'Sir?'
'I don't suppose you have any idea why I have sent for you?'
Adrian shook his head, a picture of round-eyed innocence.
'No, I should imagine not. No. I hope word has not got out.'
Tickford took off his glasses and breathed anxiously on the lenses.
'I have to ask you now, Adrian ... oh dear . . . it's all very . . .'
He replaced the glasses and stood up. Adrian could see his face clearly now, but still he couldn't read it.
'Yes, sir?'
'I'm going to have to ask you about your relationship with Paul Trotter.'
So
The moron had gone and blabbed to someone. The Chaplain probably. And vicious Dr Meddlar would have been only too keen to repeat it to Tickford.
'I don't know what you mean, sir.'
'It's a very simple question, Adrian. It really is. I'm asking you about your relationship with Paul Trotter.'
'Well, I haven't really . . . really got one, sir. I mean, we're sort of friends. He hangs around with me and Thompson sometimes. But I don't know him very well.'
'And that's it?'
'Well yes, sir.'
'It is terribly important that you tell me the truth. Terribly important.'
A boy can always tell when a master is lying, Adrian thought to himself. And Tickford isn't lying. It
'Well, there is one thing, sir.'
'Yes?'
'I really don't know that I should repeat this to you, sir. I mean Trotter did tell me something in confidence . . .'
Tickford leant forward and took Adrian's hand by the wrist.
'I promise you this, Adrian. Whatever Trotter may have said to you, you
'It's a bit embarrassing, sir ... couldn't you ask him yourself?'
'No, no. I want to hear from you.'
Adrian swallowed.
'Well sir, I bumped into Trotter yesterday afternoon and he suddenly ... he suddenly started crying and so I asked him what the matter was and he said he was very unhappy because he was . . . well he had a sort of . . .'
God this was hard.
'. . . he was . . . well he said he was in love with someone ... he, you know, had a pash on them.'
'I see. Yes, of course. Yes I see. He thought he was in love with someone. Another boy, I suppose?'
'That's what he said, sir.'
'Trotter was found in a barn in Brandiston Field this afternoon,' he said, pushing a piece of paper across the desk. 'This note was in his pocket.'
Adrian stared.
'Sir?'
Tickford nodded sadly.
'The stupid boy,' he said. 'The stupid boy hanged himself.'
Adrian looked at the note.
'I'm very sorry but I couldn't bear it any more,' it read. 'Healey knows why.'
'His mother and father are on their way down from Harro-gate,' said Tickford. 'What am I going to say?'
Adrian looked at him in panic.
'Why, sir? Why would he kill himself?'
'Tell me the name of the boy he was ... he had this thing for, Adrian.'
'Well, sir . . .'
'I must know.'
'It was Cartwright, sir. Hugo Cartwright.'