Sebastian’s own house lay on Brook Street, just off New Bond Street. But that was not his first destination. Drawing up before an elegant little town house in Harwich Street, Sebastian handed the reins to Tom and said, “Stable them.”
The maid who opened the door was a mousy creature with thin bony shoulders and pale, unsmiling features. At the sight of Sebastian, she sniffed and looked as if she’d shut the door in his face if she could. “Miss Boleyn is still abed.”
“Good,” Sebastian said cheerfully, already taking the steps two at a time. “No need to interrupt whatever you were doing, Elspeth,” he added, although she remained rooted in the entry hall, her head tipping back as she continued to glower up at him. “I’ll announce myself.”
The door to the front bedchamber on the second floor was closed but not latched. Sebastian pushed it open, the painted panels swinging into a room of blue satin hangings and heavy shadows. A woman lay in the bed, a beautiful young woman with rich brown hair that spread out over the pillows in a glossy wave. Her name was Kat Boleyn, and at the age of twenty-three she had already been the toast of the London stage for several years now. She was also the love of Sebastian’s life.
As he drew nearer, he saw that she was awake, her blue eyes crinkling lightly at the corners with a subtle smile, her shoulders bare where they showed above the fine linen sheets. “Poor Elspeth,” she said.
Shrugging out of his many-caped driving coat, Sebastian swung it onto a nearby chair and tossed his hat, whip, and gloves after it. “Why on earth do you keep such a Friday-faced creature about the place?”
Kat reached long, naked arms over her head in a lazy stretch. “She’s not Friday faced with me.”
“Then what the devil does she have against me?”
Kat laughed. “You’re male.”
Sebastian knelt on the edge of the bed, one doeskin-clad knee sinking deep into the feather mattress. “How’s the new play?”
“Popular. Or maybe it’s just my Cleopatra costume that’s popular.” She brought her arms down to loop them around his neck and draw him to her. “I expected you yesterday.”
From any other woman the words might have been read as an expression of reproach. But not with Kat. With Kat, it was simply a statement, an observation.
She demanded no loverlike commitments from him. She had rebuffed his every attempt to make her his wife and refused even to be considered his mistress. He supposed there were men who might relish such an arrangement as a freedom from the ties that could bind; Sebastian lived with a quietly desperate fear that one day, for some reason he would never quite understand, she would leave him. Again.
He slid his hands down her naked back, heard her breath catch in that way it always did when he touched her. He nuzzled his face against her neck, breathed in the wonderful, heady fragrance of her skin and hair. “Forgive me?”
She bracketed his cheeks with her hands, drawing back so she could see his face. Her lips were smiling, her eyes shining with what looked very much like love. But her words were light, frivolous. “That depends on how good your excuse is.”
He took her mouth in a kiss of tender hello and subtle promises of want and need. Then, lifting his head, he brushed the ball of his thumb across her lips and saw her smile fade when he said, “How about murder?”
She had been born with a different name, to a woman with laughing eyes and warmly whispered words of love who’d died degraded and afraid on a misty Irish morning.
Sometimes, especially in the early hours when darkness was only just giving way to dawn, Kat would imagine she could feel the soldiers’ rough hands upon her, feel the fibrous bite of the rope at her own throat, the breath of life slowly squeezing, squeezing from her. She would awake gasping, the terror in her mind dark and fierce. But she was not her mother. She would not die her mother’s death. And she would not live her life in fear.
For ten years now she’d been Kat Boleyn. There’d been a time when she’d known poverty and desperation, before the whimsies of fame and adoration had changed all of that. And for seven of those years she had loved this man, Sebastian St. Cyr.
She turned her head, a smile warming her heart at the sight of his familiar, beloved features and darkly disheveled hair framed by the crisp white linen of her pillow. She had loved him since she was sixteen and he was twenty-one, when they were both still young and naive enough to believe that love was more important than anything—anything at all. Before she’d understood that one made choices in life, and that some choices carry a price too grievous to bear.
She knew better now. She knew that love could be selfless as well as greedy. And that sometimes the greatest gift that one can give one’s beloved is to let him go.
She realized his eyes were open, watching her. In a few minutes he would leave her bed and she would send him into the afternoon sunshine with a careless caress and light words that asked and gave no promises.
She touched her fingertips to his bare shoulder and he reached for her, strong hands gliding up her back to draw her beneath him. She went to him with a sigh, her eyes closing as she allowed herself to pretend for one shining moment out of time that all those things that matter so much—like honor and loyalty, duty and betrayal— mattered not at all.
THE NECKLACE LAY COOL against Kat’s palm. It was an unusual piece, three interlocking, almond-shaped silver ovals set against a smooth bluestone disk.
Once, this necklace had belonged to Sebastian’s mother. Kat had heard stories about the beautiful countess with the golden hair and dancing green eyes who’d been lost at sea off the coast of Brighton one summer when Sebastian was a child. Now the necklace had reappeared—around the throat of a murdered woman.
Flipping the pendant over, Kat traced the old entwined initials. A. C. and J. S. As Devlin moved around her bedchamber, assembling his clothes and drawing on his breeches and shirt, he told her the legend he’d grown up hearing, about the mysterious Welshwoman who had once possessed the necklace but had given it away to the handsome, ill-fated prince she loved.
