Jack crossed the room in a blur of bleached head and angry burning gaze and grabbed Pete's arm. 'Bugger all, Pete, stop being so fucking righteous. I'm sorry you got involved again, but you
'And you are a bloody fucking
He didn't try to stop her when she walked out, and slammed the door hard enough to rattle every ghost in the building.
Chapter Forty-one
Pete didn't go home. She walked through the fog, into the City, listening to her footsteps ring and eventually came to St. James's Park. She followed a gravel path until hedgerows and mist hid her from all human eyes, and then stopped, her face tilted back, feeling the cold sprinkle of rain on her cheeks.
In a day as damply vibrant as this one, it was difficult to believe a sorcerer's spirit bent on mayhem had an eye out for her.
It was even difficult to believe that Jack had used her.
She'd
And finally, for the first time since she'd run screaming from the tomb, Pete let them come.
She had trusted him to be with her and keep her safe and she'd gone with it when he'd lit the candles and guided her to the foot of the circle, natural, like it was an everyday thing.
'So what dark pagan gods are we invoking?' she joked, standing on her tiptoes to keep Jack's hand tight against hers across the circle. Jack chuckled when his invocation finished, and snapped his lighter closed, snuffing the brighter flame and leaving just the flickering faerie light of the candles on the floor. The carvings on the tomb's wall threw long shadows, scraping fingers and grasping mouths.
'No gods. That's next week's exercise. Today we're just testing an academic theory.'
'Share with the class?' Pete's feet hurt from the long uphill walk from the tube in her school shoes and she fidgeted.
'It wouldn't be a surprise then, luv.' Jack smiled, thin and white, his thumb circling the hollow part of her palm. 'You want to be surprised, don't you?'
'Not sure,' Pete said honestly. It was cold inside the tomb, and unnaturally dark when contrasted with the strong sun outside. Jack held his free hand out, palm down over the circle, and Pete's stomach did a nervous flip-flop.
The blood they had both spilled began to move across each line of the circle, turning the crooked chalk marks crimson. Jack twisted his fingers, cat's-cradle, until the blood spread and pooled at the very center of the mark.
'It's working,' he whispered, a boyish grin breaking out. 'Bloody hell, it's working.'
The crimson began to fade, and Jack cursed. 'Fuck it. Not enough…'
Pete watched him, and she didn't know why she spoke up again, because never in a million days would she, Connor Caldecott's sensible daughter through and through, believe so outlandish a thing, but the words flew out. 'This is real.'
Twin points of witchfire sprang to life in Jack's eyes. Harmless, beautiful witchfire that she'd seen him conjure before, only now it burned Pete hot enough to melt her under the force of Jack's gaze. 'No bloody kidding,' was all he said, before he pulled his flick-knife with his free hand and cut his thumb again. Three drops of his blood landed in the center of the chalk lines.
They disappeared, sucked inward through the stone floor. A sensation of wrongness crept up Pete's spine, as if the floor had tilted underneath her feet just slightly.
'Don't move,' Jack ordered, licking the remaining blood off his palm. He repeated the cut on her hand as well, dropping her blood onto the stones next to his and Pete coiled in on herself, knowing that if she moved now things would go even worse than they already had.
Jack held on to her, their blood mingling and slicking her skin. 'Look at you, still holding strong. Don't let go, yeah?'
'Never,' Pete whispered.
Jack shut his eyes, face tilted upward into the dark. Pete could picture him in a gold circlet and a white robe just then, at the head of a coven in a circle of stones.
'
For a long minute, the only sounds to Pete were her own breathing and the faraway rush of traffic through the afternoon. 'Come on…' Jack whispered. 'You ruddy bastard. Come to me.'
The skin on the back of Pete's neck twinged as though someone had dropped ice cubes down her collar. With a shivering sigh of magic black smoke began to issue forth from all the walls and flagstones of the tomb, creeping through the crevices and forming in the air, the shape beginning to breathe.
Transfixed, Pete watched as smoke grew hands, and fingers, and a soundless mouth. When it spoke, no real sound slipped into the small echoing space, but Pete heard it just the same and it made the space behind her eyes hurt.
