fighting withdrawal from his own feelings until he reached the safe refuge of his one-bedroom townhouse in Georgetown. By that time, Downing would be on his way out to visit newly widowed Patrice in Silver Spring, who would smile gratefully through bright, wet eyes that would not brim over until the intrusion of consolers had ended.
But the eldest child, Elena, was the wild card. Her father’s daughter in almost every way, Downing was certain of only one thing: she would be devastated, no matter what she showed the world, or Miles, her teenage son. On the other hand, although being a single mother had been hard on her, maybe it would be a strange blessing now: from his own experience, Richard knew that parents could often be strong for their children even when they felt themselves too weary and weak to carry on.
“Mr. Downing, we’re here.”
Downing sighed, looked up at the Capitol Building. An hour from now, he’d know the fate in store for IRIS-and himself. A part of him wanted to stay in the car, and just keep driving.
“Has he been waiting long?”
“Not quite a minute.”
“Thank you, Daniel.”
“My pleasure. Go right in.”
Downing did, willing himself through the doorway that would put him on his future path as well as bring him face to face with Arvid Tarasenko-
— who was staring at him as he entered. The senator was sporting a small smile, half-reclined behind his desk, hands folded over a midriff that had, in the last two years, started to expand. “Richard: join us.”
“Thank you, I-”
Caine. Smiling. Or, more accurately, with teeth bared. “Hello, Richard,” he said.
“Hello, and-and I’m damned glad to see you. But why didn’t you tell me where you were going? I had no idea-”
“I think that
“What do you mean?”
Caine’s voice was flat. “I’m out, Richard. No more IRIS.”
Downing was too surprised to feel surprise, but clearly, Caine had come to the wrong place to make such a pronouncement: Tarasenko would never let it stand. “Come now, Caine, there’s simply no reason-”
Tarasenko did something he rarely did: he interrupted: “He’s right, Richard.”
Downing felt his palms grow suddenly cold. “Right about what?”
Caine smiled. “I’m busted.”
Tarasenko nodded. “He’s contaminated goods.”
It was moving too fast. “He’s-”
“Compromised by having direct contact with me, particularly so soon after Nolan’s death. To any half-witted newsperson, his coming here will look like he was running back to the home office. Leaves folks wondering if he came here on his own-or if someone sent him. Someone like you, Richard, since I’d lay odds that he made sure the press saw him leaving the villa he shared with you and Nolan. And I’m guessing, in the past two days’ chaos, you haven’t had the time-and he never gave you the reason-to think to have him watched, or have his mobility restricted.” He turned to Riordan. “Damned shrewd. You’d have been pretty good at this line of work, Caine.”
“Thanks-but no thanks.”
Downing discovered he had wandered over to the chair next to Caine’s. He sat heavily. “I don’t understand.”
“You don’t understand what? Why I’d leave? Or how I got in here without an appointment?”
Downing looked at Arvid. “How
“Same way he’s probably going to get in just about any place he wants to for the next two or three years- twenty, if he stays in the spotlight: he just gave his name.”
“And you let him in?”
“
“And now-”
Caine shrugged. “And now, because I’ve been observed to have immediate, on-demand access to Senator Tarasenko, the press will assume that I report to him. And that connects back to you, again, since you’re also known to have a long association with the senator-and collectively, that all points to IRIS.”
“Which means that it still points to nothing: IRIS is still thoroughly secret despite its data leaks.”
“Listen, Richard, my running straight home to Senator Tarasenko like his pet dog will start at least a few of the smarter investigative reporters down the same path I followed in my own researches. They’re going to start unearthing the same ‘coincidental associations’ that I found, start making some of the same conjectures, and then start asking some of the same questions-but in public.
“However, I’ve only come here
“How kind-and condescending-of you to walk me through all the implications, Caine, but I quite understand what you’ve done. I just wonder if
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that Nolan and IRIS have been a force for good. Roll your eyes if you like, but you’ve said it yourself on occasion: if there are exosapients, then IRIS was a necessity. You don’t like our methods? Fine: neither do I. You don’t like what I do for a living? Fair enough: most days, I don’t like it much either. But does that mean it shouldn’t be done? Can we afford to hope things will just turn out all right? You’re the military researcher, writer, historian: you, above all people, should know that those who decline to take a hand in controlling events surrender the ability to influence them. And now you may have broken our one useful control mechanism.”
“Firstly, it’s not broken-not yet. And it won’t be, unless you force me back into it. But more importantly, if you had only had the common courtesy of
“Caine, Nolan and I tried to
“Oh, you mean like at Sounion, at the overlook?”
“Nolan admitted that was a mistake and that he and I-”
“Are liars. The ambush at Sounion was a not mistake. That was a sting operation-
Downing felt his face grow very hot very quickly.
And he did not appear to be in a forgiving mood.