plastic oxygen. mask over her mouth and nose.
Above the mask, her glazed eyes bulged sightlessly from their sockets.
Below it, her throat had been opened in a wide, ragged smile. The bedclothes and the bosom of the woman’s nightgown were drenched with blood. Not far away, lying on the floor, was the facedown corpse of another woman-the companion. Marching up the back of this second woman’s pink flannel nightgown were half a dozen stab-wounds, made by the points of Doc #1’s scissors. And, Ralph knew, if you raised the nightgown for a closer look, each would look a lot like the wound under his own arm… like the sort of oversized period made by children just learning to print.
Ralph tried to blink the grisly vision away. It wouldn’t go. He felt dull pain in his hands and saw he had closed them into tight fists; the nails were digging into his palms. He forced his hands open and clamped them on his thighs. Now the eye in his mind saw the woman in the pink nightgown twitching slightly-she was still alive. But maybe not for long. Almost certainly not for long unless these two oafs decided to try something a little more productive than just standing on the stoop and taking turns knocking or Jazzing the doorbell.
“Come on, you guys Ralph said, squeezing at his thighs. “Come on, come on, let’s get with it, what do you say?”
You know the things you’re seeing are all in your head, don’t -you?
he asked himself uneasily. I mean, there might be a couple of women living dead over there, sure, there might be, but you don’t know that, right? It’s not like the auras, or the tracks…
No, it wasn’t like the auras or the tracks, and yes, he did know that. He also knew that no one was answering the door over there at 86 Harris Avenue, and that did not bode well for Bill McGovern’s old Carriville schoolmate. He hadn’t seen any blood on the scissors in Doc #1’s hand, but given the iffy quality of the old Zeiss-ikon binocs, that didn’t prove much. Also, the guy could have wiped them clean before leaving the house. The thought had no more than crossed Ralph’s mind before his imagination added a bloody handtowel lying beside the dead companion in the pink nightgown.
“Come on, you two!” Ralph cried in a low voice. “Jesus Christ, you gonna stand there all night?” More headlights splashed up Harris Avenue. The new arrival was an unmarked Ford sedan with a flashing red dashboard bubble. The man who got out was wearing plain clothes-gray poplin windbreaker and blue knitted watchcap. Ralph had maintained momentary hopes that the newcomer would turn out to be John Leydecker, even though Leydecker had told him he wouldn’t be coming on until noon, but he didn’t have to check with the binoculars to make sure it wasn’t.
This man was much slimmer, and wearing a dark mustache.
Cop #2 went down the walk to meet him while Chris-orjess Nell went around the corner of Mrs. Locher’s house.
One of those pauses which the movies so conveniently edit out then ensued. Cop #2 reholstered his gun. He and the newly arrived detective stood at the foot of Mrs. Locher’s stoop, apparently talking and glancing at the closed door every now and then. Once the uniformed cop took a step or two in the direction Nell had gone. The detective reached out, grasped his arm, detained him. They talked some more.
Ralph clutched his upper thighs tighter and made a small, frustrated noise in his throat.
A few minutes crawled by, and then everything happened at once in that confusing, overlapping, inconclusive way with which emergency situations seem to develop. Another police car arrived (Mrs. Locher’s house and those neighboring it on the right and left were now bathed in streaks of comforting red and yellow light). Two more uniformed cops got out of it, opened the trunk, and removed a bulky contraption that looked to Ralph like a portable torture device.
He believed this gadget was known as the Jaws of Life. Following the huge storm in the spring of 1985, a storm which had resulted in the deaths of more than two hundred people-many of whom had been trapped and drowned in their cars-Derry’s schoolchildren had mounted a penny-drive to buy one.
As the two new cops were carrying the Jaws of Life across the sidewalk, the front door of the house on the uphill side of Mrs, Locher’s opened and the Eberlys, Stan and Georgina, stepped out onto their stoop. They wore matching his n hers bathrobes, and Stan’s gray hair was standing up in wild tufts that made Ralph think of Charlie Pickering. He raised the binoculars, scanned their curious, excited faces briefly, then put them back in his lap again.
The next vehicle to appear was an ambulance from Derry Home Hospital.
Like the police cars which had already arrived, its howler was off in deference to the hour, but it had a full roofrack of red lights, and they were strobing wildly. To Ralph, the developments across the street looked like a scene from one of his beloved Dirty Harry movies, only with the sound turned off.
The two cops got the jaws of Life halfway across the lawn and then dropped it. The detective in the windbreaker and the watchcap turned to them and raised his hands to shoulder-level, palms out, as if to say What did you think you were going to do with that thing?
Break down the goddam door with it? At the same second, Officer Nell came back around the house. He was shaking his head.
The detective in the watchcap abruptly turned, brushed past Nell and his partner, mounted the steps, raised one foot, and kicked in May Locher’s front door. He paused to unzip his jacket, probably to free access to his gun, and then walked in without looking back.
Ralph felt like applauding.
Nell and his partner looked at each other uncertainly, then followed the detective up the steps and through the door. Ralph leaned forward even farther in his chair, now close enough to the window for his nostrils to make little fog-roses on the glass.
