going to have a word.'
He snatched for it. 'Give that back,' he warned.
'You want this?' Pete told him, holding his sharps and drugs just out of reach. 'Then you talk with me.'
Jack swiped at her once more and then sat down hard, glaring. 'Fuckin' hell. When did you become a raging bitch?'
Pete straightened and crumpled the bag between her fists. 'I don't know, Jack, but I think it was right around the time I watched you die.'
Jack threw an arm back across his face. 'Did you come here merely to grasp at my balls, or was there something you wanted?'
'Tell me how you knew about Bridget Killigan,' said Pete. 'Right now, I'm trying to believe you had nothing to do with snatching and blinding the poor girl, but it's becoming very hard, Jack.'
Jack grunted and Pete thumped him on the arm with her closed fist. 'Tell me.'
He opened his eyes and met hers, and Pete was swept away again as quickly as she'd been at sixteen.
'It's a simple thing, luv,' said Jack. 'Magic.'
And God, she wanted to believe him.
'You're a bastard,' she whispered, jerking her hand away. Didn't matter that she wanted him not to be taking the piss, to be telling what he at least thought was the truth.
'Takes one to know one,' said Jack shortly, rolling over on his side and facing away. Pete cocked her arm and flung the plastic bag. It burst, scattering the contents across the filmy floor.
'Oi!' Jack shouted, scrambling after the needles as they clattered away.
'The person who blinded that little girl is going to get away with it because you're a git. Go to hell,' Pete hissed.
Jack stood, crossing the space between them, his expression going hard quickly as a flick-knife appears. 'Look around you, Pete,' he grated, gripping her arm. 'We're
A human-sized lump on the mattress next to Jack's stirred. 'Shaddup. 'M trying to sleep.'
Pete bored into Jack, hoping her gaze scorched him. 'Let go of me.'
His mouth twisted. 'Did that a dozen years ago.' He left her and went back to his mattress.
Pete backed out of the room and half fell down the shadowed stairs to the front door, sucking in cold, clean outside air as she leaned against the Mini. She didn't know why Jack was angry, but it didn't matter, did it? He was still the same charlatan, still using smoke and tricks up his sleeves to avoid the realities of the world. Pete dug her knuckles into her eyes until her tears retreated.
Chapter Seven
Scotland Yard flowed around Pete, shuffling papers and ringing phones, inspectors each wrapped in a cocoon of worry and mystery, weighted by their unsolved cases.
Pete sat at the double desk she shared with Ollie, hands pressed over her eyes. They felt of sandpaper, as if tiny grains made up the inside of her eyeballs.
Fuck, she wanted a cigarette.
'DCI Newell wants to see you.' Ollie touched her shoulder, and Pete jerked. Every time she got close to Jack she came away jumpy and displaced.
She wanted to believe him, that was the problem. He'd let the word roll so indolently out.
The hiss of
'Thanks, Ollie.' Pete sighed.
'You look like shite, still,' said Ollie bluntly, settling his comfortable bulk into his chair and rattling a used copy of the
'Love you, too, Ollie.' Pete shoved her chair back. Chief Inspector Newell would have all manner of questions about the Killigan case, and Pete deflected them the only way she knew how—she came into Newell's office on the offensive.
'No, I don't know how she got there or who took her. She hasn't spoken. For God's sake, Nigel, she's been blinded.'
Nigel Newell blinked twice at Pete. 'Thank you for that succinct update, DI Caldecott. However, I called you in on another matter.'
Pete drew in a breath, wishing desperately it was the end of a Parliament. Sod it, before this morning she'd been meaning to
'Sorry, sir. What is it you wanted to see me on?'
'The Superintendent has deemed it appropriate to dedicate a small auxiliary parking structure to Inspector Caldecott, senior. Your father,' said Newell as if she might have forgotten. He gave the impression of examining Pete over his glasses, even though his nose was bare. 'They would like you to write a brief statement to be engraved on the plaque that will bear his name, if that isn't too taxing.'
'Of course, sir,' she said aloud, willing Newell,
'Very well,' said Newell. 'You're dismissed.'
Relief, and a fag waiting outside.
'And Inspector?' said Newell. Pete's feet ground to a halt against her will.
'Sir?'
