you say, Ralph?”
“Hmm?” Ralph drew his gaze away from the newspaper reader’s pinky-ring
???? with an effort. 'I don’t know was talking? I guess I asked you what
???? hyper-reality is.”
???? 'Heightened sensory awareness,” Wyzer said. 'Like taking an LSD trip
???? without having to ingest any chemicals.”
“Oh,” Ralph said, watching as the bright gray-blue aura began to form complicated runic patterns on the nail of the finger Wyzer was using to mash up crumbs. At first they looked like letters written in frost… then sentences written in fog… then odd, gasping faces.
He blinked and they were gone.
“Ralph? You still there?” remedies don’t work “Sure, you bet.
But listen, Joe-if the folk drugs and the stuff in Aisle 3 doesn’t work and the prescription could actually make things worse instead of better, what does that leave? Nothing, right?”
“You going to eat the rest of that?” Wyzer said, pointing at Ralph’s plate, Chilly gray-blue light drifted off the tip of his finger like Arabic letters written in dry-ice vapor.
“Nope. I’m full. Be my guest.”
Wyzer pulled Ralph’s plate to him. “Don’t give up so fast,” he said.
“I want you to come back to the pharm with me so I can give you a couple of business cards. My advice, as your friendly neighborhood drug-pusher, is that you give these guys a try.”
“What guys?” Ralph watched, fascinated, as Wyzer opened his mouth to receive the last bite of pie. Each of his teeth was lit with a fierce gray glow. The fillings in his molars glowed like tiny suns.
The fragments of crust and apple filling on his tongue crawled with
(lucid Ralph lucid)
light. Then Wyzer closed his mouth to chew, and the glow was gone.
(I James Roy Hong and Anthony Forbes. Hong is an acupuncturist with offices on Kansas Street. Forbes is a hypnotist with a place over on the east side- Hesser Street, I think. And before you yell quack-” I’m not going to yell quack,” Ralph said quietly. His hand rose to touch the Magic Eye, which he was still wearing under his shirt.
“Believe me, I’m not.”
“Okay, good. My advice is that you try Hong first. The needles look scary, but they only hurt a little, and he’s got something going there.
I don’t know what the hell it is or how it works, but I do know that when I went through a bad patch two winters ago, he helped me a lot. Forbes is also good-so I’ve heard-but Hong’s my pick. He’s busy as hell, but I might be able to help you them.
What do you say?”
Ralph saw a bright gray glow, no thicker than a thread, slip from the corner of Wyzer’s eye and slide down his cheek like a supernatural tear. It decided him. “I say let’s go.”
Wyzer clapped him on the shoulder. “Good man! Let’s pay LIP and get out of here.” He produced a quarter. “Flip you for the check?”
Halfway back to the pharmacy, Wyzer stopped to look at a poster which had been put up in the window of an empty storefront between the Rite Aid and the diner. Ralph only glanced at it. He had seen it before, in the window of Secondhand Rose, Secondhand Clothes.
“Wanted for murder,” Wyzer marvelled. “People have lost all goddam sense of perspective, do you know it?”
“Yes,” Ralph said. “If we had tails, I think most of us would spend all day chasing them and trying to bite them off.”
“The poster’s bad enough,” Wyzer said this!” He was pointing at something beside the poster, something which had been written in the dirt which coated the outside of the empty display window. Ralph leaned close to read the short message. KILL THIS CUNT, it said.
Below the words was an arrow pointing at the left hand photo of Susan Day.
“Jesus,” Ralph said quietly.
“Yeah,” Wyzer agreed. He pulled a handkerchief from his back pocket and wiped away the message, leaving in Place of the words a bright silvery fan-shape which Ralph knew only he could see.
“but look at He followed Wyzer to the rear of the pharmacy and stood in the doorway of an office not much bigger than a public-toilet cubicle while Wyzer sat on the only piece of furniture-a high stool that would have looked at home in Ebenezer Scrooge’s counting-house and phoned the office of James Roy Heng, acupuncturist. Wyzer pushed the phone’s speaker button so Ralph could follow the conversation.
Hong’s receptionist (someone named Audra, who seemed to know Wyzer on a basis a good deal warmer than a merely professional one) at first said Dr. Hong could not possibly see a new patient until after Thanksgiving. Ralph’s shoulders slumped. Wyzer raised an open palm in his direction-wait a minute, Ralph-and then proceeded to talk Audra into finding (mr perhaps creating) an opening for Ralph in early october. That was almost a month away, but a lot better than Thanksgiving.
“Thanks, Audra,” Wyzer said. “We still on for dinner tonight?”
“Yes,” she said. “Now turn off the damned speaker, Joe-I have something that’s for your ears only.”
Wyzer did it, listened, laughed until tears-to Ralph they looked like gorgeous liquid pearls-stood in his eyes. Then he smooched twice into the phone and hung up.
