He embarked on a tale about a princess—didn’t all fairy tales involve princesses?—and the brave hero who had to do great deeds to win her hand.
“Except,” Percival summarized, “the blighted woman fell into an enchanted sleep.”
“Then what happened?” Bart asked, budging closer.
“He…” According to the story, the fellow swived her silly—“got her with child,” rather—which was what any brave hero would do after a rousing adventure. “He kissed her.”
“Mama fell asleep.”
That from Gayle, who wasn’t the budging sort. The little fellow’s brows were drawn down, the same sign his mother evidenced when she was anxious.
“Keeping up with you lot would have anybody stealing naps,” Percival said.
“Not a nap.” Gayle sprang to his feet and went to the middle of the carpet like an actor assuming center stage. “She faded.”
He collapsed to the rug with a dramatic thump, lying unmoving, with his eyes closed for a few instants before scrambling to his feet. “Old Thomas says the ladies do that when they’re breeding. Bart wondered if we should bury her at sea.”
“I did
Gayle put his hands on his skinny hips. “You did too, and then she took a nap right there on the ship.”
The ship being the picnic blanket, Percival supposed. “You saw her fall like that, both of you?”
Two solemn nods, which suggested this development was of more import to them than their inchoate argument. Percival set the book aside and held out one arm to Gayle while wrapping the other around Bart.
“Old Thomas is right.” He tucked both boys close, as much for his own comfort as theirs. “Ladies sometimes fall asleep like that when they’re peckish or their stays are too snug or they’re breeding.” Though Esther wore jumps, not stays, and never laced them too tightly.
“Mama breeds a lot,” Bart observed.
“Your mother has fulfilled her obligation to the succession admirably.”
“That means she does,” Gayle translated. “She napped a lot too, when I wanted to fly my birds.”
“Your birds are stupid,” Bart observed.
Percival squeezed the ducal heir tightly and kissed the top of his head. “Rotten boy. Your little brothers will gang up on you if you keep that up. They’ll leave Valentine’s nappies under your bed.”
Gayle smiled a diabolically innocent smile at this suggestion.
“Your mother likely needed to catch up on her rest, and she knew you two could be counted on to protect her while she did. I’m sorry I wasn’t there to join you.”
And he was sorrier still that by this time next week, he’d likely be in London, miles and miles away from his children, unless…
“Percival?”
Esther stood in the doorway, tall, slim, and elegant in a chemise gown of soft green and gold. The morning sun gave her a luminous quality, and with her standing above them, Percival was reminded that his wife was a beautiful woman.
Also quite pale.
“You’ve caught me out. I chased off the nursery maid to cadge a few moments with my first and second lieutenants. Won’t you join us?”
Bart scooted free, and Gayle followed suit. “Good morning, Mama!” They pelted up to her, each boy taking her by the hand, Gayle waiting silently while Bart chattered on. “Papa was reading us a story, but he didn’t finish. He said we can shoot down Gayle’s stupid birds on our next outing.”
When Percival expected Gayle to enter the verbal melee with a ferocious contradiction, Gayle’s gaze strayed to the door, behind which baby Valentine, King of the Dirty Nappies, held court.
Esther moved into the room, a boy on each side. “I’m sure your father said no such thing. I thought we might work on drawing tigers this morning though, and tigers might try to catch the birds as they flew away.”
“Tigers!”
Why did Bart shout everything, and why did nobody correct him for it?
Percival unfolded himself from the floor. “You’d make a very poor tiger indeed if you can’t be any quieter than that. Why don’t you creep down to the library and have a footman fetch you some paper?”
More paper in addition to whatever they’d wasted making Gayle’s birds. No wonder coin was in such short supply.
The boys crept away, growling and swiping their paws in the air, leaving Percival alone in daylight hours with his wife. His tired, lovely wife who had fainted the previous day and not told him about it. He slid his arms around her and drew her against his body.
He would not be a clodpate like he’d been the previous night.
He would ask her about her health. He would ask her how she felt about him going to London. He would compliment her on their children—a surefire strategy for happy marital relations.
The scent of roses came to him as she relaxed against him. “Madam, we can lock that door, you know.”
She pushed away, smiling. “Only to scandalize all and sundry when the boys start pounding on the other side.”
The interlude was unexpected, and Percival was glad for it. They so rarely had privacy when they weren’t both tired and full of the tensions and trials of the day. “Will you sit with me for a bit, Wife?”
She gave him a curious look and let him lead her to the table near the window.
Which would not do. He changed course and took a seat in the largest reading chair the nursery had to offer, which was quite large indeed.
He gave a tug on her wrist, and she tumbled into his lap. “Percival!”
“Hush, madam. You and I have cuddled up in this chair when you were magnificently gravid. We fit nicely now.”
She harrumphed and gracious God-ed once or twice under her breath, then settled easily enough.
“How are you, wife of mine? And I did not suggest Bart could stone Gayle’s paper birds.”
She relaxed against him. When had his wife gotten so lithe? So… skinny?
A practical, unappealing thought came to him: in London, a man did not have to pay for a mistress. Court was a very proper place, true, but outside of court, merry widows and straying wives were thick in the corridors. The idea of stepping into a dark alcove with some peer’s well-fed, deep-bosomed spouse—all painted and powdered the better to display her wares—was vaguely nauseating.
Though Esther had fainted. A considerate husband did not overly tax his wife.
Said wife snuggled closer on a soft rustle of fabric. “Boys are bloodthirsty, especially in company with one another. You were kind to offer to go to London. How long do you think you’ll be gone?”
He kissed her brow, yielding first to the tenderness assailing him so unexpectedly. “I don’t know how long I’ll be away. There’s always warfare in some corner of the realm. We leave the Americans to their wilderness only to find some raja has taken the Crown into dislike. Colonials don’t fight fair. Our boys line up in neat rows, muskets at the ready, while the natives fire at them from up in the trees or while dodging about in the underbrush. The wilderness ensures only the conniving and determined survive, and the colonials have been breeding those qualities for centuries.”
She tucked herself against his chest. “If I haven’t said it before, Percival, I’m saying it now: I am glad you resigned your commission. England expects much of her military, and I would not know how to go on were you lost to me.”
The tenderness expanded as she lay against him, soft, pretty, rose-scented, and dear. He posed the next question quietly. “Esther, are you carrying again?”
Because if she were, it might explain the despair trying to choke its way past the tenderness.
“Thomas tattled on me?”
That was not a no. Percival closed his eyes and prayed. Not a prayer for wisdom or for guidance or for strength to know how to stretch their coin yet further, not even a prayer for strength to endure.
