When the path divided, they went towards a small stand of silver birch, a robin puffing out its chest on one of the branches until they came closer and it flew away.
‘It is true,’ Kosach said. ‘Letitia and I, there was an argument, a … misunderstanding, I think you would say. She is headstrong. If you know her at all, you will know this. Things were said.’ He shook his head. ‘All that is forgotten. You have, I think, this saying, forget and forgive.’
‘I want to see her,’ Cordon said.
‘I am afraid that is not possible.’
‘Hear her say in her own words this is where she really wants to be.’
Kosach looked at him through narrowed eyes and laughed. ‘Of course. All this time I thought you were some kind of father to her, you look after her, protect, you are policeman, after all, but no, you are in love with her yourself-’
‘The hell I am!’
‘You are in love with her and that is why you think she cannot be happy with someone else.’ He smiled. ‘Believe me, my friend, I understand.’
‘Yeah? Well, understand this, no way am I your fucking friend.’
‘And now you are angry and upset.’
More than anything else, Cordon wanted to punch him in the mouth, shut out the supercilious, patronising crap, the accent that came and went. With an effort, he kept his hands to his sides.
The path circled back towards the house.
Neither man spoke again until they had arrived back at the main door.
‘I want to see her,’ Cordon said again.
‘And I have told you-’
‘She’s here?’
A pause. ‘Yes, she is here.’
‘Then let me speak to her. If she says the same as you, without duress, then that’s an end to it.’
‘An end?’
‘Yes.’
Kosach studied him again, staring at his face. ‘You are a man of your word?’
‘As much as any man.’
‘Very well. Wait here.’
Kosach went briskly inside and the two men who had searched Cordon reappeared and stood, arms folded, on the steps to either side of the door. The help living up to the stereotype, at least.
Five minutes shaded into ten.
Cordon shifted his balance from one foot to the other, flexing the muscles in his calves. A small jet of pain nagging, intermittently, at the base of his left leg, the foot. Achilles heel?
Kosach reappeared at the door.
‘Please. Come inside.’
Letitia stood in the curve of a stairway that swept up from an expanse of tiled floor. Pale, little make-up, some shadowing around the eyes, a bruising of colour across her mouth. Her hair had been dyed a darkish brown and held her face in a tight frame. No smile; no more than a hint of recognition in her eyes. Cordon wondered if she were ill, or merely very, very tired. The clothes she wore, drab shades of grey.
‘Letitia?’
Barely a movement at the sound of her name, his voice.
‘Your friend, Letitia, he has a question to ask. He wants to know if you’re happy here. Are you happy, Letitia?’
‘Of course.’
‘And is anyone keeping you here against your will?’
She looked puzzled, as if the question made little sense.
‘Do you want to stay here?’ Cordon asked.
A flicker of the eyes.
‘Because if you don’t …’ moving towards her, towards the foot of the stairs, ‘if you don’t you could leave with me, now. You understand what I’m saying?You could go, you and Danny, now.’
As if at the sound of his name, the boy appeared on the landing above, and, seeing Cordon, called his name and started to run towards him, two, three steps at a time, until his father’s warning shout of ‘Danya!’ stopped him, teetering, in his tracks.
‘Letitia?’ Cordon said again, but her head was turned towards Kosach, not to him, the look that passed between them then impossible to read.
‘Danya,’ Kosach said, ‘go to your mother. Now.’
Cautiously, the boy retreated up the stairs and clung hold of his mother’s skirt, one of her arms around his shoulders, tight, the other gripping the balustrade, wedding ring in plain sight.
‘If it’s what you want, Letitia,’ Kosach said, stepping quickly to the door, throwing it open, ‘you can go.’
Other than tightening her grasp of Danny’s shoulders, she didn’t move.
Still at the door, Kosach shifted his gaze towards Cordon. ‘An end to it, I think that’s what you said.’
The anger that still simmered inside Cordon was cauterised by disillusion, disappointment, lack of understanding.
His shoulders sagged.
‘The driver will take you back,’ Kosach said. ‘I do not expect to see you again.’
52
Karen had promised to meet Carla, early evening, nothing fancy, just the two of them, a small celebration.
‘Celebrating what?’ Karen had wanted to know.
‘Wait and see.’
Carla had suggested the American Bar at the newly refurbished Savoy Hotel, but when they arrived, just shy of eight o’clock, there was already a queue for seats and fighting your way to the bar was, Carla suggested, about as easy as getting to one of the lifeboats on the
They made their way along the Strand to the lobby bar at One Aldwych, where, although busy, they not only found two recently vacated high-backed armchairs within minutes of arriving, but had a delightfully camp waiter at their side as soon as they were comfortably seated.
Carla ordered champagne cocktails — at?12 a pop, a small saving on the Savoy — and to go with them, a little something, as she put it, yummy to nibble on.
‘So,’ Karen said, leaning forward so as to be heard, ‘what’s the big news? Don’t tell me at last Hollywood’s come calling? You and Brad Pitt? Leonardo? George Clooney, even. Old, maybe, but not too old.’
‘Better than that, darling.’
‘What’s better?’
Carla was laughing. ‘Me in uniform.’
‘What?’
‘Uniform. Like the one you used to wear. Till, like, I get promoted.’
Karen was looking at her gone out. ‘Just let me get this straight. You’re going to be …’
‘Playing you. Yes, that’s right. I mean, not really you. But someone like you. This black policewoman who starts out walking the beat, but then after she helps solve this specially grisly murder she gets made up to detective. Oh, and I get to sing. Just karaoke, but, you know, real songs.’
Karen accepted her cocktail from the waiter, drank most of it down in a single swallow and ordered two more.
‘It’s ITV, their new series.
