without keeping an eye on their captives.
“And who plays this?” Keene demanded of the assembled airmen. Gavin’s entire body jerked. Keene was holding Gavin’s fiddle. Gavin hadn’t even looked at it since the raid. One of the pirates must have found its hiding place. “Come on now-we’ll need music, and one of you American turds can provide some, right?”
Gavin didn’t move. The thought of playing for cavorting murderers turned his stomach greasy and sour. He could feel the other airmen carefully not looking in his direction, but he himself couldn’t take his eyes off his beloved fiddle. Keene’s hand was pressing the strings into the neck, his fingers leaving oily prints on the red-brown wood. Gavin felt violated, as if Keene had laid hands on his soul.
“No one?” Keene said. “Too bad. It must belong to one of the men we killed or put off the ship. No point in keeping it.” He turned and drew his arm back to throw the fiddle overboard.
“Wait!” Gavin said.
Keene paused and turned back.
“It’s mine,” Gavin said miserably. “I’ll play.”
Keene handed Gavin the fiddle and ruffled his hair like an uncle greeting a favorite nephew, even though Gavin was nearly eighteen. “That’s a good lad. Do you sing, too?”
Gavin thought about lying, then decided he didn’t want to know what would happen if the truth came out. “A little,” he hedged.
“Then what are you waiting for, boys?” Keene boomed. “Lock up these miserable bastards and have a party!”
An enormous cheer went up. Gavin watched while his compatriots, including Old Graf, were herded belowdecks to the brig. The crew members were already looking haggard and thinner than just a few days ago. Gavin tried not to shiver in his ragged clothes, and not for the first time he wondered which of the pirates had originally worn them. The sun was setting behind the tethered ships, and the engines continued their implacable rumble as the propellers whirled unceasingly. Somewhere below lay Tom’s body, food for sharks and other sea creatures. Gavin glanced at the envelope overhead. If he hadn’t stopped Naismith, none of this would be happening right now. He wouldn’t be sad, wouldn’t be upset, wouldn’t be thinking at all.
The pirates rolled out several casks of rum and lit the blue-green phosphor lamps that hung about the ship to provide flame-free light amidships. A heavy arm dropped around Gavin’s shoulders. He tried to twist, but the arm held him.
“Looking forward to hearing you,” said Madoc Blue. “Maybe tonight I’ll teach you how to dance.”
And then he was gone. Gavin’s hands shook so hard, he could barely tune up. Someone brought a crate for Gavin to stand on. He forced himself to remain steady, set bow to strings, and play.
Once the melody began, things became easier. It felt good to use his talents again, and he hadn’t realized how much he’d missed his music. He closed his eyes and tried to pretend he was playing for his family back in Boston. They had two dark rooms in the slums, and both were filled with comings and goings. Ma was always at the stove, trying to stretch what Gavin’s four brothers and sisters brought home, or at the kitchen table madly basting shirts for the tailor up the street. Gramps sat in the corner, trying to watch Gavin’s younger siblings with his failing eyesight. The place was never quiet, except when Gavin played fiddle in the evenings. He played in the dark because they couldn’t afford lamp oil or gas jets. He played away their hunger, the cold Boston weather, and their fear of bill collectors. But when Gavin turned twelve, Gramps had taken him down to the airfields outside Boston, where a dozen giant airships stood tethered to their towers like clouds staked to the ground, and introduced him to Captain Felix Naismith. The next day, he’d sailed off as a cabin boy.
It had started as a job, a way to send money home to his family. But after a few weeks in the air, Gavin found himself unwilling to touch the ground. The
The pirates, including the captain, laughed and danced and drank all around Gavin’s crate while the sky darkened and the lamps shed their familiar eerie glow over the gunwales, turning his pale hair green. He closed his eyes so he could play in the dark. Music rippled off his fiddle and vanished into blackness. The pirates called out songs for him, and he played “Highland Mary,” “The Irish Washerwoman,” and “Sheebeg, Sheemore.”
“Play ‘Londonderry Air,’ ” shouted one pirate.
“That’s a sissy song, Stone,” yelled another. “We don’t want to hear that.”
“I’ll show you a sissy song,” Stone yelled back, holding up his fists. “Two of ’em.”
Quickly, Gavin played the requested song, a slow, sad piece. He put everything he had into it, echoes of green Irish hills floating in fog, sad cemeteries with tilted gravestones, and stone cottages warmed by peat fires. The belligerence died away. The pirates fell silent. When the music ended, Stone wiped his nose on his stolen leather sleeve and acted as if he weren’t also wiping his eyes.
“Nice,” he coughed. “Very nice.” And the other pirates cheered.
“Sing for us, boy!” “Sing a song!” “A dancing song!”
“Sing us,” called out a too-familiar voice, “‘Tom of Bedlam.’ ”
Gavin’s head jerked around. Madoc Blue was staring up at him, thumbs hooked in his belt near his glass- bladed knife. A lump formed in Gavin’s throat. Had Blue learned Tom’s name and chosen that song on purpose? It might have been coincidence-“Tom of Bedlam” was the unofficial anthem for all airmen, and it wasn’t an unusual request.
“Go on, pretty lad,” Blue said. “You can’t tell me you don’t know it. Lie to me, and I’ll tie one of those fiddle strings around your balls until they turn… blue.”
The pirates roared with laughter. Gavin swallowed the lump in his throat and firmed his jaw. He wouldn’t give Blue any satisfaction. He set bow to strings and sang.
The pirates stomped and drummed on the deck for the last two lines-the chorus was the reason the song was popular among airmen. Want, in this case, meant lack, and the idea that airmen were more than a little insane but also naked, drunk, and rich held great appeal. The song had endless verses, and Gavin settled in to sing them all, his voice pounding at the men like a weapon, letting his anger and fear come pouring out. The men clapped and sang along, oblivious. Blue, however, simply stared at Gavin, his thumbs still hooked in his knife belt. Without thinking, Gavin sang the verse:
Every pirate burst out into raucous laughs and cheers. Blue smirked and gave Gavin a pointed look. Gavin flushed bright red and sang the chorus as if he had no idea what anyone was laughing about, but quickly switched to a different verse.
He met Blue’s gaze straight on at the last line. The original words ran
As Gavin passed the man-high bulk of the hydrogen extractor, a figure appeared from the shadows. Before Gavin could react, the figure grabbed Gavin by the shoulders, swung him around, and shoved his back against the extractor. Gavin’s heart lurched, and he barely kept hold of his fiddle.