As she stepped down from the bus, the girl looked at Keshava: he saw the gratitude in her eyes, and he knew he had done the right thing.
One of the passengers whispered, “Do you know who that boy is? His father owns that video-lending store and he’s best friends with the member of Parliament. See that insignia that says CD on the pocket of his shirt? His father buys those shirts from a shop in Bombay and brings them for his son. Each shirt costs a hundred rupees, or maybe even two hundred rupees, they say.”
Keshava said, “On my bus, he’d better behave. There’s no rich or poor here; everyone buys the same ticket. And no one troubles the women.”
That evening, when Brother heard this story, he embraced Keshava. “My valiant bus conductor! I’m so proud of you!”
He raised Keshava’s hand up high, and the others applauded. “This little village boy has shown the rich of this town how to behave on a number five bus!”
The following morning, as Keshava was hanging from the metal bar of the bus and blowing his whistle to encourage the driver, the bar creaked-and then it snapped. Keshava fell from the speeding bus, hit the road, rolled, and slammed his head into a side of the curb.
For some days afterward, the boarders at the hostel would find him hunched over in his bed, on the verge of tears. The bandage had come off his head, and the bleeding had stopped. But he was still silent. When they would give him a good shake, Keshava would nod his head and smile, as if to say, yes, he was okay.
“Then why don’t you get out and go back to work?”
He would say nothing.
“He’s morose all day long. We’ve never seen him like this.”
But then, after he failed to turn up at work for four days, they saw him once more leaning out of the bus and yelling at the passengers, looking every bit his old self.
Two weeks passed. One morning, he felt a heavy hand on his shoulder. Brother himself had come to see him.
“I hear that you’ve turned up for work only one day in the last ten. This is very bad, my son. You can’t be morose.” Brother made a fist. “You have to be full of life.” He shook his fist at Keshava, as if to demonstrate the fullness of life.
A boy nearby tapped his head. “Nothing gets to him. He’s touched. That blow on the head has turned him into an imbecile.”
“He always was an imbecile,” said another boarder, combing his hair at a mirror. “Now he just wants to sleep and eat for free in the hostel.”
“Shut up!” Brother said. He swished his stick at them. “No one talks about my star slogan shouter like that!”
He gently tapped his stick on Keshava’s head. “You see what they’re saying about you, Keshava? That you’re putting on this act just to steal food and bed from Brother? You see the insults they spread about you?”
Keshava began to cry. He drew his knees up to his chest, put his head on them, and cried.
“My poor boy!” Brother himself was almost in tears. He got onto the bed and hugged the boy.
“Someone’s got to tell the boy’s family,” he said on the way out. “We can’t keep him here if he’s not working.”
“We did tell his brother,” the neighbors replied.
“And?”
“He’s not interested in hearing about Keshava. He says there’s no connection between them anymore.”
Brother slammed his fist against the wall. “You see the extent to which family life has deteriorated these days!” He shook his fist, which was aching from the blow. “That fellow has to take care of his brother. He has no other option!” he shouted. He whipped his stick through the air. “I will show that piece of shit! I will force him to remember his duty to his younger brother!”
Although no one actually threw him out, one evening when Keshava came back, someone else was sitting on his bed. The fellow was tracing his finger along the outlines of the actresses’ faces, and the other boys were teasing him:
“Oh, so she’s his
It was as if he had always been there and they had always been his neighbors.
Keshava simply wandered away. He felt no desire to fight to get his bed back.
He sat by the closed doors of the Central Market that night, and some of the streetside sellers recognized him and fed him. He did not thank them; did not even say hello. This went on for a few days. Finally, one of them said to him:
“In this world, a fellow who doesn’t work doesn’t eat. It’s not too late; go to Brother and apologize and beg him to give you your old job back. You know he thinks of you as family…”
For a few nights, he wandered outside the market. One day he drifted back to the hostel. Brother was sitting in the drawing room again, as his feet were massaged by the woman. “That was a lovely dress Rekha wore in the movie, don’t you think?” Keshava wandered into the room.
“What do you want?” Brother asked, getting up. Keshava tried to put it into words. He held his arms out to a man in a blue sarong.
“This Hoyka idiot is mad! And he stinks! Get him out of here!”
Hands dragged him for some distance, and pushed him to the ground. Leather shoes kicked him in the ribs.
A little later, he heard footsteps, and then someone lifted him up. Wooden crutches tapped on the earth, and a man’s voice said, “So Brother’s got no use for you either, eh…?”
He vaguely sensed that he was being offered something to eat. He sniffed; it reeked of castor oil and shit, and he rejected it. He smelled garbage around him, and turned his head toward the sky; his eyes were full of the stars when they closed.
THE HISTORY OF KITTUR
DAY THREE: ANGEL TALKIES
THE DOOR OF the YMCA swung open at two in the morning; a short figure walked out.
He was a small man with a huge protruding forehead, which gave him the look of a professor in a caricature. His hair, thick and wavy like a teenager’s, was oiled and firmly pressed down; it was graying around the temples and in the sideburns. He had walked out of the YMCA looking at the ground; and now, as if noticing for the first time that he was in the real world, he stopped for a moment, looked this way and that, and then headed toward the market.
A series of whistles assaulted him at once. A policeman in uniform, cycling down the street, slowed to a halt and put a foot on the pavement.
“What is your name, fellow?”
The man who looked like a professor said:
“Gururaj Kamath.”
“And what work do you do, that makes you walk alone at night?”
“I look for the truth.”
“Now, don’t get funny, all right?”
“Journalist.”
“For which paper?”
“How many papers do we have?”
The policeman, who may have been hoping to uncover some irregularity associated with this man, and hence either to bully or to bribe him, both acts which he enjoyed, looked disappointed, and then rode away. He had hardly gone a few yards when a thought hit him and he stopped again and turned toward the little man.
“Gururaj Kamath. You wrote the column on the riots, didn’t you?”
“Yes,” said the little man.
The policeman looked down at the ground. “My name is Aziz.”
“And?”
“You’ve done every minority in this town a great service, sir. My name is Aziz. I want to…to thank you.”