“You’re all set,” he said, handing Ralph a small white card with the time and date of the appointment written on the back. “October fourth, not great, but really the best she could do. Audra’s good people,”
“It’s fine.”
“Here’s Anthony Forbes’s card, in case you want to call him in the interim.”
“Thanks,” Ralph said, taking the second card. “I owe you.”
“The only thing you owe Me is a return visit SO I can find out how it went. I’m concerned, There are doctors who won’t prescribe anything for insomnia, you know. They like to say that no one ever died from lack of sleep, but I’m here to tell you that’s crap.”
Ralph supposed this news should have frightened him, but he felt pretty steady, at least for the time being. The auras had gone away-the bright gray gleams in Wyzer’s eyes as he’d laughed at whatever Hong’s receptionist had said had been the last. He was starting to think they had just been a mental fugue brought on by a combination of extreme tiredness and Wyzer’s mention of hyper-reality. There was another reason for feeling good-he now had an appointment with a man who had helped this man through a similar bad patch.
Ralph thought he’d let Hong stick needles into him until he looked like a porcupine if the treatment allowed him to sleep until the sun came up.
And there was a third thing: the gray auras hadn’t actually been scary. They had been sort of… interesting.
“'People die from lack of sleep all the time,” Wyzer was saying, although the medical examiner usually ends up writing suicide on the cause-of-death line, rather than insomnia. Insomnia and alcoholism have a lot in common, but the major thing is this: they’re both diseases of the heart and mind, and when they’re allowed to run their course they usually gut the spirit long before they’re able to destroy the body. So yeah-people do die from lack of sleep. This is a dangerous time for you, and you have to take care of yourself.
If you start to feel really wonky, call Litchfield Do you hear me?
Don’t stand on ceremony. Ralph grimaced. “I think I’d be more apt to call you.”
Wyzer nodded as if he had absolutely expected this. “The number under Hong’s is mine,” he said.
Surprised, Ralph looked down at the card again. There was a second number there, marked J.W.
Wyzer said. “Really. You won’t disturb my wife; we’ve been divorced since 1983.”
Ralph tried to speak and found he couldn’t. All that came out was a choked, meaningless little sound. He swallowed hard, trying to clear the obstruction in his throat.
Wyzer saw he was struggling and clapped him on the back. “No bawling in the store, Ralph-it scares away the big spenders. You want a Kleenex?”
“No, I’m okay.” His voice was slightly watery, but audible and mostly under control.
Wyzer cast a critical eye on him. “Not yet, but you will be.”
Wyzer’s big hand swallowed Ralph’s once more, and this time Ralph didn’t worry about it. “For the time being, try to relax. And remember to be grateful for the sleep you do get.”
“Okay. Thanks again.”
Wyzer nodded and walked back to the prescription counter.
Ralph walked back down Aisle 3, turned left at the formidable condom display, and went out through a door with THANK YOU FOR SHOPPING AT RITE AID decaled above the push-bar. At first he thought there was nothing unusual about the fierce brightness that made him squint his eyes almost shut-it was midday, after all, and perhaps the drugstore had been a little darker than he had realized.
Then he opened his eyes wide again, and his breath came to a dead stop in his throat.
A look of thunderstruck amazement spread over his face. It was the expression an explorer might wear when, after pushing his way through just one more nondescript tangle of bushes, he finds himself looking at some fabulous lost city or brain-busting geological feature-a cliff of diamonds, perhaps, or a spiral waterfall, Ralph shrank back against the blue mailbox standing to one side of the drugstore’s entrance, still not breathing, his eyes shuttling jerkily from left to right as the brain behind them tried to understand the wonderful and terrible news it was receiving.
The auras were back, but that was a little like saying Hawaii was a place where you didn’t have to wear your overcoat. This time the light was everywhere, fierce and flowing, strange and beautiful.
Ralph had had only one experience in his entire life which was remotely similar to this. During the summer of 1941, the year he’d turned eighteen, he’d been riding his thumb from Derry to his uncle’s place in Poughkeepsie, New York, a distance of about four hundred miles. An early-evening thunderstorm at the end of his second day on the road had sent him scurrying for the nearest available shelter-a decrepit barn swaying drunkenly at the end of a long hayfield. He had spent more of that day walking than riding, and had fallen soundly asleep in one of the barn’s long-abandoned horse stalls even before the thunder had stopped blasting the sky overhead.
He’d awakened at mid-morning the next day after a solid fourteen hours of sleep and had looked around in utter wonder, not even sure, in those first few moments, where he was. He only knew it was some dark, sweet-smelling place, and that the world above and on all sides of him had been split open with brilliant seams of light.
Then he had remembered taking shelter in the barn, and it came to him that this strange vision had been caused by the cracks in the barn’s walls and roof
