wasn't sufficient to do much damage, but it would distribute the radioactive material over a fairly wide area, with unfortunate results to anyone who happened to be standing nearby, particularly if he didn't realize the danger and undergo decontamination immediately. We've had a few cases…'
'I know,' I said. '1 read the papers.'
'There have been others, less fatal, that didn't reach the papers,' he said. 'In many cases, with prompt action, the injury was relatively slight-the physical injury that is. But the injury to morale has been serious.' He frowned. 'You must understand, Mr. Helm, that people who work around nuclear reactions tend to be, well, let's say, a bit sensitive about anything pertaining to radioactivity. Just like people working around high explosives tend to jump unnecessarily at loud noises. When things start to burst that shouldn't, if you know what I mean, and when people find themselves receiving heavy contamination in places that are supposed to be relatively safe… Well, it cuts down the efficiency, to say the least. One installation, just the other day, couldn't even get the trash removed until the workers were permitted to don full protective clothing. Things like that. It was a fiendishly clever device, psychologically speaking. If they'd got enough of them.
I looked at the bright window, through which, since I was on the second floor of the hospital, I could see only the blue and cloudless Nevada sky.
'Shielded, you say,' I said. 'How much shielding do you get from that little bit of lead?'
He laughed. 'You don't have to worry, Mr. Helm. You've been checked, very thoroughly. Although you handled one of the bombs, you apparently didn't get enough exposure to do any damage. It was only when the contents were actually splashed on someone that the situation was urgent and dangerous. However, if some gentleman down in Mexico slept with the entire supply under his bed, he might be feeling a little unwell by now. And I don't know as I'd care to shoot that heroin into my veins, even if I was addicted to the stuff. Of course, that was their difficulty. Any normally sensitive instrument would have detected the hot material through the relatively inadequate lead shield, which is why they brought it in by such roundabout channels.'
I said, 'Silly question, but why didn't they just make up the nasty little things right here in the country?'
'Where would they get the critical ingredient? We don't sell it over the counter, you know. It would have had to be imported, anyway; and the device is not one anybody could put together in a cellar from a gas pipe and a few sticks of dynamite.' He rose. 'Their experiment was a success; let's say the first shipment, with which we're still dealing, went over big. If they'd got hold of the second shipment and got it planted before we understood what we were up against, we'd have been in real trouble. As it is, of course, we can take precautions against further sabotage of this nature- although I think it's probably the first time we've had to worry about anybody bringing radioactive materials onto an atomic installation. Coals to Newcastle, eh? Well, goodbye, Mr. Helm. Your chief wanted me to let you know the background, as soon as you were well enough. I hope I haven't tired you too much.'
I watched the door close behind him. It was interesting information, to be sure, but I didn't really know what good it was to me. I went to sleep. In the morning, Beth came to see me.
She entered the room a little uncertainly, as if not quite sure she'd be welcome. She was wearing one of those artificially faded denim skirt-and-shirt outfits and her big white Stetson hat. I was glad when she took the hat off and didn't look quite so much like a rodeo girl.
'The nurse said it was all right for me to look in, if I didn't stay too long,' she said. 'How are you feeling, Matt?'
'Fine,' I said. 'Well, more or less. How about you?'
She looked surprised that I'd ask. 'Why, I'm fine,' she said, and then she realized what I was driving at, and flushed slightly. 'I'm fine,' she said again. 'I… I'm all right. Really.' She laughed quickly. 'I suppose you know the Logan family has been in a bad auto accident.'
'Is that the way they handled it?'
'You didn't know?'
'I just passed the word before they started digging lead out of me,' I said. 'I didn't know just how they'd work it out.'
'We smashed up the Jaguar in Buckman Canyon,' she said, 'with the three of us crowded aboard. Anyway, that's the story. Fortunately there happened to be some law-enforcement officers around. We never did learn just what they were doing there, of course, but they were very kind and considerate and got Peter and Larry to the hospital right away. One of the officers even contributed his uniform blouse.' She was silent for a moment; then she went on: 'Your boss seems to be a man of influence. The doctors haven't said a word about bullet wounds. The papers just reported the 'accident' in a few lines. I… we're very grateful, Malt If there had been any publicity, it would never have been… well, right, again. You know what I mean. He's been trying to live it all down. He doesn't want to be a hero, any more than a villain. He just wants to be a… a peaceful, law-abiding citizen, an ordinary person. I thought he'd be sad because he'd had to sacrifice the Jaguar, but he says it's just as well, he's got no business driving a car like that.
He's going to be strictly the family-sedan type from now on.,,
'I know,' I said. I'd been the pickup-truck type for years, with the same motives, but it hadn't taken. But I didn't say that. 'Tell him I wish him luck,' I said.
'And me?' she asked.
'You too,' I said. 'Naturally.'
She smiled. 'You were pretty disgusted with me there for a while, weren't you? I don't really blame you. I didn't behave very well, by your standards. Fortunately, Larry's more interested in a wife and companion than in a hunting partner, if that's the right word. And I'm a pretty good wife and companion, Matt, even if I'd make a terrible secret agent.'
