Sharon nodded, and as he did a resounding thump issued from above. Casimir jumped, but Sharon did not react.
'What was that?' Casimir asked. 'Sounded big.'
'Ach,' said Sharon. 'Throwing furniture again, I should guess. You know, don't you, that many of our students are very interested in the physics of falling bodies?' He delivered this, like all his bad jokes, slowly and solemnly, as though working out long calculations in his head. Casimir chuckled. Sharon winked and lit his pipe. 'I am given to understand, from grapevine talk, that you are smarter than all of our professors except for me.' He winked again through thick smoke.
'Oh. Well, I doubt it.'
'Ach, I don't. No correlation between age and intelligence! You're just afraid to use your smarts! That's right. You'd rather suffer— it is your Polish blood. Anyway, you have much practical experience. Our professors have only book experience.'
'Well, it's the book experience I want. It's handy to know electronics, but what I really like is pure principles. I can make more money designing circuits, if that's what I want.'
'Exactly! You prefer to be a poor physicist. Well, I cannot argue with you wanting to know pure things. After all, you are not naоve, your life has been no more sheltered than mine.'
Embarrassed, Casimir laughed. 'I don't know about that. I haven't lived through any world wars yet. You've lived through two. I may have escaped from a slum, but you escaped from Peenemunde with a suitcase full of rocket diagrams.'
Sharon's eyes crinkled at the corners. 'Yet. A very important word, nicht wahr? You are not very old, yet.'
'What do you mean? Do you expect a war?'
Sharon laughed deeply and slowly. 'I have toured your residential towers with certain students of mine, and I was reminded of certain, er, locations during the occupation of the Sudetenland. I think from what I see'— the ceiling thumped again, and he gestured upward with his pipestem — 'and hear, that perhaps you are in a war now.'
Casimir laughed, but then sucked in his breath and sat back as Sharon glowered at him morosely. The old professor was very complicated, and Casimir always seemed to be taking missteps with him.
'War and violence are not very funny,' said Sharon, 'unless they happen to you— then they are funny because they haff to be. There is more violence up there than you realize! Even speech today has become a form of violence— even in the university. So pay attention to that, and don't worry about a war in Europe. Worry about it here, this is your home now.'
'Yes, sir.' After pausing respectfully, Casimir withdrew a clipboard from his pack and put It on Sharon's desk. 'Or it will be my home as soon as you sign these forms. Mrs. Santucci will tear my arms off if I don't bring them in tomorrow.'
Sharon sat still until Casimir began to feel uncomfortable. 'Ja,' he finally said, 'I guess you need to worry about forms too. Forms and forms and forms. Doesn't matter to me.'
'Oh. It doesn't? You aren't retiring, are you?'
'Ja, I guess so.'
Silently, Sharon separated the forms and laid them out on the Periodic Table of the Elements that covered his desk. He examined them with care for a few minutes, then selected a pen from a stein on his desk, which had been autographed by Enrico Fermi and Niels Bohr, and signed them.
'There, you're in the good courses now,' he concluded. 'Good to see you are so well Socioeconomically Integrated.' The old man sat back in his chair, clasped his fingers over his flat chest, and closed his eyes.
A thunderous crash and Casimir was on the floor, dust in his throat and pea gravel on his back. Rubble thudded down from above and Casimir heard a loud inharmonious piano chord, which held steady for a moment and
