promise of what I lost. It’s like my mother always loved James Dean. And he died so young…something like twenty-four. All that’s left of him are three movies. You watch them and you wonder what he would’ve accomplished if he’d lived. When I think about Alyssa it’s the same thing.”
“An incompleteness?”
“Yeah.”
“I don’t think you’re ever going to be complete until you find out what happened.” She sighed. “Me neither. Until then, we’re damaged goods. Maybe we won’t be all that good for each other.”
“We’re all a package deal,” I said.
She smiled. “You better scoot on out of here.”
“Yeah.” I got into the car. She closed the door. “I should warn you that Funeral Directors’ social lives are a lot like doctors. If I get a call during dinner…”
“I’m flexible,” she said. “Good-night, Del.”
“Good-night.”
I started the car and backed out, my headlights flashing on Gretchen for a fleeting moment. As I pulled away I beeped the horn. She waved back, a brilliant smile on her face. As I drove away, thinking of Gretchen, I realized that I hadn’t felt this happy in years. As I thought about Quilla, I realized I hadn’t felt this sad in years.
I had never been in the Dankworth Police Station at night. Oscar was sitting at the dispatcher’s desk, reading a Field & Stream and listening to an oldies station. Lyin’ Eyes by the Eagles was just ending. Oscar waved me over and quietly said, “What gives? Perry never comes in at night.”
“Why did he say he was here?”
“He didn’t. He just snarled at me and went into his office. On the other hand, he snarls at me most of the time.” I laughed. ”Why are you here, Del?”
“I’m helping Perry out on something, Oscar.”
Oscar nodded and went back to his magazine as I walked to Perry’s office. The door was closed. I knocked on it twice. From inside Perry snarled, “Come in.”
I opened the door. Perry was at the computer, typing. He was out of uniform, wearing a Cleveland Indians T-shirt. “Sit down. Want something? I have beer. Coke. Some other shit.”
“Nothing, thanks.” I sat down.
He didn’t look up from the monitor for about thirty seconds. It was as if I weren’t there. I was getting upset, so I said, “What are you doing?”
“What you asked me. Searching through thirty-plus years of missing person reports for young broads.”
I couldn’t believe he was acting so fast.
“Hold on. I’m printing something out.” He sat back in his chair. His eyes fell to the framed photograph of Virginia Thistle on my lap. “Lemme see the picture.” I handed it to him. He stared at it for several seconds. “This was taken when she was thirty?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll be damned. If you told me she was in tenth grade I’d believe you.” He set the frame on his desk, then removed a sheet of paper from the printer. He put it next to another sheet of paper on his desk. “Did a printout of all the missing person cases from ten years before Virginia Thistle disappeared until three months ago. Then I broke it down to females in their late teens and early twenties. And for what it’s worth, besides your girlfriend and Brandy Parker, there were two other names who fit a pattern.” He picked up one of the sheets of paper on his desk and read from it. “Linda Helfer and Connie Birch.” One’s twenty, the other’s seventeen. Linda Helfer vanished two-and- a-half years ago and Connie Birch disappeared nineteen years ago.” He returned the piece of paper to his pocket. “Now, this isn’t a pattern that’s neat and clean, but if you look at the timetable starting with Virginia Thistle twenty-four years ago and ending with Connie Birch two-and-a-half years back…it seems that every four or five years a young — or in Virginia Thistle’s case, young-looking — girl disappears.” He leaned back in the chair.
“But you don’t know if these two other girls have been heard from since?”
“There’s no record of their parents contacting us to say that they came home. I’m gonna be contacting the families… or at least trying to. Odds are the one from two-and-a-half years back will still have people here, but the one from nineteen years ago…I don’t know. You know how people are around here. You either stay here awhile, then go…or you never leave…like us.”
“Things are finally starting to fall in place, Perry.”
“So? Where’s it gonna get me? What started out as an almost impossible task trying to solve
“What?”
“I’d hate like hell to have it come out that all these other women were done in while my dad was Chief.”
“People aren’t gonna blame anybody…whether you get results or not.”
“You’re dreaming, Coffin Boy. If somebody doesn’t get nailed for Brandy Parker, they could let it by. But if it gets out that all these other girls might’ve been killed by the same guy…they’re gonna get on my tail. I’ll never live it down and my father goes to his grave in disgrace. Shit!”
“Don’t you think you’re being a little premature in your doom? See what you can learn about the two new girls you found. Maybe they’re both alive and well. And maybe Alyssa is too. And so might Virginia Thistle.”
He sneered as he said, “Oh, now you’re having a change of heart? Now nobody’s been killed but Brandy Parker? All this crap about other victims started because of you!”
“I’m just trying to be supportive, Perry. I know you’re frustrated. I feel sorry for you.”
“I don’t want your fucking pity!” He stood up. “I don’t want anything from you.”
“You seemed to want some of the information I gave you.”
“Yeah, well, all your cemetery buff bullshit hasn’t led me anywhere. I wish you’d never brought it up. I’d have been a helluva lot better off. I’m beginning to think that whoever put Brandy Parker’s body in that mausoleum did it out of dumb luck.” He suddenly turned off his computer. “Here’s what I’m gonna do. First thing in the morning I’m contacting the families of these two new girls. If they’re both alive and well I’m not gonna give one second of time to the Thistle’s case or your old girlfriend’s. I’m gonna do whatever more I can on Brandy Parker, then, I’m gonna keep the case open… and forget about it until the day comes when I or someone accidentally stumbles onto something that leads to a killer.”
“You want me to do anything more?”
“No.”
“Not even acting as a liaison between you and Quilla Worthington?”
“Just stay out of my way and keep doing what you do best…burying people. By the way, speaking of Quilla Worthington, her mother called in here. She hasn’t come home for two nights. Disappearing must run in the family.” Perry leaned back in his chair.
“She’s been investigating the case herself.”
Perry smirked. “Right!”
“Maybe she accomplished what you couldn’t.”
“What are you saying?”
“Maybe she found the killer and he’s got her.”
“Bullshit.”
“You think you have problems now? If anything happens to that kid you might have six murders to account for. You talk about being disgraced in this town, let me tell you something, you’ll be tarred and feathered.” I pointed to his computer. “It’s a good thing you’re so adept on that thing. If Quilla stays vanished you’ll be spending the rest of your life making eight bucks an hour as a word processor.”
I turned and left, nodding good-bye to Oscar in the outer office. As I headed back to the Home I wasn’t sure how I felt. A part of me was relieved that I didn’t have to be around Perry and think about the case. But another part made me wonder if Perry would half-ass his investigation and deny Quilla, Gretchen and I the closure we so desperately wanted.