I grinned. 'Terrible is right. Well, anyway, it's nice we both know for sure, isn't it? There was a moment when I first saw you, a few weeks back…
'Yes,' she said, 'if the boys hadn't interrupted…' She shivered slightly. 'Thank God they did!'
I said, 'You don't have to be so emphatic about it. You might hurt my feelings.'
She laughed. She wasn't worried about my feelings. After watching me shoot Martell through the head, she probably wasn't too sure I really had any. She picked up her big hat. 'Well, I'd better…
I said, 'Just one thing, Beth.'
She turned at the door. 'What's that?' she asked.
'Those two men,' I said, 'the ones who tried to perform a kidnapping and got eaten by a dog, remember?' I wouldn't have brought it up, if she hadn't laughed like that.
She licked her lips. 'How could I forget? Why. why did you mention it?'
'Because you sent them,' I said. I waited, but she didn't speak. I said, 'I've been thinking about the times and mileages involved, and there's no other answer. Larry was already well on his way to the Mexican border, he had to be, when those men came for Moira Fredericks; and Larry isn't the kind to run off and leave his wife to supervise a kidnapping alone. He wouldn't have let you have any part in it, assuming that he'd pull a stunt like that in the first place. It's my feeling that, unlike some people we know, Larry's really too much of a gentleman to use a young girl he knows and likes as a weapon against her father.'
She said, 'You're calling him Larry now. You used to insist on calling him Duke.'
'He's earned the right to be called what he wants by me,' I said. 'And you're changing the subject. My guess is that your quarrel with Larry was much earlier in the day than you let me think, maybe right after he'd sent the kids up into the mountains that morning. You got into an argument about how safe they'd be there, probably; and that's when he stalked to the phone and called up Fredericks and drove off mad. Then you started feeling guilty about being the cause of his giving in like that. He'd left a couple of tough boys to look after you, telling them to take orders from you. And you had this bright idea, only it didn't quite work out.'
She licked her lips again. 'I was only trying to… to help. To make it unnecessary for him to go through with… I thought, if we had the girl, we could make some kind of deal when he got back…' She drew a long breath. 'You're right, of course. It was a crazy, terrible thing to do. I still wake up at night, seeing.
What are you going to do about it, Matt?'
'Does Larry know?'
'Of course he knows.'
I said, 'Don't worry about me. I just thought I'd set the record straight, between us. May I ask a question?'
'Yes,' she said. 'Of course.'
'Think hard now. Would you ever have dreamed of sending some men to kidnap anybody for my sake?'
She hesitated. Then she said in a small voice, 'I don't think so, Matt.'
'Then everything is fine the way it is, isn't it?'
She nodded. 'Everything is fine.'
'Well,' I said, 'give my love to the kids. I'll try to remember their birthdays from time to time.'
'Larry says… he says his objections are withdrawn, of course, and you're welcome at the ranch any time.'
'Sure.'
She hesitated, but we'd said just about everything necessary, and she turned and walked out of the room. I lay back and thought about the kids I wouldn't be seeing much of. Well, I'd never been very active in the papa department, anyway. Logan would probably work much harder at it. I guess I must have gone to sleep, because suddenly the kid was standing at the foot of the bed, looking at me.
She was wearing a black linen suit and black shoes and gloves and she looked smart but rather subdued, for her. Her red-gold hair was just as smooth and bright as it could be, not a tendril out of place. Maybe she'd stopped outside to fix it, and maybe she was just growing up. Maybe she really had it licked at last. Her sea-green eyes said she'd done some growing since I'd seen her last.
'Hello, Moira,' I said.
'Hello, baby.'
'I thought you were mad at me.'
'That was a couple of weeks ago,' she said. 'I don't stay mad that long.' After a moment, she said, 'You certainly look helpless in that bed.' Then she said: 'My mother died the other day.'
'I'm sorry.'
'Cut it out,' she said. 'Why should you be sorry? She was just waiting, I guess. She was going to outlast him. When she heard about him, there wasn't anything else to keep her, and she just went, I guess.' She made a gesture towards her somber clothes. 'Mourning. Corny, huh?'
I said, 'I thought it was for-'
'For him? I wouldn't change my socks for him.' After a moment, she said, 'Did you have to do it?' Then she glanced at the bulk of the bandages under my hospital gown. 'I guess that's a silly question. But-' She drew a long breath. 'You know what I mean.'
'Yes.'
'Well, it was pretty good for a little while,' she said flatly. 'Choice.'
'Yes,' I said. 'Choice.'
'I could bring you flowers or candy or something. Should I?'
'I kind of thought that's what you'd say.'
I said, 'They tell me young Logan is down the hail. He's still on the critical list. A little incentive might help.'
She looked at me without expression. 'You may be a pretty good whatever you are,' she said. 'But you're a hell of a lousy matchmaker. Why don't you mind your own damn business?'
'It was just a stray thought.'
'No wonder it strayed. Nobody'd bother to round up one like that.' She drew a long breath. 'What room?'
