Uncle Chaim And Aunt Rifke And The Angel

from remarking, 'I always imagined you guys sort of hovered. Like hummingbirds.'

'We fly only by the Will of God,' the angel replied. 'If Yahweh, praised be His name—' I could actually hear the capital letters—'withdrew that mighty Will from us, we would fall from the sky on the instant, every single one.'

'Doesn't bear thinking about,' Uncle Chaim muttered. 'Raining angels all over everywhere — falling on people's heads, tying up traffic—'

The angel looked, first startled, and then notably shocked. 'I was speaking of our sky,' she explained haughtily, 'the sky of Paradise, which compares to yours as gold to lead, tapestry to tissue, heavenly choirs to the bellowing of feeding hogs—'

'All right already, I get the picture.' Uncle Chaim cocked an eye at her, poised up there in the window with no visible means of support, and then back at his canvas. 'I was going to ask you about being an angel, what it's like, but if you're going to talk about us like that — badmouthing the sky, for God's sake, the whole planet.'

The angel did not answer him immediately, and when she did, she appeared considerably abashed and spoke very quietly, almost like a scolded schoolgirl. 'You are right. It is His sky, His world, and I shame my Lord, my fellows and my breeding by speaking slightingly of any part of it.' In a lower voice, she added, as though speaking only to herself, 'Perhaps that is why I am here.'

Uncle Chaim was covering the canvas with a thin layer of very light blue, to give the painting an undertone. Without looking up, he said, 'What, you got sent down here like a punishment? You talked back, you didn't take out the garbage? I could believe it. Your boy Yahweh, he always did have a short fuse.'

'I was told only that I was to come to you and be your model and your muse,' the angel answered. She pushed her hood back from her face, revealing hair that was not bright gold, as so often painted, but of a color resembling the night sky when it pales into dawn. 'Angels do not ask questions.'

'Mmm.' Uncle Chaim sipped thoughtfully at his Scotch. 'Well, one did, anyway, you believe the story.'

The angel did not reply, but she looked at him as though he had uttered some unimaginable obscenity. Uncle Chaim shrugged and continued preparing the ground for the portrait. Neither one said anything for some time, and it was the angel who spoke first. She said, a trifle hesitantly, 'I have never been a muse before.'

'Never had one,' Uncle Chaim replied sourly. 'Did just fine.'

'I do not know what the duties of a muse would be.' the angel confessed. 'You will need to advise me.'

'What?' Uncle Chaim put down his brush. 'Okay now, wait a minute. I got to tell you how to get into my hair, order me around, probably tell me how I'm not painting you right? Forget it, lady — you figure it out for yourself, I'm working here.'

But the blue angel looked confused and unhappy, which is no more natural for an angel than sitting down. Uncle Chaim scratched his head and said, more gently, 'What do I know? I guess you're supposed to stimulate my creativity, something like that. Give me ideas, visions, make me see things, think about things I've never thought about.' After a pause, he added, 'Frankly, Goya pretty much has that effect on me already. Goya and Matisse. So that's covered, the stimulation — maybe you could just tell them, him, about that . . . '

Seeing the expression on the angel's marble-smooth face, he let the sentence trail away. Rabbi Shulevitz, who cut his blond hair close and wore shorts when he watered his lawn, once told me that angels are supposed to express God's emotions and desires, without being troubled by any of their own. 'Like a number of other heavenly dictates,' he murmured when my mother was out of the room, 'that one has never quite functioned as I'm sure it was intended.'

They were still working in the studio when my mother called and ordered me home. The angel had required no rest or food at all, while Uncle Chaim had actually been drinking his Scotch instead of sipping it (I never once saw him drunk, but I'm not sure that I ever saw him entirely sober), and needed more bathroom breaks than usual. Daylight gone, and his precarious array of 60-watt bulbs proving increasingly unsatisfactory, he looked briefly at the portrait, covered it, and said to the angel, 'Well, that stinks, but we'll do better tomorrow. What time you want to start?'

