we must council. So I shall gather the proper materials, say the chants, and light the sacred fire. Then, together, we'll decide our future.'
Chapter 11
The common hut was empty and cool, and smelled of smoke, ash, and sweat. Sunbright used a chicken wing to sweep the fire pit radially. Knucklebones squatted on her heels and watched. 'You're fussy as a nursemaid,' she said.
The shaman smoothed dirt, moved tiny stones, and said, 'The fire must be laid just so, with the lines matching the compass and the tip pointing to the Sled, our northernmost star. Shamans are fussy. Ask my mother, who lived with one.'
The one-eyed thief frowned as he trickled grass in a triangular pattern, and gradually built a cone. 'What I mean is, you take this shaman role seriously,' she said. 'I thought a shaman was just a priest. That you just went through the motions to keep the congregation happy.'
'That's a cynical view,' he muttered absently. He formed a tiny cone of twigs. 'I wish we had blue sweet- grass and not just straw, but it must do.'
'I'm not cynical!' she snapped. 'Well, perhaps a little. But this mumbo-jumbo-you're just making it up, aren't you? To keep people occupied?'
He stopped, put down his collection of herbs and sticks. 'Yes and no,' he told her. 'Yes, I'm making much of it up. I remember some of my father's invocations, saw a little of what Owldark did, but no, I never had real shaman training. But there's no one to teach me, so I perform as best I can, and improvise the rest. The gods don't mind as long as you're sincere.'
Knucklebones cocked one pointed eyebrow, and said, 'Isn't it presumptuous to speak for the gods?'
Sunbright sighed, and straightened his tiny fire cone with blunt fingers. 'I don't claim to speak for the gods,' he said. 'If they send me visions and advice, I'll pass it on. I might make mistakes, but someone must be shaman, and I'm chosen by the blood of my forebears and by happenstance. And the gods know our tribe needs help.'
'What about me?'
'Hunh?' Sunbright grunted, rocking back on his heels. Sunlight from the open doorway danced with dust motes from his sweeping. Knucklebones's face was hard to see in the shadows, but he knew she was unhappy. 'What do you mean? You're my woman, I'm your man. We are together.'
'Together with your tribe. I feel like an outsider. I am an outsider! I share no blood with these people, and now you're wrapped up in caring for your tribe, which is a giant family with old jokes and stories and songs I don't know.'
Sunbright felt a pang at the hurt in her voice. 'It's no different than when you had a tribe in the sewers,' he said. 'Mother and Ox and Rolon and them.'
'They're dead, and the children scattered to the winds. My tribe was destroyed! How would you feel if that happened to you?'
Confused by her feminine switches in logic, Sunbright could only reach out and cuddle her close. He felt a tear on his bare shoulder, patted her back like a child's, and said, 'I'd feel alone and sad, as I felt when my tribe was lost, but you were kind and stayed with me, even when I was bitter and afraid and angry.'
'Yes, I did,' she sniffled. 'Because I love you.'
'Yes, and I love you. Do you feel alone and afraid?'
'I don't…' She pulled back to see his face, held it in her small, calloused hands with the many scars, and told him, 'I'm not lonely when I'm with you, but suddenly you're not with me. You're either arguing with your tribesfolk, or lost in dreamland. I'm alone.'
The shaman hugged her, and she squeezed his ribs. 'I love you, Knuckle' ' he told her softly. 'I must help my tribe, but I'll try to keep you close. That's the best I can offer.'
'It's enough,' she breathed in his ear. 'Just don't forget me.'
They were quiet a while, until, finally, Sunbright said, 'I must start this fire. And I need you to leave.'
Her single dark eye flashed at this new betrayal.
Sheepishly, he offered, 'I must be alone for the ceremony. There are prayers to Jannath and Amaunator and such. And the fire must be lit at noon, and if the first spark doesn't take I need to wait another day. It's…'
'Fussy,' the thief supplied. 'Very well. I'll wait with your mother. She'll understand, having been a shaman's wife.'
An hour later, Sunbright threw aside the rotted hide over the door, cupped his hands, and warbled an ancient cry: 'To council! To council! All adults, to council!'
Knucklebones rose from the shade where she'd waited, and smiled at his grin. The shaman gestured with a sooty hand at folks converging from all around.
'Look!' Sunbright beamed. 'They've waited all morning to council and talk. To discuss the future and what we should do. It's like zombies rising from their graves to find new life. There's just one thing, though-I need to find us a direction.'
The thief squinted at his clouded face, and asked, 'Direction for what?'
Sunbright moved aside to let villagers enter the common house. He cast his eyes over the rocky dunes, the brown mountainside, the shabby town in the distance, and the winking sea. 'Where we should go,' he answered. 'No matter what, we can't stay here. I need to seek a vision.'
Now the thief frowned. 'Isn't that how you lost Whatshisname?' she asked. 'Owlfluff?'
'Owldark. Yes. He went into the wasteland to find a new direction, and found only death. Yet I must follow, for we need the truth.'
'Fine.' Knucklebones shifted her belt on her hips, tugged her silver-wrapped pommel around, and said, 'I'll go with you.'
'No. A shaman always makes a vision quest alone. Dangerous or not. He needs to escape from distractions to hear the whispers of the gods…'
His vision grew distant as he stared at the Channel Mountains running off to the south. He didn't see Knucklebones reach into a flat pocket, slip on her brass knuckledusters, and ball her fists. She cooed, 'Sunbright… If you can change and improvise customs, so can I.'
And hauling back knotty arms, she slammed him in the breadbasket hard, four times in four seconds. Sunbright gasped, clasped his stomach, and doubled over retching.
Knucklebones cooed over his wheezing, 'New rule. From now on, a shaman making a vision quest may take one companion to see he doesn't fall headfirst into a hole to be eaten by weasels. How's that sound?'
Sunbright couldn't straighten, but gasped, 'I suppose… the gods… won't object…'
'Good.' She kissed his horsetail and sashayed off, saying, 'I'll go pack.'
Dreaming, Sunbright flew.
He spiraled upward from the wastelands. Yellow rock and sand merged with green-brown mountains in the west, grasslands in the east and south, the silver-white sea in the north. His tribe's wretched camp was no more than an anthill, a smear of sticks amidst rocks. In a hollow of the Anchor, he saw broken shells in the nest of a bald eagle. Nimble chamois jumped along a sheer slope. A whale spouted in the sea, blew spray onto a boat with slanted sails. A mule train plodded across the plains, a small dog yapped after bounding antelope. Buzzards flapped lazily over Patrician Peak, riding the updrafts.
As he rose higher, he saw into the depths of the fetid Myconid Forest at the foot of the Channel Mountains, where fungusmen with stone spears tracked a lazy giant lizard across a swamp. He heard the dinosaur hoot in disdain. Beyond the mountains, in the Marsh of Simplicity, he saw fishermen spook ducks from the water with slapping sticks so the birds plowed into hidden nets and squawked. A girl caught a salmon from a rotting dock, and it almost yanked her into the water before she landed it. In a shipyard in Zenith, two fire giants caulked a careened boat with thunderous mauls. Orcs left the forest near the Nauseef Flow and crept toward a cabin where peasants tilled turnips. In the Columns of the Sky, two rams butted heads until one tumbled into a snowy crevasse. An elven couple made love in a glade near the head of the Gillan River. On the tundra, gaunt reindeer cropped moss along a