Three men, their white hospital pants looking orange in the glare of the hi-intensity streetlamps, got out of the ambulance. One of them opened the rear doors and then all three of them simply stood there, hands in jacket pockets, waiting to see if they would be needed. The two cops who had carried the jaws of Life halfway across Mrs. Locher’s lawn looked at each other, shrugged, picked it up, and began carrying it back toward their cruiser again. There were several large divots in the lawn where they had dropped it. just let her be okay, that’s all, Ralph thought. just let her-and anyone who was in the house with her-be okay.
The detective appeared in the doorway again, and Ralph’s heart sank as he motioned to the men standing at the rear of the ambulance.
Two of them removed a stretcher with a collapsible undercarriage; the third remained where he was. The men with the stretcher went up the walk and into the house at a smart pace, but they did not run, and when the orderly who had remained behind produced a pack of cigarettes and lit one, Ralph knew-suddenly, completely, and with no doubts-that May Locher was dead.
Stan and Georgina Eberly walked to the low line of hedge which separated their front yard from Mrs. Locher’s. They had put their arms around each other’s waist, and to Ralph they looked like the Bobbsey Twins grown old and fat and frightened.
Other neighbors were also coming out, either awakened by the silent convergence of emergency lights or because the telephone net work along this little stretch of Harris Avenue was already beginning to operate. Most of the people Ralph saw were old (“We. goldenagers,” Bill McGovern liked to call them… always with that small satirical lift of the eyebrow, of course), men and women whose rest was fragile and easily broken at the best of times. He suddenly realized that Ed, Helen, and Baby Natalie had been the youngest people between here and the Extension… and now the Deepneaus were gone.
I could go down there, he thought. I’dfit right in. Just another one of Bill’s golden-agers.
Except he couldn’t. His legs felt like bunches of teabags held together by weak twists of string, and he was quite sure that if he tried to get up, he would go flopping bonelessly to the floor. So he sat and watched from his window, watched the play develop below him on the stage which had always been empty at this hour before… except for the occasional walk-through by Rosalie, that was. It was a play he had produced himself, with a single anonymous telephone call. He watched the orderlies re-emerge with the stretcher, this time moving more slowly because of the sheeted figure which had been strapped to it. Warring streaks of blue and red light flickered over that sheet, and the shapes of legs, hips, arms, neck, and head beneath it.
Ralph was suddenly plunged back into his dream. He saw his wife under the sheet-not May Locher but Carolyn Roberts, and at any moment her head would split open and the black bugs, the ones which had grown fat on the meat of her diseased brain, would begin to boil out.
Ralph raised the heels of his palms to his eyes. Some soundsome inarticulate sound of grief and rage, horror and weariness escaped him.
He sat that way for a long time, wishing he had never seen any of this and hoping blindly that if there really as a tunnel, he would not be required to enter it after all. The auras were strange and beautiful, but there was not enough beauty in all of them to ’able dream in which he had make up for one moment of that tern discovered his wife buried below the high-tide line, not enough beauty to make up for the dreary horror of his lost, wakeful nights, or the sight of that sheeted figure being rolled out of the house across the street.
It was a lot more than just wishing that the play was over; as he sat there with the heels of his palms pressing against the lids of his closed eyes, he wanted all of it to be over-all of it. For the first time in his twenty-five thousand days of life, Ralph Roberts found himself wishing he were dead.
CHAPTER 9
There was a movie poster, probably picked up at one of the local video stores for a buck or three, on the wall of the cubbyhole which served Detective John Leydecker as an office. It showed Dumbo the elephant cruising along with his magical ears outstretched. A headshot of Susan Day had been pasted over Dumbo’s face, carefully cut to allow for the trunk. On the cartoon landscape below, someone had drawn a signpost which read DERRY 250.
“Oh, charming,” Ralph said.
Leydecker laughed. “Not very politically correct, is it?”
“I think that’s an understatement,” Ralph said, wondering what Carolyn would have made of the poster-wondering what Helen would make of it, for that matter. It was quarter of two on an overcast, chilly Monday afternoon, and he and Leydecker had just come across from the Derry County Courthouse, where Ralph had given his statement about his encounter with Charlie Pickering the div before. He had been questioned by an assistant district attorney who looked to Ralph as if he might be ready to start shaving in another year or two.
Leydecker had accompanied him as promised, sitting in the corner of the assistant d.a.'s office and saying nothing. His promise to buy Ralph a cup of coffee turned out to be mostly a figure of speechthe evil-looking brew had come from the Silex in the corner of the cluttered second-floor Police Headquarters dayroom, Ralph sipped cautiously at his and was relieved to find it tasted a little better than it looked.
“Sugar? Cream?” Leydecker asked. “Gun to shoot it with?”
Ralph smiled and shook his head. “Tastes fine… although it’d probably be a mistake to trust my judgement. I cut back to two cups a day last summer, and now it all tastes pretty good to me,”
“Like me with cigarettes-the less I smoke, the better they taste.
Sin’s a bitch.” Leydecker took out his little tube of toothpicks, shook one out, and stuck it in the corner of his mouth. Then he put his own cup on top of his computer terminal, went over to the Dumbo poster, and began to lever out the thumbtacks which held the corners.
“Don’t do it on my account,” Ralph said. “It’s your office.”
“Wrong.” Leydecker pulled the carefully scissored photo of Susan Day off the poster, balled it up, tossed it in the wastebasket. Then he began to roll the poster itself into a tight little cylinder.
