case was closed.
“I see you got your car back,” Sanchez said after a minute.
“Yeah, last night.”
It was in the lot downstairs. April took a lot of flak for it. Very flashy car for a cop. Couldn’t miss it coming, couldn’t miss it going.
“That have any special meaning?” Sanchez asked.
“Why don’t you two woo somewhere else,” Sergeant Riley said with a leer. He’d already been married twice, had the white hair to show for it, was now engaged to be married for the third time, and still didn’t think much of women. “Ha, ha. Woo woo, get it?”
April saw the words “fuck off” jump into Sanchez’s mouth behind the mustache, and then saw them jump out again when he looked at her.
“Hey, man. We’re doing business, got a problem?”
“Yeah. I want to sit down.”
“Fine. Let’s go.” Sanchez put his hand up to touch April’s arm, then checked the gesture.
Good. She didn’t want him embarrassing her. She picked up her bag. It was heavy. It had mace and a .38 in it. He followed her out.
“So, ah, what’s happening with this Hinckley case of yours?” he asked as they headed down the stairs. “You got plans? We could talk about it, eat some Mexican.” He looked at her slyly.
So he knew about Jimmy. April didn’t say anything until they got downstairs and punched out.
“Nothing to talk about,” she said. “No one’s getting letters like that in San Diego. I tried to call the husband to find out if they were still coming, but he’s taken off.”
“What do you mean, taken off?”
“I don’t know. He’s out of town. I guess he doesn’t think it’s so important anymore. On his answering machine, he gives the name of another doctor to call in case of emergency.”
April caught sight of the LeBaron right away, even though it was parked in the back. Sanchez’s red Camaro was right next to it. Yeah, he came in just around four. Maybe someone was pulling out right then. The red Camaro was flashy, too. Even her mother remembered it.
“It’s kind of weird.” She unlocked her car door but didn’t get in. “Maybe it’s like this. One time we went up to this lake when I was a kid. Upstate somewhere. In the middle of the night there was this helicopter with a big searchlight flying back and forth over the cabin. Everybody jumped up and got really scared and thought there was an escaped convict out in the woods gonna kill us.” She laughed, remembering it.
“So what was it?”
“Well, we couldn’t call the police, because Chinese, well, you know how the Chinese feel about the police.”
“No.” Sanchez moved over and leaned against her car, smiling. “How do Chinese feel about the police?”
He was close enough now for her to smell him. His after-shave was not so strong after a whole day of sitting around a stale courtroom. But even now he didn’t smell of sweat. More like shirt starch. She wondered if he took his shirts to a Chinese laundry, or if some woman ironed them for him.
“They think police will steal what’s left in their house after they’ve been robbed, and take their favorite son to jail,” she said. “I have to go.”
Sanchez’s face fell enough so she kind of felt sorry for him.
“I have a class,” she added.
“So what was it doing there?” he said after a second.
“What?”
“The helicopter?”
“Oh, that.” He got her so mixed up she couldn’t remember what she was talking about. “Turned out there’s this wife and husband staying on a boat. They get drunk. Wife jumps off the boat. Husband gets scared and calls the police. Police spend three hours searching for her. They get cars, park them all around the lake with the lights on, send up a helicopter. Everything. Then when they get all ready to start dragging the lake with nets, she walks out of the bushes where she’s been watching the whole thing. Know what? She gets right back on the boat. Wouldn’t go to the station, make out a complaint against him. Nothing.”
“So you think it might be something between the two of them?” Sanchez asked. “The husband and wife?”
“Well, I haven’t heard a word from her. It’s kind of weird, isn’t it?” She cocked her head toward the car, so he would move.
“Yes,” he agreed. “Sometimes you think they’re going to add up to something, and then they just go away.” Sanchez shrugged and moved away from the door of her car.
What? Cases or people?
A few days before, on the way back from a call, Sanchez had told her his father was a cook in a Mexican restaurant before he died. He worked in a restaurant in El Paso and then when it failed, someone offered him a job in New York. It was at a red light in a lot of traffic. They were sitting in the car. April had to close her eyes for a minute to keep the Mexican ghost out of her soul. Her father and his father did the same thing. She didn’t want to hear that. Sanchez put his arm out on the seat so his hand was not too far from hers. She knew he was showing her they were the same color. But she wasn’t sure they were the same color underneath, so she didn’t say anything.
“The thing is there’s still the San Diego thing. I have a feeling it’s not over.” April smiled suddenly. “You know, Sergeant, I’ve never had Mexican food.”
Then she looked at her watch in alarm and realized she’d been talking so long she was going to be late.
38
The lights were off, and Jason was not in the apartment when Emma returned from her long lunch with Ronnie. There was no sign that he had been there, and no messages from anybody on her answering machine. That was strange. Usually there were three or four. She wondered if it had stopped recording again. Sometimes it did that for a day or two. The heads or something got stuck. She took off her jacket and, with her heart pounding, she started going through the stack of mail she had picked up on the way in. She knew she was doing this to take her pulse, to see if she was all right. There hadn’t been one of those letters in the mail for three days and she was afraid to hope there would be no more.
Because of their two addresses in the building, mail was a little confusing. Some of it was put on a table outside Jason’s office door, and some of it was left on the mat outside their apartment a few steps away. That day Jason’s mail, the thick pile of envelopes, checks from patients, correspondence, books and periodicals, was still on the table. If he had come home, he would have gone into his office taking it with him. There were only bills, no personal letters to Emma in her and Jason’s joint mail. Not a sound came from the other side of the wall where his office was. She was still not all right.
A profound sense of aloneness overwhelmed her. The silence in the apartment was even more unnerving than the menacing sights and sirens on the street below. She was upset that Jason wasn’t there spying on her after all, and wondered if the creepy sensation she’d had outside, of being watched and followed around, was her own wish that he really had come back.
She shook her head. The truth was Jason wouldn’t take time off to spy on her. Time was everything to him. A lawyer could work at home, could work at the office when the client wasn’t there, would bill more hours than there are in a day, and no one could ever know. Heart surgeons could charge ten thousand dollars a day, could set their fee at whatever someone was willing to pay for a life. But a psychiatrist had only a few forty-five-minute periods in a day. And someone like Jason, who wrote and spoke, and did research, had to give away the price of every hour he spent on scholarship.
He didn’t waste his time without a good reason, and rarely had any for her anymore. It was a gift he used to give her, but not anymore. He was so involved with his work he didn’t enjoy the few occasions he had to cancel his