'Don't think that I won't be asking for a full accounting of the Killigan matter when the girl is released from the hospital.'
'Someone sent you papers by courier,' said Ollie, with a nod toward the flat tan package on Pete's desk. The return label was the crest of Terry's architectural firm. Pete ripped the package with a letter opener, being more vicious than she strictly had to be.
Tight orderly lines of black type marched across the columns and Pete swore in a whisper before she punched up an outside line and called Terry at work.
'Mr. Hanover.'
'This is
On the other end of the line, Terry sighed. 'The estate agent priced it for a quick sale, Pete, just like you wanted. You told me yourself you didn't want to waste any time haggling over the flat —just get it sold.'
'Yes.' Pete turned her back on the MIT room at large and stared at the National Health advisories pinned to the wall behind her desk. 'Yes, I do want it sold, sold at the price we gave the estate agent.'
'The market's gone downhill since then. Martha said—'
'Who the bloody hell is Martha?'
She could picture Terry's sour pout when he answered. 'My new estate agent. Miss Tabram.'
'She's Susan's assistant, the one who had her knees stuck in your ears when I came over to sign the credit check forms last week?'
'We're seeing each other.' Terry sounded far too relaxed for Pete to do anything except get into her car, drive to his firm, and shove his drafting pencil into his ear canal. She couldn't, so she snapped, 'Raise the price up, Terry. I'm not going to waste my time with your fucking about,' and slammed the receiver down with a crack like bones snapping.
'Now I really do need that fag,' she said to Ollie when he sat down again. 'He ordered my food on our first date and he hasn't stopped shoving his bloody opinions down my throat since.'
A clerk came through the maze of desks and touched Pete on the shoulder. 'Sorry to bother you, Inspector… four persons to see you waiting in the visitor's room.'
Pete wrapped her fist longingly around the crumpled pack of Parliaments in her pocket.
'Not the ruddy press, is it?' said Ollie suspiciously. 'PR office has been ringing off the hook with tosspots wanting an interview with you, Pete.'
'It's not the press,' said the clerk. 'It's… well…' Her tan brow crinkled nervously. 'They wouldn't exactly say, Inspector… only that it was very urgent.'
'All right, all right.' Pete sighed. 'I'll be out in a moment. Tell them to keep their knickers on that long.'
Ollie found Pete half an hour later, in her customary spot near the parking shed for the armed response vehicles.
'What happened, Caldecott?'
Rain peppered the puddle at Pete's feet, and she threw her cigarette into it, where it floated on the oil-stained water like a tiny corpse. 'Two more.'
Ollie sagged a bit, and rubbed his forehead. 'Bugger it. When?'
'This afternoon,' said Pete. 'After school. Two children, friends, live near each other. They didn't come home, and the parents thought they'd run away.'
'I'll tell Newell,' said Ollie, making a move for the door.
'I did it,' said Pete. 'Patrols are searching the neighborhood. I'm following momentarily.' Even to her ears, she sounded flat and uninterested, as if a boring program were on BBC 4 but she couldn't be bothered to change the channel.
She could lie and say it was Jack's fault, for jerking her about rather than telling the truth, but it was hers. Two more children. An agonizing five days, if she was lucky, before they showed up in the same fashion as Bridget Killigan. Pete didn't even bother to tell herself that these were just suspicions, not fact. She was too tired to deny that she was certain.
'I'll fetch my car, head over there as well,' said Ollie.
'Heath, wait,' said Pete. Ollie paused. 'Would you… would you mind going on ahead and taking point on the case, just for today?'
Ollie's lips pursed. 'You've been eerie ever since we found the Killigan child, Caldecott. You need a bit of rest. If that's what you're asking for, take it. With my blessing.'
'Not a rest,' said Pete. She felt mad, as if she were standing on a cliff with paper wings strapped to her back. But the simple fact, the only
Pete didn't allow herself the glaring thought that her faith in Jack was as misplaced as it had ever been. Or the new wrinkle, that he hated her for something she couldn't fathom.
'Not a rest,' Pete repeated to Ollie. 'There's something that I have to do. It may take me thirty-six hours or so, Ollie… cover my arse with Newell until then?'
Ollie Heath, God bless him, just nodded. 'Of course, Pete.'