~ Do you really-?
~ I am tired, Quilan. I have waited for these memories to lose their force over the years and decades and centuries, but they have not. There are places to go, but either I would not be me when I went there, or I would remain myself and so still have my memories. By waiting for them to drop away all this time I have grown into them, and they into me. We have become each other. There is no way back I consider worth taking.
It smiled regretfully and squeezed his hand again.
~ I’ll be leaving everything in good working order, and in good hands. It’ll be a more-or-less seamless transition, and nobody will suffer or die.
~ Won’t people miss you?
~ They’ll have another Hub before too long. I’m sure they’ll take to it, too. But I hope they do miss me a little. I hope they do think well of me.
~ And you’ll be happy?
~ I won’t be happy or unhappy. I won’t be. Neither will you.
It turned more towards him and held out its other hand.
~ Are you ready, Quilan? Will you be my twin in this?
He took its other hand.
~ If you will be my mate.
The avatar closed its eyes.
Time seemed to expand, exploding all around him.
His last thought was that he’d forgotten to ask what had happened to Huyler.
Light shone in the sky above the Bowl.
Kabe, lost in the silence and the darkness, watched the light of the star called Junce as it flickered and then blazed, close enough to the earlier, fading nova of Portisia to all but drown it out.
At his side, Quilan, who had been very quiet and still for some time, suddenly slumped forward in his curl-pad and collapsed to the floor before Kabe could catch him.
“What?” he heard Tersono screech.
The applause was starting.
Breath flowed out of the Chelgrian’s mouth, then he went quite still.
Noises of shock and consternation built up around Kabe, and—as he hunkered down and tried to revive the dead alien creature—another bright, bright light shone above; exactly, precisely overhead.
He called Hub for help but there was no answer.
Space, Time
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— Great Yoleusenive, this is that which was found in the without by the servants of the Hiarankebine six thousand and three hundred beats to aft. It was brought within the world for the inspection of the Hiarankebine, which sends these remains with its esteem and compliments, believing that your self might add to the sum of knowledge with its revered evaluation.
— This form may have been known to the one to whom you address your remarks. Its appearance brings associations, memories. They are old, though. Now beginning is a deep search of our long-term memory archival storage capacity. This will take some time to complete. Let us talk further on the subject before us while said search is taking place.
— Very well. Of interest is that the analysis of the creature’s cellular instruction set indicates that the form in which it appears here is not that with which it was first birthed. A representation of the form it would have according to the original cellular instruction set is shown here:
— That form was once known to us, we are sure, just as this one might have been once known to us. The representation that you have shown here corresponds to the form which is, or was, known as human. Appended to the deep search of our memory archives which was mentioned earlier will be the image that you are showing here. This search has not discovered anything of note thus far. It will take a little longer to complete because of the appendment of the visual image of the human form to it.
— Human. This is interesting to us, though the nature of the interest is historical.
— The creature concerned would appear to have accrued injuries that are not those one would associate with exposure to the conditions which prevail in the without, that is primarily the lack of medium, which absence is commonly termed vacuum, and the associated lack of any temperature save the most negligible.
— Yes. The creature’s neck is not supposed to be of the appearance that one may see here, either in the form shown physically before us or in the form which has been recreated in visual form from the biological assignment array. Similarly, its torso appears to have been forcefully and injuriously opened, while these surfaces seem to have been lacerated.
— The creature has been bitten, gouged and slashed.
— Such are the actions one would most naturally associate with the alterations to the creature’s physiology.
— What is known of these injuries, and in particular what is known of their timing relative to the apprehension of the object from the without?
— It is believed that this damage was incurred very shortly before the creature was expelled from whatever medium-containment artifact it inhabited prior to said expulsion. The various injuries indicate that the creature was in a state not compatible with the continuance of its life—save for immediate and most highly enabled medical assistance—before its expulsion into the without, where it would, naturally, die. The circulatory fluid has sprayed out here, here and here and then frozen subsequently as a result of the low temperatures encountered in the without.
— The frozen nature of the creature as we see it here is as it was when it was found originally, then.
— That is the case. The medium-repelling bubble in which it can be seen to reside was emplaced before its