Alone with the pressure, and nobody to kill.
Then he heard it again.
Iron striking iron, muffled, slow cadence; and when he whirled around to meet it his eyes opened, his mouth gaped, and he couldn't stop the denying shake of his head.
He was alone.
He could hear something large moving toward him, but he was completely alone.
The booze, he thought; it's the goddamned booze. He rushed back into the trees, zigzagging to lose whatever was out there, then made his way to the westside wall. His lungs were aching and his hands were trembling, and when he tried to swallow, his throat felt coated with sharp pebbles.
He listened, hard, and sagged with relief when he heard nothing but the wind.
Then the pressure came again, in his head, in his chest. A deep solemn throbbing as he looked up at the moon.
It was time, then, no stalling, and he vaulted the wall nimbly, keeping to the shadows as he hurried to his right. The houses facing the park were large and lighted, but he couldn't hear a television, a radio, or any voices through open windows.
All he could hear was that noise from the park, and it goaded him to the corner, where he slumped against a telephone pole and checked the street up and down, panting slightly while his fingers flexed and his forehead creased.
Five minutes later Tanker saw him.
He was walking on the same side of the street, fingers snapping, hips and feet moving. Tanker frowned, thinking the punk was drunk, until he saw the earphones, and the radio clipped to his belt.
A great way to die, he thought, grinning, and angled back around the wall's corner. A great way to die- smiling, listening to your favorite music, a nip in the air and on your way home.
He chuckled, and it sounded like a growl.
He followed the kid's progress carefully, poked his head out, and saw him tap the top of the wall in time to his listening, once spinning around and snapping those fingers high over his head.
When he spun around a second time, Tanker was there, smiling. Taking the kid's throat and pitching him effortlessly into the park. Before the kid landed, Tanker was kneeling beside him.
Before the song ended, Tanker was howling.
'Don the Barbarian sees the slime-covered trolls at the end of the witch's tunnel,' he whispered as he moved slowly out of the kitchen, half in a crouch, his left arm braced across his chest for a shield, his right extended to hold his anxious pal, Crow. 'The sexy maiden is chained to a burning rock, and only Don has the strength to break the magic chains and save her from a fate worse than death.' He looked to his right. 'Crow, what's a fate worse than death?' His pal didn't answer, and when he tripped over the fringed edge of the hall rug and slammed into the wall, the telephone rang.
'Got it!' he shouted, wincing at the pain. His parents were in the back, in what used to be his father's study and was now the television room.
There was a championship fight on some cable channel, and he could hear his father cursing while his mother told the underdog's manager what he could do with his fighter and all his fighter's family.
Despite the language it was a good sound, a normal sound that hadn't been heard in the house for several weeks. They were laughing, cheering together, and it sounded so right, he wished they would make up their minds how they felt about each other.
On the other hand, maybe they already had. Maybe they had made up and it was going to be all right.
The telephone rang again on the low table by the entrance to the living room. He snatched up the handset, winked a good-bye at Crow, who was off to save the maiden from whatever her fate, and leaned against the doorframe.
It was Tracey. He had completely forgotten she had said she would call.
'Sorry I'm late,' she said, her voice muffled as though she were cupping her hand around the mouthpiece.
'No problem. I was out walking anyway.'
'Oh, yeah? Anybody I know?'
'Nope. Just me.' But he was pleased she had asked.
'Oh, yourself, huh? Not much company, Boyd.'
'I wouldn't say that. If you must know, I happen to be very sophisticated when the mood strikes me.'
She giggled, and he looked blindly toward the ceiling.
'How's the eye?'
He tested the side of his face. 'Still there, I think.'
'Bummer about the detention.'
Christ, he thought, bad news travels fast.
'I don't care,' he said. 'My grades haven't been all that good this year. I could use the time to study.'
'Senior slump,' she said. 'You get complacent, y'know?'
Depressed is what you get, he thought, but he only grunted.
'Well, listen, Vet, about tomorrow night.'
His stomach filled with insects too crawly to be butterflies; he could hear it in her tone-she was going to say she already had a date with Brian. 'Yeah?'
'I can't make it.'
He decided to slit his throat; then he decided he was glad because now he wouldn't have to face Brian. But first he would slit his throat.
'My father's got the weekend off and we have to go see my grandmother on Long Island. We're gonna leave right after school, he says.'
'Oh. Well, okay.'
'But look, we can go next Friday, if that's okay with you. Next Friday would be great. If you still want to, I mean.'
He didn't say anything. His throat healed, the ceiling abruptly came into focus, and he could see her up there, floating, smiling, her dark hair in a wisp over her eyes.
'Vet, you still there?'
'Yeah, sure,' he said, shaking himself.
'Okay.' Subdued now. 'I thought you were mad about tomorrow. Or about me calling you Vet.'
'I don't mind. Really.' The cord had twisted itself around his wrist and he couldn't get it off without taking away the earpiece and losing what she might say. 'Really, no kidding.'
And he didn't. She thought it was great that he was going to be so close to animals for the rest of his life. The day he had let it slip, she had immediately fantasized his working out in the country, traveling from village to village, farm to farm, making sure all his charges were in perfect health.
She had been serious.
Brian and Tar thought it was too perfect to be true-Duck, off to treat the ducks. For nearly a week afterward, every time they saw him they quacked and flapped their arms and told him they had hernias and had to swim standing up.
'So,' she said, 'I thought you told me that bio test was a snap.'
They talked then the way they usually did, the preliminaries over and his heart slowly finding its way back into place. His mother walked by once with a sandwich and a beer, looked a question, and he smiled and pointed at her.
A girl? she asked silently.
He nodded.
Chris Snowden?
He shook his head and mumbled a reply to something Tracey said.
His mother shrugged-it doesn't matter, dear, as long as it's female and she doesn't want to marry you before you go off to college-and moved on after checking on the status of his black eye, hip-swinging through the living room and back to the TV set. It was the long way around, and they both knew it.
'Don, damnit, are you listening to me?'
