But he kept the postcard from Harold Jenks. It had arrived two weeks earlier and been addressed to Morgan, Valentine, and Jones. It said he was doing fine and thanks for everything. It also said he wasn’t sure what he was going to do next, but don’t worry it would be something “straight.” When Morgan read the postcard carefully, he thought he could just barely detect an apology. Or maybe that was wishful thinking.

He also kept the letter he’d received three days ago from The Chattahoochee Review. They’d accepted the poem Morgan had written about smoking the cigars for the old man.

Morgan had tried to call Jones to tell him about it, but the number had been disconnected. The next day, Morgan had found a note from the old man in his mailbox. Jones had written that his “government friends” had been upset. Jones’s picture had been in the paper the day after the poetry reading. Evidently that was a no-no, and Jones had been “relocated.”

It made Morgan sadder than he’d anticipated. He missed the old man and wished him well.

Dirk Jakes walked into Morgan’s office without knocking. “Hey, hey, Morgo-man. Just wanted to stop by and say no hard feelings on losing my Mercedes.”

“I sure am sorry about that, Dirk.”

“No biggie,” Jakes said. “The insurance check finally came, and I just bought this sweet Lexus. Did I mention they found a severed hand in the back of the Mercedes?”

“It’s a crazy world,” Morgan said.

“Cops say maybe some kind of whacko gang ritual.”

Annette Grayson walked in, put her hand on Jakes’s arm. “Come on, Dirk, you’re taking me to lunch, remember?”

“Sure, babe. Just let me catch up to you in a minute.”

She looked at Morgan. “See you later, Jay.” There was a message in her eyes Morgan didn’t understand, but he suspected it was supposed to be some kind of joke on him.

After Grayson left, Jakes said, “Just between you and me, Morgo-man, I’ve been banging her for three weeks. Yeah!” Jakes made hip-thrusting motions and stuck his tongue out. “I’m sure you can imagine what that’s like.”

“I can imagine.”

“Listen, don’t sneak out of town until we can grab a beer, okay?”

“Right,” Morgan said.

Jakes waved and was gone.

Morgan took his last box of personal belongings out to the car and drove home lost in thought. The old man was gone, Jenks was gone, even Valentine had found a new place to hide. Morgan would leave Fumbee the way he’d come in, alone and a stranger.

But he smiled when he saw Ginny waiting for him on his porch. A week after the blizzard, Ginny had shown up drunk and lonely. They’d fucked for five hours. The next day she’d said it was a mistake, and four days after that they spent a weekend in Dallas. Once Morgan had the pattern down, she’d been easy to cope with.

He stopped in front of her on the porch. “Hey.”

The weather had turned warm. She wore a dark green tank top and denim shorts. “Hey, yourself. All packed?”

“Almost.”

She took his hand, stood, brushed off the bottom of her shorts. “Did you pack up the bed?”

“Not yet.”

“I thought I’d stop and say good-bye,” she said. “You know.”

“I know.”

“But you’re leaving town, so, you know, it doesn’t mean anything.” She led him through the front door, past the taped-up boxes and into the bedroom. “I mean it simply can’t because you’re leaving, right?”

“Right.”

She tugged his pants down. He lifted her tank top, cupped her breast.

She sank into him, said, “So this is it for us?”

“Yes. The absolute end.” He lifted her chin, kissed her deeply and long.

About the Author

VICTOR GISCHLER teaches creative writing at Rogers State University in Claremore, Oklahoma, where the wind comes sweeping through his pants. His wife, Jackie, thinks he is a silly, silly individual. He drinks black, black coffee all day long and sleeps about seven minutes a night. Victor’s first novel, Gun Monkeys, was nominated for the Edgar Award.

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