Throughout the writing, Michael Talbot-Kelly helped me keep my balance. And Ron Law answered every panicked email with his scarily good research skills. Finally, my gratitude to lawyer Robert Ludbrook. No one in New Zealand has given so much and done so much to overturn the archaic 1955 Adoption Act.
To all of us affected by forced, secret, stranger adoption — may we all find home.
Author’s note
All quotes used in this memoir are an aggregation of memory. Some names have been changed out of sensitivity to those concerned.
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