The Dance of Time

It was not an idle question. By now, a lot closer to the age of forty than thirty, Antonina had come to know herself very well. Her mind did not work the same way as her husband's. Belisarius was a calculator; a man who considered all the angles of a problem before deciding how he would handle it. Antonina, on the other hand, reached her conclusions through more mysterious, instinctive ways.

This was not the first time in her life she'd awakened in the morning, flush with the satisfaction of having come to a decision during her sleep. And if Belisarius sometimes shook his head wryly over the matter, Antonina remained serene in the knowledge that her way of handling such difficult business was so much easier than her husband's.

A servant entered, after politely coughing to announce her arrival. The woman didn't knock, for the simple reason that the Ta'akha Maryam had very few doors-and knocking on the thick walls of the entrance would be akin to rapping on a granite cliff.

'The aqabe tsentsen wishes an audience.'

Antonina grinned. She really was in a good mood.

'I'll bet he didn't put it that way.'

The servant rolled her eyes. 'So rude, he is! No, Lady, he did not. He-ah. .'

Antonina slid from under the thick coverings and scampered toward her wardrobe against the far wall. Her haste was not caused by any concern for keeping Ousanas waiting, it was simply due to the cold.

'He told you to roll the lazy Roman slut out of bed.' Still grinning, Antonina removed her night clothes and began dressing for the day.

'Well. He didn't call you a slut. Lazy Roman, yes.'

Ousanas was waiting impatiently in the salon of her suite.

'About time,' he grumbled. He gave her figure a quick look, up and down. 'How does it take so long to put on such simple garments? By now-almost mid-morning-I expected to see you bedecked in jewels and feathers.'

Antonina turned her head and looked out a window. The sun had just barely cleared the rim of Mai Qoho, the great hill to the east of Ethiopia's capital.

'If this is 'mid-morning,' I'd love to see your definition of 'dawn.' ' She moved to a nearby settee and sat down. 'Oh, leave off, Ousanas. Whatever brought you here at this unfit hour, it can't be that urgent.'

She pointed to a nearby chair. 'Sit, will you?'

Ousanas sneered at the chair. Then, folded himself onto the carpet in a lotus position. Ever since he'd traveled to India with Belisarius, he claimed that awkward-looking posture was a great aid to thought-even if he'd have no truck with the ridiculous Indian notions concerning philosophy.

'That depends on how you define 'urgent.' Antonina, we must resolve the succession problem. Soon. Garmat's agents are telling him that the Arabs in the Hijaz are getting restive, especially in Mecca. And, especially, of course, the Quraysh tribe.'

Antonina pursed her lips. 'What about the Ethiopians themselves? Not to be crude about it, Ousanas, but so long as it's only the Arabs who are 'restive,' there's really not much they can do about it. Militarily speaking, at least.'

'To be sure. The regiments of Axum can suppress any combination of Arabs, even with much of the army in India. But neither I nor Garmat is worried about an actual rebellion. What we are concerned with is the erosion of trade. Things had been going very well, in that regard, until the news of Eon's death arrived. Now. .'

He shrugged. 'All the Arab merchants and traders had thought the situation secure for them, with Eon married to a princess of the Quraysh and the succession running through his half-Arab son. But with a babe for a prince and a young girl for a widowed regent queen, they are fretting more and more that the dynasty will be overthrown by Ethiopians. Who will impose a new dynasty that will return the Arabs to their earlier servitude.'

Antonina grimaced. 'In other words, the Axumites are reasonably content with the situation but the Arabs don't believe it, and because they don't believe it there'll be more and more trouble, which will start making the Axumites angry.'

The aqabe tsentsen nodded curtly. 'Yes. We really can't postpone this matter, Antonina. The longer we wait, the worse it will get. We need to assure everyone that the dynasty is stable.'

'More than 'stable,' ' Antonina mused. 'Those Arab merchants-the Axumites, too, for that matter-won't simply be worrying about attempts at rebellion. There's also a more insidious, long-term danger.'

She rose and moved slowly toward another window. The glorious mood she'd awakened with was growing stronger by the minute. She was on the verge of making her decision; she could sense it. She thought the sight of the southern mountains would help. So majestic, they were. Serene, in their distance and their unmoving steadiness.

The problem was figuring out what the decision was in the first place. At was often the case, she'd made her decision while asleep-and now couldn't remember what it had been.

She smiled, thinking of how Belisarius had reacted so many times in the past to her habits. Peevish, the way men usually got when the workings of the world upset their childish notions.

How in the world can you make a decision without knowing what it is in the first place?

Antonina was moving slowly enough that she was able to finish her thought before reaching the window.

'There are really only two options, it would seem-neither of which will please anyone. The first option, and the simplest, would be for Rukaiya to remain unmarried. If not for the rest of her life, at least until the infant negusa nagast is old enough to take the throne and rule himself.'

'Unmarried and chaste,' Ousanas grunted. 'We can't afford any royal bastards, either. Not produced by a widowed queen.'

His tone skeptical, he added: 'And I don't see much chance of that, being honest. Wahsi is only a few months old, and Rukaiya. .'

'Has the normal urges of a young woman. Yes, I know.'

She did know, in fact-and in considerable detail. She was not guessing based on generalities. In the time after their wedding, Rukaiya had confided in Antonina the great physical pleasure she took from being married to Eon.

'She's only eighteen. Expecting her to abstain from sex until she is in her late thirties is. . not a gamble anyone will be pleased with. Rukaiya least of all, once her grief for Eon finally fades away. As it happens, I think she'd do it, if she agreed. She's a very strong-willed and self-disciplined person. But she wouldn't like it-and even if she restrained herself, the gossip would be endless.'

'Endless-and savage,' Ousanas agreed. 'That would be true for any young widowed queen, even an ugly one. For one as beautiful as Rukaiya? Not a chance, Antonina. Long before Wahsi could reach an age to assume the throne, the ugly rumors would be believed by half the populace-and a much bigger portion of the kingdom's elite.'

Antonina had reached the window, by now, but didn't look out of it yet. Instead, she turned to face Ousanas.

'Yes. That leaves the second option, which is no better. If she marries anyone prestigious enough to be an acceptable match, everyone will start worrying that her children by her second husband will become too powerful. A second and informal dynasty, as it were, growing up within the formal one. A recipe for civil war, a generation from now.'

Ousanas nodded. 'The Axumites would not accept an Arab husband, and the Arabs-though they'd have no choice, given the military realities-wouldn't like an Axumite one any better. For that matter, the Axumites wouldn't like it-except those who were part of the husband's clan.'

He scowled at the floor's covering. 'Ugly carpet. Ethiopians may know stone and iron work, but their weaving is wretched. You should get a Persian one.'

His eyes widened, slightly, and he looked up. 'Persian. . You know, Antonina, that may be the solution. Find her a foreign husband of suitable rank. A Persian grandee or a Roman senator.'