Jack's shoulders dropped, the tension wire cut when the thing spoke. 'Jack Winter.' He grinned broadly. 'Jack Winter compels you, hound-sorcerer.'
The smoke drifted around to face Pete as if on a spindle.
'Oi,' Jack ordered. 'Leave her out of it.'
Jack's jaw knotted but his voice remained steady and low as ever. Maybe, Pete thought, the smoke-man couldn't see the twin flames in his eyes because the smoke-man appeared to have none. 'Get off it. My circle
And the smoke-man walked. It came straight for Pete, one hand with trailing wisp-claws reaching for her. Jack went to his knee, chalked a hasty symbol on the floor with his unencumbered hand, and the smoke-man slowed, but Pete was rooted and stilled even though she
Jack said, 'Fuck,' and pushed the toe of his boot over the circle's outer line, smudging the symbols within beyond recognition. 'Go back!' Jack ordered loudly. 'Return to the city of the dead and no more with the living will you be. Your time here is at an end, hound-sorcerer.'
Just as it had gathered the blood, the chalk star began to gather the smoke, pulling the ghost inexorably downward. It let out a scream that bled Pete's eardrums, swiping at her wildly and close enough to leave ice crystals on her brow.
'Stop!' Pete screamed. Jack tried to motion her away, but he was atrophying, his skin paling to blue-yellow, dark lines sprouting in all the crevices of his face, dead dull gray growing from the roots of his hair. As the ghost flowed into him Jack's life flowed out, his cheeks and eyes sinking and his body falling to the floor.
Their hands broke apart. Pete could not move, could not even work her jaws to scream.
A spout of crimson blood, the color of rose petals against his sallow sunken face, dribbled from Jack's mouth.
'Go back,' Jack ground, barely above a whisper. Night-shaded smoke drifted out in lieu of breath when he spoke. 'You are shapeless and shadow. You are dead, and you belong with the dead. The living world holds no place for you. Go back.'
The ghost shrieked, and clutched at Jack. More and more blood poured from his mouth, his eyes, his nostrils.
Seeing Jack's life leach out of him broke her paralysis, and Pete picked up the black candle, because it was the only thing within her reach, and flung it at the ghost. 'Go back!' she echoed Jack, feeling tears on her cheeks. 'Leave him alone!'
Jack coughed weakly, and went still. Pete let out a cry. 'He's not! You haven't killed him!'
The ghost hissed, arching back as if in agony, and then with a rush it disappeared completely, the chalk lines of the circle vibrating with displaced power.
Jack was still, silent and bloody. The light of the guttering candle threw the shadow of an enormous crow, stooped and spreading its wings around Jack to embrace him. The crow became a girl, a woman, a hag. All bent to touch Jack's blood-smeared forehead, their gestures those of disbelieving and mournful lovers.
Pete didn't run to Jack, because of the hopping, sentient shadow and because the thought of him dead—as he surely was; she'd been to enough funerals to know cloudy eyes and dead stillness—became too much to bear. She ran instead, screaming, through the cemetery until she found the visitor's hut, pounding on the door and scraping her knuckles free of skin.
Connor told her Jack was dead, when she finally decided she had to talk to
And never, ever admitted to herself that she'd been the one to let go.
That was it, Pete realized as she shivered under the chill from the overcast and fog, and started the walk back to the street from the footpath. She had
Pete sighed as she turned back toward the Mall, Whitechapel invisible at this distance through the fog. She'd never be free of Jack Winter. But now, unlike then, she wasn't running away.
Chapter Forty-two
She pounded on Jack's door three times with the side of her fist. 'Sod off!' he shouted.
Pete knocked again. Jack threw the door open, a frying pan in his hand. 'Listen, you bloody—'
'I want to know how you came back,' Pete said. 'You were dead. I saw Death hunched over you that day, the bird's form. I want to know how you survived it.'
Jack's expression flickered at that, but he pulled the door wide enough for a person and motioned her in. Pete folded her arms, and nudged the door shut with her foot. 'So. How did you?'
'That bit is a story for another day,' said Jack, eyes darting. 'What made you come back?' He went into the kitchen and tossed the frying pan into a cabinet, and lit the burner under the kettle.