shoulder and a light soprano voice asked, 'Lucas? Is that you?'
He turned, but he didn't have to to know who it was. Everything came back with the voice. 'Catrin,' he said, and turned.
She was smiling, and the smile nearly knocked him off his feet. She was forty-four, ten pounds heavier than in college, a little rounder in the face, but with that fine Welsh skin and wild reddish-blond hair. The last time he'd seen her
'Must be twenty-five years,' she said. She reached out and took his hand, then looked at the attendant and said, 'I paid outside.'
They stepped toward the door, then outside, and Catrin said, 'I've seen you on television.'
Lucas was trying to recover, but recovery was difficult. The last time he'd seen her 'What, uh, what're you doing? Now?'
'I live down in Lake City,' she said. 'You know, on Lake Pepin'
'Married with kids?'
She grinned at him. 'Of course. To a doctor, a family practitioner. Two kids, one of each. James is a sophomore at St. Olaf; Maria's a senior in high school.'
'I've got one, a daughter,' Lucas said. 'Still in elementary school. Her mother and I aren't together anymore.' Never married; no need to make a point of it. A thought occurred to him, and he looked at his watch. 'It's not four o'clock yet. What are you doing out here?'
'A friend died this morning,' she said. Her smile had gone wistful; he thought, for a moment, that she might break down. 'I knew she was going. Tonight. I sort of dressed up for it.'
'Jesus.'
'It was not good. Lung cancer,' she said. 'She never quit smoking. I'm just so, just so'
He patted her on the back. 'Yeah.'
'And where are you going? I don't remember you as an early riser.'
'Got a murder,' he said. He felt that he was staring at her, and that she knew it and was amused. Back when, she'd know exactly what she did to him. The effect, he thought, must have been wired in, because it hadn't changed in twenty-five years.
'Ah.'
'You know the model, Alie'e Maison?'
Her hand went to her mouth in astonishment. 'She was murdered?'
'Strangled.'
'Oh, my God. Here?'
'Minneapolis.'
Catrin looked around the empty gas station pad. 'You're not exactly rushing to thescene of the crime.'
'Five minutes ain't gonna make any difference,' Lucas said. 'She's dead.'
She seemed to step back, though she hadn't moved. She looked up and said, 'You always had a harsh line in you. The cold breath of reality.'
And she'd just seen a friend die, Lucas thought. 'I'm sorry, I didn't mean'
'No, that's okay. That's just Lucas.' She smiled again, took one of his hands in hers, and patted it. 'You better go. Take care of her.'
'Yeah.' He stepped away, stopped. 'You're absolutely gorgeous,' he said. 'You're one of those women who'll be gorgeous when she's ninety.'
'Nice to think so, when you feel the age coming,' she said. She crossed her arms, hugged herself. 'When your friends are dying, andyou feel the age coming on.'
He left, reluctantly, turning his head to watch her walk to her car. The Lincoln. Conservative, upper crust. Well-tended.
Jesus. The last time he'd seen her
His body ran the Porsche through the gears, out to the interstate ramp, down onto I-94 toward the lights of Minneapolis, his eyes intent on the road and the traffic, his mind stuck with Catrin.
The last time he'd seen her she'd been both angry and buck naked, just out of a hot shower, rubbing her hair with a ratty brown bath towel that he'd had stolen from his mothers linen closet. The trouble had started two weeks earlier, at a pickup hockey game on an outdoor rink. Lucas had caught a deliberate elbow in the face, and with blood pouring out of his nose, had gone after the other guyand hadn't stopped quite soon enough. The other guys friends had taken him to a local hospital for some emergency dental work.
Then he'd caught a stick in a regular game, against Duluth. Nothing serious, just a cut and a few stitches. After the match, at an off-campus party, a hassle erupted between a couple of the players and a defensive end from the football team. The hassle had cooled quickly enoughno fightbut Lucas had been ready to jump in, Catrin clutching at him, pulling him off.
She started getting on him: He liked to fight, he enjoyed fighting, he had to look at himself, at what he was doing. Did he think fighting was right? Why'd he hang around with all those silly fuckin' jocks who'd be working down at the car wash as soon as their eligibility ran out? He was smarter than they were, why couldn't he
They'd gone around a few times, and she started again as she got out of the shower. He'd finally had enough and shouted at her: Shut the fuck up. She'd flinched awayshe'd thought he might hit her. That was a shock: Henever would have hit her. He saidso. Then she got on him again.
He walked out of the apartment. Stayed out. Went down and got some ice time. When he came back, a sheet of notebook paper lay on his kitchen counter. She'd scribbled on it, 'Fuck you.'
When he'd tried to call, her roommate said she didn't want to hear from him. He didn't push it: He was practicing all the time, playing, trying to keep his head above water in school. Never went after her. But always remembered her. They'd dated from October through February of his sophomore year. He'd slept with a half- dozen women in his life, but she'd been the first one who seemed to match his interest in sex. Theystudied it together.
Still remembered
He smiled at the thoughtand noticed that the concrete walls of the interstate were a little too blurred. He looked down at the speedometer: one-oh-four. He backed off a bit.
Catrin
Silly Hanson lived in a white-stuccoed house with an orange-tiled roof, across the street from Lake of the Isles, a rich neighborhood of professionally tended landscapes and architect-designed houses from the first half of the twentieth century. A half-dozen police vehicles were piled up at the curb outside Hanson's house. An early- morning blader, who looked too old and bald and fat and way too rich for his skater gear, went by on the lakeside skateway his face turned toward the cluster of cops. The word about the murder would be getting out very soon now. Lucas found a spot by a fire hydrant, parked, nodded at a cop standing by the stoop.
'Beautiful morning,' he said.
'Fuckin' A,' said the cop.
'If I get a ticket'
'You won't get a ticket.'
Lucas went up the steps. A sloppy, overweight homicide cop, wearing an insulated nylon baseball jacket over a white shirt and necktie, was waiting on the porch. His face was tired, but he smiled in relief when he saw Lucas. 'Man, I'm glad you're here.'
'So what happened?' Lucas asked. Two more uniformed cops were standing just inside the door, looking out at them.
'You ain't gonna believe it.' The fat cop's name was Swanson.
'Alie'e Maison got killed,' Lucas said. 'I believe it. Where's the body?'
'It's worse than that,' Swanson said. 'We tried to call you again, but you were out of touch.'
Lucas stopped. 'What happened?'
'When're you gonna start turning on your cell phone?' Swanson was reluctant.
'If I turn on my cell phone, people call on it,' Lucas said. 'So what happened?'
'We were just doing the routine, checking the house, opening doors. You know.' They both knew. Lucas had been on more murder scenes than he could remember, and Swanson had been to more than Lucas had; he'd been a homicide cop when Lucas was still in uniform.
