“What’s the matter?”
“Oh, Christ,” he said, and crossed the living room. She followed him and watched him pour straight whiskey into a glass. His lean muscles rippled when he turned; he snapped, “Do you absolutely have to trail me around every minute? Can’t you stand to have me out of your sight?”
“But darling-”
“Am I supposed to dissolve with love every time you come in sight?” He threw back his head to swallow his drink, took a cigarette from the box on the coffee table, inhaled smoke, choked, recovered, and said, “I quit the job this morning, in case your boss didn’t tell you.”
“You quit? Why?”
“Because I had a better offer.”
“Offer? Where?” She felt stupid and confused.
Steve’s eyes came around irritably toward her; his expression congealed, and chilled her. He said, “You keep after me as if I’m on a witness stand. Why do you have to leech every last fact out of me? Do you have to own my soul before you’re satisfied?”
She said witlessly, “You don’t love me.”
“What?”
“You can’t hide it anymore. Not when you’re looking at me.”
His face twisted into a crooked grin. He dragged on his cigarette, and she said, aimlessly desperate, “You smoke too much, do you know that?” When he held the twisted grin and did not speak, she leaned forward and felt urgency in her throat. “We had love,” she implored. “Didn’t we?”
“Did we?”
She pleaded with him: “Didn’t we, Steve? What’s happened? Where did it go? I’m so confused.”
“What we had,” he said, “and ‘had’ is the right tense, is fun. You’re a good lay, you know. Actually it’s been better than I thought it would be. But why hang on after things go sour? You’re only hurting yourself. Can’t you get the drift, Anne? It was all written down in the book before it ever even started. If you wanted to fool yourself into thinking you were in love with me, that was fine while we were banging each other. But kindly don’t hang on like a wilted flower.”
He spoke the words as if they were part of a long-prepared speech, oft rehearsed. Her eyes slowly filled with tears. She felt a shortness of breath, a debilitating rage that flooded through all the tissues of her body. She managed to whisper, “I trusted you, Steve. I asked you not to spoil it-I asked you not to tell me lies just because you thought I wanted to hear them, because I believed what you told me, and I didn’t want us to hurt each other. And you went right ahead and lied to me…”
She stopped because although he was going through the motions of listening to her, his eyes showed the deceit of it. Her voice broke. “Steve, I don’t know what to say.”
“Good-bye would be appropriate.”
She telephoned Howard Claiborne and pleaded illness; she fell on her dismal bed, with its mattress which sagged toward the center from all directions, and she clutched her pillow in her arms. When her tears dried she rolled over and lay on her side, hands under her cheek, staring sightlessly at the cracked plaster wall. The sense of loss had stunned her; she felt alone, afraid, like a bit of storm-wrecked flotsam washed up on a strange beach.
Maybe she shouldn’t blame Steve for what he was-maybe she ought to blame herself, for not having seen it. But she had loved him so much, and she didn’t love easily. Her eyes brimmed.
Abruptly she sat up and spoke aloud in the empty little room: “Quit pining over him. He’s not wasting any time thinking about you.” She thought back over what she was saying and she realized it was true. He didn’t care- he never had; he had only let her talk herself into what she wanted to believe. She had been too ready for love. It made her realize that the sadness she felt now was in part the sadness of knowing she would be wary from now on-probably too wary; the shock of today’s events had somehow created a temporary insight in her, the clarity of which would fade quickly. She could look ahead from this moment and see, with remarkable detachment, how this would immunize her. And there was nothing to do but wait for the vaccination to wear off. It filled her with regret.
In the kitchen she poured a glass of milk and counted the eggs in the refrigerator door. She saw her reflection against the windowpane-she was pretty, very pretty, a tough brown-eyed girl with a dancer’s hard little body; she was tough enough to live through all this. To hell with stinking Steve Wyatt and his upper-class phony speech patterns and his sports car and his constant bragging about what a clever businessman he was. She began to remember bits and pieces of things he had said about his flashy business deals; thinking about it, she sat down slowly and absently sipped milk, with her frown darkening. Now that she thought back on it some of the things he’d said began to make sense in a curious, frightening new way. That man he had introduced her to Tuesday evening- Mason Villiers-wasn’t he a crook of some kind, a swindler? She was sure she’d seen the name in the financial newspapers. The phone calls Steve had made from his apartment, talking to tip-sheet reporters and market analysts, spreading rumors about Heggins and NCI which she knew were false; he’d explained at the time that it was something everybody did, just a game they played to see which of the reporters and analysts were honest and reliable enough to reject such rumors out of hand. But now she began to wonder. She was no longer prepared to accept anything he’d said.
And thinking about it, she thought immediately of her employer. As Howard Claiborne’s private secretary, she was bound to him by a devotion that was more than personal; it was partly a symbiotic sense of power, a devotion that came from being part of the exciting world of Howard Claiborne’s empire. Shorthand, typing, office chores- these were duties she took for granted, paying them no more attention than she paid her morning tooth-brushing. It was her own power that moved her-the power to keep callers at bay, to lie about her employer’s whereabouts, to browbeat lesser men’s secretaries on the telephone, to demand information in Howard Claiborne’s name, to sort calls and mail with dutiful care and know it was Within her power to bring each call or letter to his attention or withhold it. Howard Claiborne had allowed her an ever-increasing share of responsibility and her devotion to him had increased along with it. Now, with realization crystallizing in her, she knew what she must do; first thing in the morning she would tell him the whole story-well, perhaps not all of it. But he had to know the manipulations Steve had performed behind his back. The more she thought of it, the surer she was that Steve was involved in something shady, unpleasant, and deleterious to Howard Claiborne’s interests. If she was being vindictive, seeking revenge against Steve, then so be it; he had asked for it. In the morning, she would tell Howard Claiborne.
27. Mason Villiers
A limousine, sealed against the heat, prowled southward through heavy traffic on Park Avenue. Wyatt sat with his back to the chauffeur on the flip-top jump seat, facing Sidney Isher, who crouched in the corner, resembling a middleweight boxer waiting tensely for the gong. Mason Villiers sat back with his lean legs stretched out, looking entirely at his ease, a chilled self-contained smile playing on his mouth while he talked in his resonant baritone. The face he turned to his companions had been molded by years of deliberate calculation-the face of a man who could not be frightened, appealed to, or reasoned with on a basis of personalities; a cool face, primitive, unfeelingly logical, as pragmatic in design as a steel bayonet.
He carried a briefcase, according to habit, in which was hidden a demagnetizing jammer designed to ensure that no conversation in its range could be miked or tape-recorded. It was manufactured by a subsidiary of NCI and sold to the public for $289.50-legal, commonplace, and by now a fact of life in business.
Sidney Isher wheezed and snorted, and said, “I don’t want to be a nuisance, but I keep wandering if-”
“People who don’t want to be nuisances,” Villiers snapped, “seldom succeed.”
“Your point is well taken. I’ll withdraw the preamble. The question is, will Cleland show up at this meeting? If he doesn’t, we’re wasting a morning.”
“Cleland,” Villiers murmured, “is as likely not to show up as a corpse at its own funeral.”
Steve Wyatt agreed: “What choice has he got? We’ve got him by the balls.”
Isher remarked to Wyatt, “No need to smack your lips so loud.”
Ignoring the byplay, Villiers said, “Cleland’s angry but that may be good-an angry man can make mistakes. He’ll show up. Cleland and I understand each other, I think,”