The angel floated down from the window to stand before him. Uncle Chaim was a small man, dark and balding, but he already knew that the angel altered her height when they faced each other, so as not to overwhelm him completely. She said, 'I will be here when you are.'

Uncle Chaim misunderstood. He assured her that if she had no other place to sleep but the studio, it wouldn't be the first time a model or a friend had spent the night on that trundle bed in the far corner. 'Only no peeking at the picture, okay? On your honor as a muse.'

The blue angel looked for a moment as though she were going to smile, but she didn't. 'I will not sleep here, or anywhere on this earth,' she said. 'But you will find me waiting when you come.'

'Oh,' Uncle Chaim said. 'Right. Of course. Fine. But don't change your clothes, okay? Absolutely no changing.' The angel nodded.

When Uncle Chaim got home that night, my Aunt Rifke told my mother on the phone at some length, he was in a state that simply did not register on her long-practiced seismograph of her husband's moods. 'He comes in, he's telling jokes, he eats up everything on the table, we snuggle up, watch a little TV, I can figure the work went well today. He doesn't talk, he's not hungry, he goes to bed early, tosses and tumbles around all night . . . okay, not so good. Thirty-seven years with a person, wait, you'll find out.' Aunt Rifke had been Uncle Chaim's model until they married, and his agent, accountant and road manager ever since.

But the night he returned from beginning his portrait of the angel brought Aunt Rifke a husband she barely recognized. 'Not up, not down, not happy, not not happy, just . . . dazed, I guess that's the best word. He'd start to eat something, then he'd forget about it, wander around the apartment — couldn't sit still, couldn't keep his mind on anything, had trouble even finishing a sentence. One sentence. I tell you, it scared me. I couldn't keep from wondering, is this how it begins? A man starts acting strange, one day to the next, you think about things like that, you know?' Talking about it, even long past the moment's terror, tears still started in her eyes.

Uncle Chaim did tell her that he had been visited by an angel who demanded that he paint her portrait. That Aunt Rifke had no trouble believing, thirty-seven years of marriage to an artist having inured her to certain revelations. Her main concern was how painting an angel might affect Uncle Chaim's working hours, and his daily conduct. 'Like actors, you know, Duvidl? They become the people they're doing, I've seen it over and over.' Also, blasphemous as it might sound, she wondered how much the angel would be paying, and in what currency. 'And saying we'll get a big credit in the next world is not funny, Chaim. Not funny.'

Uncle Chaim urged Rifke to come to the studio the very next day to meet his new model for herself. Strangely, that lady, whom I'd known all my life as a legendary repository of other people's lives, stories and secrets, flatly refused to take him up on the offer. 'I got nothing to wear, not for meeting an angel in. Besides, what would we talk about? No, you just give her my best, I'll make some rugelach.' And she never wavered from that position, except once.

The blue angel was indeed waiting when Uncle Chaim arrived in the studio early the next morning. She had even made coffee in his ancient glass percolator, and was offended when he informed her that it was as thin as rain and tasted like used dishwater. 'Where I come from, no one ever makes coffee,' she returned fire. 'We command it.'

'That's what's wrong with this crap,' Uncle Chaim answered her. 'Coffee's like art, you don't order coffee around.' He waved the angel aside, and set about a second pot, which came out strong enough to widen the angel's eyes when she sipped it. Uncle Chaim teased her—'Don't get stuff like that in the Green Pastures, huh?' — and confided that he made much better coffee than Aunt Rifke. 'Not her fault. Woman was raised on decaf, what can you expect? Cooks like an angel, though.'

The angel either missed the joke or ignored it. She began to resume her pose in the window, but Uncle Chaim stopped her. 'Later, later, the sun's not right. Just stand where you are, I want to do some work on the head.' As I remember, he never used the personal possessive in referring to his models' bodies: it was invariably 'turn the face a little,' 'relax the shoulder,' 'move the foot to the left.' Amateurs often resented it; professionals tended to find it liberating. Uncle Chaim didn't much care either way.