introduced. But she’d said no. A glossy lifestyle magazine had commissioned her to write eighteen hundred words on the pleasures and perils of downshifting and the deadline was first thing tomorrow.
Hannah hadn’t said whether she’d invited Marc — she hadn’t mentioned him all evening. Otherwise, she’d been more forthcoming than he’d dared to hope. It wasn’t down to alcohol; she’d only drunk sparkling water. He’d learned about Gabrielle’s dodgy past and her fling with Joe Dowling. About the money on her bed, which Dowling had no doubt pocketed when he learned his guest was dead, though nobody would ever prove it. About how Allardyce had avoided being tried for rape. And about how Jean Allardyce must have secretly feared that her husband was a murderer and how her inability to keep silent any longer had cost her life and ultimately her husband’s. It was as though, now that the case had come to an end, Hannah needed to sign it off in her own mind before moving on to the next cold file. Perhaps it was her equivalent of his habit, childish, but satisfying, of typing THE END in bold 24-point capitals whenever he finished a manuscript. He hadn’t expected her to speak so frankly about the investigation and its horrifying climax. Nor had he needed to do more than give the occasional prompt. A remark of his mother’s lodged in his memory; she’d once told him that all women love men to listen to them, really listen to them — because it doesn’t happen often enough. For a long time he’d assumed it was a sideswipe at his father, but in time he’d concluded she might just be right.
Yet he didn’t believe that Hannah would disclose so much merely because he was willing to pay attention. She trusted him to be discreet and he found that flattering, even if he did owe it to the trust she’d had in his father. And, maybe, she enjoyed his company nearly as much as he relished hers. When he’d heard the rifle shot that ended the siege, his stomach had lurched with fear. Allardyce had murdered Jean; he wouldn’t scruple at gunning down a police officer. When the news filtered through that the farmer was dead, he had to restrain himself from punching the air. It wasn’t the right reaction and it certainly wasn’t something he could confess to Hannah. He didn’t want her to misinterpret him, to jump to the conclusion that he wanted something more from her than friendship.
Savouring the last of his wine, he said, ‘That’s one thing Oxford gives you, a love of information. Of course, being a mine of facts and trivia is so much easier than being a man of action.’
‘Believe me, it’s no great shakes being a man of action.’ She sighed. ‘The poor sod who shot Allardyce has been suspended from duty. Routine procedure, but no joke. Neither was being stripped and debriefed. Now he has to wait to see whether the CPS decide to prosecute him for homicide.’
‘Surely they won’t do that?’
‘The smart money says you’re right, but with the CPS, you can never tell. The kindest thing to say is that they move in mysterious ways. The lad’s pretty traumatised, bound to be. He says he fired in self-defence, and who can blame him? Sometimes you have to make your mind up in a split second. He was afraid that Allardyce was going to kill him. Section Three of the Criminal Law Act says that’s a good defence. Even so, you wouldn’t want your whole career to depend on it. That’s the trouble with the laws in this bloody country. Everything’s weighted in favour of the wrongdoer and against the ordinary decent guy just trying to do his job.’
‘You sound like my father. That’s the sort of thing he used to say.’
She bit her lip. ‘Sorry. You think I’m ranting.’
‘Don’t apologise. We’re all allowed a rant every now and then. I can see why you and he got along, that’s what I’m saying.’
‘Yes,’ she said softly. ‘We got along pretty well. I only wish you’d had a chance to get to know him properly.’
‘Thanks to you, I have a clearer picture of what he was like.’
She let a bustling waiter clear their plates and take an order for coffee before saying, ‘And what do you see in the picture?’
‘A mass of contradictions.’
‘Same as the rest of us, then?’
He laughed. ‘Let me try again. No villain could ever bully him, but he let Cheryl twist him round her little finger. He was a highly disciplined officer who kept getting the wrong side of his superiors. An emotional man who bottled things up and never let his feelings show. A rationalist who relaxed by performing magic tricks.’
She smiled. ‘He never did tell me how he managed to transform one playing card into another, however many times I pleaded to be let into the secret. An awkward cuss, that was your dad. And a true friend, a man you could rely on.’
Daniel folded his napkin; much easier than ordering his thoughts. ‘Despite the fact he betrayed his wife and abandoned his family?’
‘I told you. He was racked with guilt, but as for moving away, his take on it was that he sacrificed what he wanted for the good of you and your sister.’
‘Yeah, I still can’t get my head around that.’
‘I’m not pretending it was the shrewdest judgement of all time. He made mistakes, like the rest of us. Picking Cheryl to run off with wasn’t exactly a stroke of genius. Without wishing to be bitchy, he could have done better.’
‘Where Cheryl is concerned,’ he said with a grin, ‘anyone’s allowed to be bitchy.’
‘I suppose she loved him, at least to begin with. But by falling for her, he gave up so much. Your mother wanted him out of her life completely. Gone, finished, never to return. He hated that, but he was terrified that a battle royal would wreck your life and your sister’s. I saw him face danger, many times, and he never flinched, but he wouldn’t put his kids through any more pain. He said you had a wonderful mother, he admired her strength of character. She was more than a match for him. He was only sorry he’d been such a lousy dad.’
At the table next to theirs, a family birthday party was in full voice. Amidst much merriment, a white-haired great-grandmother was flapping leathery hands and pretending to be embarrassed as whooping children urged her to blow out the candles on a huge cake.
Daniel grunted. ‘He should have fought harder.’
‘Maybe, but I can promise you this. If he gave up too easily, it wasn’t for lack of guts.’
‘Come to that, if he’d fought harder with his bosses, maybe the truth about Allardyce would have come out at the time.’
Hannah paused as the old lady’s candles were extinguished with a little help from the younger generation and a couple of waiters led a raucous serenade of ‘Happy Birthday to You’.
‘He did his best,’ she said. ‘Don’t they say that politics is the art of the possible? Well, it’s the same with police work.’
‘His best wasn’t good enough, was it? Sure, Barrie’s death was a lucky break for Allardyce, but if Jean had been interrogated more intensively, she might have admitted that the alibi she gave him was false. How could she bear to keep on sleeping with a man she knew was a murderer?’
‘Women,’ Hannah said softly, ‘will put up with a lot. More, very often, than can possibly make sense.’
‘I still can’t help wondering…’
‘Don’t wonder,’ she said. ‘It’s not a recipe for contentment.’
He wanted to argue, but something in her voice made him hold his tongue. Needing to cool down, he loosened his collar. Candle-light reflected in her eyes as she traced a finger around the rim of her glass.
‘You were complaining earlier on that you couldn’t figure out certain things about the murder,’ she said. ‘Why Allardyce left his wife’s body in the dipper, for instance, instead of burying it out of harm’s way up in the fells before it was found.’
‘He knew you were asking questions about Jean’s whereabouts, but the cover he put on the dipping tank was never going to fool anything but the most casual inspection. Are you suggesting that subconsciously he wanted the corpse to be discovered, that he realised he was losing it?’
‘God knows, Daniel. How do you read the mind of a man like that, even supposing you want to? Your father used to say that a police officer’s case-bag is packed with strange things. Unexplained mysteries, all kinds of… unfinished business.’ She lingered over the last phrase. ‘People talk about life’s rich tapestry, but it’s not always crafted in elaborate satisfying detail. Pieces go missing, odd bits of the pattern seem out of place.’
‘History is like that too. It can’t be wrong to work at making the patterns fit.’
‘Not so long as you don’t treat detective work as a guessing game or a lottery. To make a charge stick, you need evidence strong enough to convince the court.’
‘Which doesn’t arise here. The accused is dead. Like Barrie Gilpin.’
