“Are they gone?”
“Yes.”
“Who’s nearby?”
“No one. A nurse.”
“Give the nurse the phone.”
“Why?”
Mistake. A part of me died inside when I heard Herb’s scream.
“Nurse!” I hurried to her. “Someone wants to talk to you.”
She gave me a quizzical look. “Who?”
“Just tell him whatever he wants to know.”
The nurse took the phone. “No… Nope… Nobody.” Then she handed it back. “He wanted to know if there were any men outside the door to room 514.”
I growled into the cell. “Satisfied?”
“Not yet. But I will be. Get in your car and go north on Lasalle. I want to hear your voice the whole time.”
“What if the cell signal goes out?”
Herb screamed again.
“You’d better make sure it doesn’t, Jack. Now keep talking. Start with the ABC’s.”
I recited the alphabet while I hurried through the corridor. Elevator or stairs? Which was better for cell transmission? I picked the stairs, moving as fast as I could. When I made it down to the parking garage, I saw one of the cops ordered to guard me, his gun drawn, creeping around a corner. I threw my back against a wall so he didn’t see me.
“Jack? You there?”
I paused for a moment, and then made a beeline for my car, stepping lightly so my footsteps didn’t echo on the asphalt.
My cell reception became staticky.
“It sounds like I’m losing you, Jack. I hope not, for Herb’s sake. Frankly, I don’t know how much more he can take.”
I made it to my car and fumbled with the keys, beginning the alphabet for the third time. When I opened the door, one of my cops saw me.
“Lieutenant! We can’t find him!”
“Uh-oh, Jack,” Fuller purred into the phone. “You’d better hurry.”
I hopped in the driver’s seat, my cell signal getting even weaker. I was yelling the alphabet now, hoping my louder voice got through. Both cops converged on my car. I jammed it into gear and hit the gas.
The exit was up a concrete ramp.
“Jack?” Barry was yelling. “I can’t hear you, Jack. Jack-”
The phone went dead.
CHAPTER 50
Fuller scowls at the dial tone. He hits Redial. Daniels picks up immediately.
“I lost the signal on the exit ramp. I didn’t do anything stupid.” She sounds anxious, breathless.
“How can I believe you, Jack?”
“Don’t hurt him again.”
Fuller lifts his foot, ready to stomp on Benedict’s dislocated elbow. Herb stares up at him, hate in his eyes.
“We had a deal, Jack.”
“If I hear him scream once more, I swear to God, I’m hanging up and throwing my phone out the window.”
“How do I know the cops aren’t with you?”
“I’m alone. I ditched them in the parking garage.”
“Maybe you called for backup, on your radio.”
“I didn’t have time. If my radio was on, you’d hear it.”
Fuller walks away from Herb, takes the Sig out of his belt. He fires a round, up the stairs.
“What did you just do, Barry? Let me talk to Herb.”
“That was a warning. If I think you’re lying to me, if I think you’re bringing more cops, I end Herb Benedict’s life. Understand?”
“Let me talk to Herb.”
Fuller rolls his eyes. He holds out the phone. “Herb, say something.”
Benedict looks away, lips pressed shut.
“Hold on a second, Jack. He’s being stoic.”
Fuller plays pull’n’ bend with Herb’s swollen arm until the guy sings like a choir boy.
“Tell her you’re okay.”
“Jack!” Benedict screams. “Don’t come!”
“There, Jack? Satisfied he’s still with us?”
“When I get there, Barry…”
“Stop it, Jack. You’re scaring me. Where are you?”
“Going north on Lasalle.”
“When you get to Division Street, take a left. And let’s hear that alphabet.”
Jack begins the ABC’s again, and Fuller goes back upstairs. His head thumps like someone’s bouncing a bat off of it, and his eye does its best to compete for the gold medal in the Pain Olympics.
The syringe calls to him from the kitchen table.
But Daniels will be here soon. That will also make the pain go away.
She’s coming armed. It’s important to stay alert.
Fuller lifts the needle. His arms are weight-lifter arms, the veins pushed to the surface by all the muscle. He doesn’t need to tie off.
Fuller shoots up, waiting for the warm rush of heroin to flood through him.
The rush doesn’t come.
“What the hell?”
“Barry? Did you say something?”
“Barry, I’m going west on Division. Barry?”
“Go right on Clybourn,” Barry growls. He raises the syringe to throw it across the room. But then…
Something happens.
It’s a subtle change at first. The kitchen seems to come into sharper focus. Barry stares at his hand, and his stare magnifies his fist until it’s the size of a baked ham.
Barry looks at his feet, and they also seem to grow. He’s ten, fifteen, twenty feet tall. How can he fit in this tiny room? A-ha! The kitchen is growing with him, walls getting longer, wider, stretching out and out.
And as he’s growing, the pain in his head is shrinking. Until it’s a tiny spot – a speck of minor irritation – in the middle of his swollen eye.
Fuller giggles, and the sound echoes through his head deep and slow. He hears someone talking, and notices he’s holding a phone.
“Barry? Are you there, Barry? What’s the address?”
“Twenty-one sixty,” someone says. It’s him. The words feel solid in his mouth, like they’re made of clay and he’s spitting them out rather than saying them.
He spins in a slow circle. The room moves with him, shifting and bending. When he stops, the room keeps moving, because he wills it to. He can control it. He can control everything.
“I’m a god.”
Fuller touches his face, feels the bandage. Gods don’t need bandages. He rips it off, and that causes a spark of pain in his eye.
“No more pain.” His voice is thunder.
He glides over to the drawer, dumps the contents on the table.
A corkscrew.
It only hurts for a moment, and he cries a lot.
No, he’s not crying.
It’s blood.
He hears a car outside. A visitor.
