his chair and eased the strap of his leather bag over one
shoulder. He left the Morningstar Mocha without a
backward glance, which alowed me to stare after him
without fear of being caught.
He'd left a crumpled discard to the window side of his
chair, on the floor. With a quick glance around the now-
empty coffee shop to see if anyone would notice me being
a total snoop, I vacated my seat and took the one he'd just
left. It couldn't have been warm from his ass, or at least I
shouldn't have been able to feel it if it was, but I imagined
heat. I knew I shouldn't pick up the paper, or smooth it
out in front of me. I knew, especialy, that I shouldn't read
it.
But I did, anyway.
I didn't learn the secrets of the universe. I didn't even find
out his name. He'd mostly been scribbling and doodling,
with a few chicken-scratch phrases I could read but didn't
understand here and there on the paper. Looking over it, I
should've felt dirty. I only felt disappointed. But what had I
expected, a hand-written autobiography listing his
expected, a hand-written autobiography listing his
education, career and medical history?
Stil, I smoothed out the creases as I finished my breakfast
and folded the paper in half. Then half again. And again,
until finaly I'd turned a legal-size sheet of paper into a
palmful of secrets. It wasn't any of my business. I had no
right to keep it. It weighed there as heavily as a handful of
lead, and yet I couldn't manage to toss it into the trash.
I did wish, though, that I'd lingered over the coffee.
Riverview Manor doesn't have a doorman, and the front-
desk staff was there to accept packages and take care of
problems, not keep anyone from entering the building. The
building had security cameras in the elevators and on every
floor, but no real means of keeping anyone out who
wanted to be in.
Part of me wasn't surprised when I turned the corner of
the hal to see Austin waiting for me in front of my door.
Another part wanted to turn and run away. I lifted my chin
instead, wishing again I'd at least bothered to wear
makeup, though honestly he'd seen me look way worse.
'What are you doing here?' I bent to put my bags down
so I could pul my key from my purse. When I stood,
so I could pul my key from my purse. When I stood,
Austin's eyes were on my face, not my ass. Now,
surprised me.
'You didn't answer my cals.'
I fit the key into the lock, but didn't turn it right away. 'I
meant, what are you doing
'I caled your mom.'
I unlocked and opened my door and pushed it, but didn't