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'No,' Granny said. 'Don't you see I have got about all I can look after now?'

'Then you stay here and lemme go,' Louvinia said. 'I'll git urn back.'

'No,' Granny said. 'I'll be all right. I shall inquire until I find Colonel Dick, and then we will load the chest in the wagon and Loosh can lead the mules and we will come back home.'

Then Louvinia began to act just like Uncle Buck Mc-Caslin did the morning we started to Memphis. She stood there holding to the wagon wheel and looked at Granny from under Father's old hat, and began to holler. 'Don't you waste no time on colonels or noth­ing!' she hollered. 'You tell them niggers to send Loosh to you, and you tell him to get that chest and them mules, and then you whup him!' The wagon was moving now; she had turned loose the wheel, and

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she walked along beside it, hollering at Granny: 'Take that pairsawl and wear hit out on him!'

'All right,' Granny said. The wagon went on; we passed the ash pile and the chimneys standing up out of it; Ringo and I found the insides of the big clock too. The sun was just coming up, shining back on the chim­neys; I could still see Louvinia between them, standing in front of the cabin, shading her eyes with her hand to watch us. Joby was still standing behind her, holding the musket barrel. They had broken the gates clean off; and then we were in the road. 'Don't you want me to drive?' I said. 'I'll drive,' Granny said. 'These are borrowed horses.'

'Case even Yankee could look at um and tell they couldn't keep up with even a walking army,' Ringo said. 'And I like to know how anybody can hurt this team lessen he ain't got strength enough to keep um from laying down in the road and getting run over with they own wagon.'

We drove until dark, and camped. By sunup we were on the road again. 'You better let me drive a while,' I said.

'I'll drive,' Granny said. 'I was the one who bor­rowed them.'

'You can tote this pairsawl a while, if you want some­thing to do,' Ringo said. 'And give my arm a rest.' I took the parasol and he laid down in the wagon and put his hat over his eyes. 'Call me when we gitting nigh to Hawkhurst,' he said, 'so I can commence to look out for that railroad you tells about.'

That was how he travelled for the next six days— lying on his back in the wagon bed with his hat over his eyes, sleeping, or taking his turn holding the parasol over Granny and keeping me awake by talking of the railroad which he had never seen though I had seen it that Christmas we spent at Hawkhurst. That's how Ringo and I were. We were almost the same age, and Father always said that Ringo was a little smarter than I was, but that didn't count with us, anymore than the differ­ence hi the color of our skins counted. What counted was, what one of us had done or seen that the other

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had not, and ever since that Christmas I had been ahead of Ringo because I had seen a railroad, a locomotive. Only I know now it was more than that with Ringo, though neither of us were to see the proof of my belief for some time yet and we were not to recognise it as such even then. It was as if Ringo felt it too and that the railroad, the rushing locomotive which he hoped to see symbolised it—the motion, the impulse to move which had already seethed to a head among his people, darker than themselves, reasonless, following and seek­ing a delusion, a dream, a bright shape which they could not know since there was nothing in their heritage, noth­ing in the memory even of the old men to tell the others. 'This is what we will find'; he nor they could not have known what it was yet it was there—one of those im­pulses inexplicable yet invincible which appear among races of people at intervals and drive them to pick up and leave all security and familiarity of earth and home and start out, they don't know where, emptyhanded, blind to everything but a hope and a doom.

We went on; we didn't go fast. Or maybe it seemed slow because we had got into a country where nobody seemed to live at all; all that day we didn't even see a house. I didn't ask and Granny didn't say; she just sat there under the parasol with Mrs. Compson's hat on and the horses walking and even our own dust moving ahead of us; after a while even Ringo sat up and looked around.

'We on the wrong road,' he said. 'Ain't even nobody live here, let alone pass here.'

But after a while the hills stopped, the road ran out flat and straight; and all of a sudden Ringo hollered, 'Look out! Here they come again to git these uns!' We saw it, too, then—a cloud of dust away to the west, moving slow —too slow for men riding—and then the road we were on ran square into a big broad one running straight on into the east, as the railroad at Hawkhurst did when Granny and T were there that Christmas before the war; all of a sudden I remembered it.

'This is the road to Hawkhurst,' I said. But Ringo was not listening; he was looking at the dust, and the

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wagon stopped now with the horses' heads hanging and our dust overtaking us again and the big dust cloud coming slow up in the west.

'Can't you see urn coming?' Ringo hollered. 'Get on away from here!'

'They ain't Yankees,' Granny said. 'The Yankees have already been here.' Then we saw it, too—a burned house like ours, three chimneys standing above a mound of ashes, and then we saw a white woman and a child looking at us from a cabin behind them. Granny looked at the dust cloud, then she looked at the empty broad road going on into the east. 'This is the way,' she said. We went on. It seemed like we went slower than ever now, with the dust cloud behind us and the burned houses and gins and thrown-down feuues on either side, and the white women and children—we never saw a nigger at all—watching us from the nigger cabins where they lived now like we lived at home; we didn't stop. 'Poor folks,' Granny said. 'T wish we had enough to share with them.'

At sunset we drew off the road and camped; Ringo was looking back. 'Whatever hit is, we done went off and left hit,' he said. 'I don't see no dust.' We slept in the wagon this time, all three of us. I don't know what time it was, only that all of a sudden I was awake. Granny was already sitting up in the wagon, I could see her head against the branches and the stars. All of a sudden all three of us were sitting up in the wagon, listening. They were coming up the road* It sounded like about fifty of them; we could hear the feet hurrying, and a kind of panting murmur. It was not singing ex­actly; it was not that loud. It was just a sound, a breath­ing, a kind of gasping, murmuring chant and the feet whispering fast in the deep dust. I could hear women, too, and then all of a sudden I