The king gave him a quick look, and turned away to stare out across the river. 'Sonisonbe. Yes.'
'I don't have to know any more than I already do, but I'd like to understand.'
Amon-Psaro let the silence grow, reluctant to speak. When at last he did, the words came hard, torn from a past long buried. 'I met Inyotef during the voyage north to Kemet when first I was taken hostage. He was a sailor, barely a man but older than 1, more experienced. A man of boundless ambition, and one who played as hard as he worked.' He stopped, raised the jar to his lips, drank, set it on the wall. 'Huy, who was as close to me as a brother, was sent north with his battalion the day we set foot in Waset. I walked into the palace friendless but for Inyotef.'
He toyed with the jar, his thoughts far away. 'I soon found a way to scale the wall, and I made my way to the harbor and the warship Inyotef sailed on. He showed me Waset that day, and I thought it the most magical city I'd ever seen. We roamed the streets for hours, and when we grew tired he took me to his home. His parents and sister welcomed me as one of theirs.'
'Didn't anyone miss you in the palace?'
Amon-Psaro snorted. 'That night my wings were clipped. But I refused to eat, so from that day forward they closed their eyes to my absences.' He took another drink, but Bak doubted he tasted the brew. 'One day Inyotef's warship sailed north, taking him with it. At first, Sonisonbe and I played as we had before, but our games soon turned to lovemaking.'
He picked up the beer jar, set it down again, looked at Bak for the first time grace starting his tale. 'Inyotef returned a man of the world, filled with the desire for plea. sure. By then I had many friends among the nobility, all with a like passion, so for months on end I spent my days and nights reveling. I drank too much, played games of chance, and lay in the arms of countless women. Nofery was one of them. She stole my heart.'
'What of Sonisonbe?'
'I loved her, too.' Amon-Psaro drew in a deep, ragged breath and released it. 'Long before my father died and I had to return to the land of my birth, I promised them both I'd send for them as soon as my throne was secure. Nofery laughed, taking my vow as a joke. Sonisonbe promised to follow me to the four corners of the earth if need be. In the end, when at last I took my father's place, my duties as king overwhelmed me: the need to wed my sister to keep the line pure, the squabbling among my cousins, the need to learn about a land and a people I'd long ago forgotten. I didn't send for either woman. I wanted no more burdens.' He rolled the jar between his two hands, unaware of his action. 'Some months later Inyotef wrote, telling me of Sonisonbe's death, vowing to slay me.'
Bak felt an immense pity for Amon-Psaro, for Sonisonbe, for Inyotef. 'I heard his ship was once turned back from the land of Kush, so I assumed you knew he wanted you dead.' He frowned, bewildered by a new thought. 'Why then did you come north to Wawat? Surely you knew he was a pilot on the Belly of Stones.'
'I had to save my son's life.',
'A prudent man would've sent a message to Commandant Thuty, asking him to send Inyotef north, well away from Men.'
Amon-Psaro shrugged, as if as much at a loss to explain as Bak was to understand. 'Perhaps I wished to end his misery and mine, for we both mourned for her in equal measure. Or did I wish to appease my conscience by putting myself in his hands and letting the gods decide my guilt or innocence, my life for hers? I don't know.'
Bak left Amon-Psaro at the entrance to Kenamon's pavilion, and Imsiba intercepted him moments later. Eyeing the broad gold and lapis lazuli collar around Bak's neck, the wide bracelets on his arms, the Medjay's expression plainly showed his concern. 'What did you tell him, my friend? That you're going with him to faroff Kush?'
Bak took Imsiba's arm and aimed him toward the quiet corner where their men had set up camp. The camp was empty, the men somewhere across the fortress watching Pasbenuro play knucklebones with the champion of the Iken garrison. Distant voices, laughter, and cursing announced the ebb and flow of the game. They hunkered down beside a thick fish stew, kept warm on a bed of coals contained within a tripod of rocks.
'I danced around the truth for a time,' Bak said, 'but finally told him how I felt: I'm content as I am and I have no desire to live a life of wealth and privilege. So he gave me this instead.' He ran his fingers over the cool, smooth beads of the necklace. 'He took them off and, with his own hands, fastened them on me.'
'I thank the lord Amon!' Imsiba grinned. 'When I saw you laughing together, I feared the worst.' -
Bak's smile was as broad as that of his friend. He was relieved the decision was over and done with, the temptation to climb to great heights a thing of the past. 'He hid his feelings, but I suspect he was relieved. He talked too freely today, more than a king should, telling me the deepest secrets within his heart. I imagine he'll be glad to see the last of me.'
'The prince, Kenamon says, is doing well. How much longer, do you think, before we can go home to Buhen?' 'Soon,' Bak said. 'The sooner the better.'
